Bye, My Irresistible Love

Helen’s POV: 

All of a sudden, I felt like my body was hurtling through the air and I was falling at breakneck speed.

Darkness swarmed my sight, blocking my view.

Terror gripped me.I came back to my senses, to find myself sitting on cold train tracks.

Horrified, I turned around to find a train speeding towards me, its bright headlights blinding as it approached.I thought that my life was over.

The next second, a scream came from the platform.I raised my head to find a tall figure dashing towards me.

The next moment, I was lifted off the tracks and thrown onto the platform.

The train was already very close.My heart was in my mouth! He was going to get crushed! At the last second, he pushed himself up with his hands and climbed into the platform He had just climbed up when the train whizzed by, right where he had been a second ago.

The people standing around were so shocked, no one could react for a few seconds.I lay on the floor, my body completely stiff.My back broke out in a sweat and I couldn’t utter a word.

By the time the subway staff got to where I was, the onlookers had already started cursing at me.

"If you want to commit suicide, surely you can find a way to do it without risking other lives!"

"You would have been ground into pieces of meat if someone hadn’t been here to save you!" I lay quietly, listening to their voices.

Even though most were angry, I also heard some kind -hearted comments from people trying to comfort me, saying that suicide was never the answer.I knew I wasn’t trying to kill myself though.I’d seen the silhouette of the person that pushed me.

George rushed toward me and gave me a hug.

After he’d tried to soothe me by stroking my face gently, he asked me in a low voice, "Are you alright?"

His hands trembled just as much as his voice did.His eyes were full of fear as he held me as tight as he could.It all happened too fast and I still felt a lingering fear even though I knew I was now safe in George’s arms.

George kept trying to comfort me with his words.

"It’s all right.You’re safe now."

head as I continued sobbing.It was hard for me to get

trying to commit

continued stroking my hair and he said, "Don’t worry.I know.It’s over now.Don’t

staff standing by the side seemed not to know what

while and then asked, "Do you

asked, "Can

"Okay, sir."

the monitoring room where we’d see the surveillance video.The video showed me and George standing side

my face.I just looked behind me, and then I jumped into

one actually pushed

the person closest to me was at least four

order on the platform.My heart sank as I finally figured out what happened.I hallucinated again, and it was worse than before.I had suffered many hallucinations before, but I never tried to hurt myself until today.I wondered what would have happened if George hadn’t been with me… The passing train would have run me over.I couldn’t even think about it without shivering George

nothing to be scared of.I’m right

video only made the staff and security personnel criticize

careful next time," one staff member

have a mental illness, please visit a doctor as soon

I couldn’t put off getting treatment any longer.The only reason

future? How would I cope if it got worse? If anything happened to me, and my mother ended up alone, I wondered how much pain she would feel, George took me straight to the psychiatrist without giving me a chance

honestly just like the last time I was

time, they both said I was completely healthy.Both

been any significant change in your life in the past few

doctor repeated this question because he couldn’t place a finger on the cause of my symptoms.I also repeated the same

change.I still have the same

thought, I added, "Well, pressure from work has been

perfectionist, so naturally, I was usually under a lot of pressure.The doctor shook

pressure on yourself in this condition.I would advise you have a change of environment for a while so

try," I

George .When we left the hospital, George suddenly said, "I’m taking you home

and saw two missed calls.One was from Anya,

suddenly that I didn’t have time to request a leave, so they

accident on my way to work.I’m afraid

was