Bye, My Irresistible Love

Helen’s POV: 

All of a sudden, I felt like my body was hurtling through the air and I was falling at breakneck speed.

Darkness swarmed my sight, blocking my view.

Terror gripped me.I came back to my senses, to find myself sitting on cold train tracks.

Horrified, I turned around to find a train speeding towards me, its bright headlights blinding as it approached.I thought that my life was over.

The next second, a scream came from the platform.I raised my head to find a tall figure dashing towards me.

The next moment, I was lifted off the tracks and thrown onto the platform.

The train was already very close.My heart was in my mouth! He was going to get crushed! At the last second, he pushed himself up with his hands and climbed into the platform He had just climbed up when the train whizzed by, right where he had been a second ago.

The people standing around were so shocked, no one could react for a few seconds.I lay on the floor, my body completely stiff.My back broke out in a sweat and I couldn’t utter a word.

By the time the subway staff got to where I was, the onlookers had already started cursing at me.

"If you want to commit suicide, surely you can find a way to do it without risking other lives!"

"You would have been ground into pieces of meat if someone hadn’t been here to save you!" I lay quietly, listening to their voices.

Even though most were angry, I also heard some kind -hearted comments from people trying to comfort me, saying that suicide was never the answer.I knew I wasn’t trying to kill myself though.I’d seen the silhouette of the person that pushed me.

George rushed toward me and gave me a hug.

After he’d tried to soothe me by stroking my face gently, he asked me in a low voice, "Are you alright?"

His hands trembled just as much as his voice did.His eyes were full of fear as he held me as tight as he could.It all happened too fast and I still felt a lingering fear even though I knew I was now safe in George’s arms.

George kept trying to comfort me with his words.

"It’s all right.You’re safe now."

as I continued sobbing.It

wasn’t trying to

said, "Don’t worry.I know.It’s over now.Don’t be scared.You’re

by the side seemed not to know what

while and then asked, "Do you need

at them and asked, "Can we

"Okay, sir."

where we’d see the surveillance video.The video showed me and

across my face.I just looked behind me, and then I

one actually

person closest to me was

as I finally figured out what happened.I hallucinated again, and it was worse than before.I had suffered many hallucinations before, but I never tried to hurt myself until today.I wondered what would have happened if George hadn’t been with me… The passing train would have run me over.I couldn’t even

scared of.I’m right here

staff and

careful next time," one staff member grumbled

a mental illness, please visit a

and that I couldn’t put off getting treatment any longer.The only reason I survived today was

in the future? How would I cope if it got worse? If anything happened to me, and my mother ended up alone, I wondered

answered all the doctor’s questions honestly just like the

just like the last time, they both said I was completely healthy.Both doctors had

change in

couldn’t place a finger on the cause of my symptoms.I also repeated

hasn’t been any change.I still have

has been a little

naturally, I was usually under a lot of pressure.The doctor shook

rest.You shouldn’t be putting too much pressure on yourself in this condition.I would advise you have a change

I’ll try," I

consulting appointments for me in the next two weeks before I left with George .When we left the hospital, George suddenly said, "I’m taking you home

phone and saw two missed calls.One was from Anya, and the other was from

so suddenly that I didn’t have time to request a leave, so they had no idea what

on my way to work.I’m afraid

was filled with