Bye, My Irresistible Love

Helen's POV: 

Early in the morning on the weekend, George drove me to the hospital to pick up my mother.I spoke with the doctor to see if I could take her home for recuperation.

The doctor thought it wasn't a good idea to discharge my mother from the hospital at this time.

Although my mother had almost recovered, I still couldn't take her care lightly..

With the kind of mental disease that she had, she could relapse at any moment.So I decided to just pick her up and take her home on weekends as we had planned before.

On the way home, my mother and I sat in the backseat while George drove.My mom kept looking at George and then at me, seemingly lost in thought.I hadn't figured out how to define the relationship that existed between me and George.I had once made my mind to break up with him, but because of my mental condition, he appeared again in my life, and I grew dependent on him.

It was hard for me to say what George and I were to each other.

We were clearly way past being just friends, but at the same time, we were not lovers.

In my opinion, we were not quite there yet.My mother was being much calmer than I had anticipated.She was very quiet the entire trip.She didn’t ask any questions or make any comments.

When we were about to reach our destination, my mother suddenly whispered in my ear, “Are Libby and Jane causing trouble for you?" 

"No.”

Jane went abroad.

Libby went to Philly to visit her family." I knew my mother was worried, so Ianswered honestly.

“Okay,” my mother said.

After that, she didn’t ask anything more.

Soon, George pulled over in front of the apartment building.I didn't invite him in because my mother was with me.

"Thank you so much for today." 

After saying that, I took my mother’s hand and led her to my place.

George didn't follow me, but my mother repeatedly looked back at him.

When we entered the elevator, George was still standing there.My mother smiled at him.

George returned her smile and nodded politely to her.

me and

was my friend from high school.We met again at work last year.Now

Jane and Libby came to the hospital last time and they told me that you worked

help

turned out, my mother hadn't lost her power of observation

all that together, Mom?"

to see me.Today, he gave you a ride and then took us home.A guy who doesn't like you won't do any of those things.Will an ordinary high school friend accompany you to a psychiatric hospital? Can he take good care of me without losing his patience?" My mother and I sat on the sofa.I rested my head on her lap and

that Jane liked him?" My mother gently stroked my hair and explained in a soft voice, “I have been wondering why Libbyand Jane suddenly came to

time, we hadn't seen

when they took your father’s money and ran

then, I'd been expecting them to never show their faces to me

did they come back, they also pestered me at the hospital for an entire week.” I

I couldn't figure out their real purpose.The more I couldn't discern their objectives, the more scared I got.So I began to worry about you.What if you run into them and they bully you? The more I thought about it, the worse my headaches got.I was anxious, irritable, and couldn't get a good night's sleep, so I wanted to leave the hospital.But no

sentence, I felt

girl that others used to

not talk about those things anymore.Let’s talk about Jane.I didn't understand why she and Libby came to me before, but now I have an

had been buried in her heart

she could finally let it

while, I explained to her

really has a deep relationship with Jane.They studied abroad together, started their own business, and trusted each other.” What I said

saw through me at a glance.She looked into my eyes and asked, "And what about you? Do you have feelings for that man? Do you like him?”

Of course I liked him.I had liked him

my life without any regard at all for his

in my mind since it happened, and I still thought about it from time to

did, I still felt warm in

you?" my mother pressed, as if taking my

do,” I

like

as long as I'm with you, if you like something, just go get it without

to ask you to give in

was stupid and selfish.I only cared about my dignity and pretended to be generous in front of

as such by letting you make your own choices.” “I know, Mom.I won't give in to Jane again." I curled into a ball on

without realizing it, I fell asleep.I felt relaxed because of

I woke up, I

pleasant smell of food wafted in from the kitchen, and from where I was

George there,cooking while having a seemingly enjoyable

when he was cooking, he looked dignified and elegant.He was talking to my mother with a smile on