Bye, My Irresistible Love

Helen’s POV: 

I looked at the little girl blankly.She was sitting next to me, and on the other side sat a beautiful, young woman who was probably her mother.The little girl handed the tissue to me and said softly, "Here you are, miss.Please don’t cry.Everything will be all right."

Only then did I realize that there were a few more people sitting in the subway car.They were all staring at me with curious eyes.Perhaps in all my heavy crying, I hadn’t realize what a mess I was.

"Thank you." I took the tissue and wiped my tears.

As soon as I touched my injured cheek, it hurt so much that I started sobbing uncontrollably again.

"Do you want to go to the hospital? I will be happy to take you," the little girl’s mother said in a soft, gentle voice.

"No, thank you.I’m fine."

My nose twitched again.The kindness from a stranger stirred the grievance deep inside my heart, and tears fell unabated again.I hurriedly turned around to wipe my tears.I didn’t want anyone to see me cry.

"Miss, don’t cry, please.I’ll blow your booboo for you so it will stop hurting."

The little girl was about three or four years old.She naively thought that as long as she blew my cheek, the pain would go away.

"Honey, if she wants to cry, just let her cry.She will feel fine after crying," the little girl’s mother explained to her gently.

I felt warmth from total strangers, and my cold heart gradually warmed up, little by little.My rivulet of tears had stopped but my eyes were dry and hurt.

"Thank you." I expressed my sincere gratitude to them.

"You are welcome.We all encounter various kinds of problems when we least expect it.We just have to be brave and face them," the little girl’s mother said, trying to console me.

Only then did I realize that I had already passed several stops in the subway.

All the other passengers had alighted.

girl and her mom hadn’t gotten off

they were worried about me, so they

up a bit and

a little disappointed in myself.I had shown my weakness in public, all thanks to Jane and Libby.I had also created such a fiasco at Zhester Technology, thanks again to the decadent duo.I couldn’t participate in this case anymore because I couldn’t

offend her, I had no choice but to walk away, God seemed to have played a cruel trick on me.I had finally seen a glimmer of light in my life.I thought my mother

seemed to be heading in a

trace

cold

got home, it was already dark.The sensor light was on as I walked

when I reached the door.He stood there erect, with a serious expression on his face.He was no longer

small bag in his hand, probably containing

crazy enough to think that he would grab my hand again and let Jane hit me, albeit she was not there, George fixed his deep-set

was no mistaking the regret and

him warily from afar

although cold, gave me

to explain…"

moment, he looked like a dangerous beast in front of me, ready to attack its

stay away

shouted at him

so much in the afternoon that my dry eyes began to ache

and hindered my sight.His tall figure began to double and blur.I didn’t want to have anything to do with this ill-fated

sadness engulfed my being..I had suffered a lot because of Jane since I was a

want to experience those nightmares any more.It

to silently swallow it, acidic as it was.It was enough to have

person to remind me that the abusive pattern of my childhood would follow me

was no match to judicious Jane! George stopped

"Helen, I’m sorry…"

break down in front