Bye, My Irresistible Love

Helen’s POV: 

All of a sudden, I felt like my body was hurtling through the air and I was falling at breakneck speed.

Darkness swarmed my sight, blocking my view.

Terror gripped me.I came back to my senses, to find myself sitting on cold train tracks.

Horrified, I turned around to find a train speeding towards me, its bright headlights blinding as it approached.I thought that my life was over.

The next second, a scream came from the platform.I raised my head to find a tall figure dashing towards me.

The next moment, I was lifted off the tracks and thrown onto the platform.

The train was already very close.My heart was in my mouth! He was going to get crushed! At the last second, he pushed himself up with his hands and climbed into the platform He had just climbed up when the train whizzed by, right where he had been a second ago.

The people standing around were so shocked, no one could react for a few seconds.I lay on the floor, my body completely stiff.My back broke out in a sweat and I couldn’t utter a word.

By the time the subway staff got to where I was, the onlookers had already started cursing at me.

"If you want to commit suicide, surely you can find a way to do it without risking other lives!"

"You would have been ground into pieces of meat if someone hadn’t been here to save you!" I lay quietly, listening to their voices.

Even though most were angry, I also heard some kind -hearted comments from people trying to comfort me, saying that suicide was never the answer.I knew I wasn’t trying to kill myself though.I’d seen the silhouette of the person that pushed me.

George rushed toward me and gave me a hug.

After he’d tried to soothe me by stroking my face gently, he asked me in a low voice, "Are you alright?"

His hands trembled just as much as his voice did.His eyes were full of fear as he held me as tight as he could.It all happened too fast and I still felt a lingering fear even though I knew I was now safe in George’s arms.

George kept trying to comfort me with his words.

"It’s all right.You’re safe now."

him and shook my head as I

wasn’t trying to commit suicide.Someone

continued stroking my hair and he said, "Don’t worry.I

the side seemed not to know what

for a while and then asked, "Do you need any

asked, "Can we see

"Okay, sir."

surveillance video.The video showed me and George standing

my face.I

actually pushed

to me was at least

suffered many hallucinations before, but I never tried to hurt myself until today.I wondered what would

be scared of.I’m right here

the surveillance video only made the staff and

just be careful next time," one staff member grumbled

you have a mental illness, please visit a

that I realized the severity of the problem and that I couldn’t put off getting treatment

would I cope if it got worse? If anything happened to me, and my mother ended up alone, I wondered how

just like the last time I

time, they both said I was completely

there been any significant change in your life in the

doctor repeated this question because he couldn’t place a finger on

any change.I still

second thought, I added, "Well, pressure from work has been a little more than usual.Could

was usually under a lot of

be putting too much pressure on yourself in this condition.I would advise you

try," I

left with George .When we left the hospital, George suddenly said, "I’m taking you home to rest today.You shouldn’t go anywhere in this state.I

phone and saw two missed calls.One was from Anya, and

request a leave, so they had no idea what had happened to me.I immediately called Anya

Pierce.I had an accident on my way to work.I’m afraid I won’t be able to

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