Caged Between the beta & alpha

Clarity RAVEN

” You are going to feel guilty , but we both know staying in this situation is hurting you all .

” He said softly .

I could feel how bad he felt saying that , but it was the truth .

” Putting aside everything … Let’s play a game .

I ask a question and you pick which one you would choose .

” He added , slapping his thigh as the idea popped in his head .

Putting aside everything … (Read Everyday Updated Chapters m.techkaushal.com) The curse included .

Because that was what I used to make myself feel better every time I felt guilty for how I was treating Damon , but that was not an excuse .

” Ok … ” I said , playing with the tab on my can .

” Now picture them both standing right there … Which one will you hug first ? ” I frowned as the answer came to me .

” Liam … because- ” ” We’re not justifying why here … Block that all out and just think about your instant answers , I don’t want any breaks , you have got to answer fast , ok ? Whoever comes to mind first .

” ” Ok .

” I groaned .

” Both are hurt in a battle with rogues ? Which one will you tend to first ? ” ” Liam .

” I said , feeling another flash of guilt through me .

No matter the answer , I still felt guilty .

” If you did something that they told you not to who will you confess to first ? ” On ” Damon .  ” Who do you want to fuck ? ” ” Li – hey ! ” Taylor chuckled .

” Soo … You done it yet ? Details … now ! ” ” Stop it ! We haven’t !

” I said , blushing as I remembered what happened earlier .

Oh , my dear goddess , that was naughty ! Liam was naughty … That side of him ….

My heart skipped a beat and I pushed it away .

” Ok , then which one do you want to cuddle up to in bed ? ”

” Liam … ” ” Cuddle with over a movie ? ” ” Both ? ” I pouted .

” They both came to mind ! ” ” So something you would do with a friend .

” Taylor said .

” Ok … Out of curiosity , which one have you kissed ? ” ” Both , but Damon only once .

Damn girl ! Dare I ask how many times you’ve

I sighed .

” ” Stop justifying it , we are talking

, giving my hand a squeeze before dipping his fries into the

thinking about Damon

I knew who I favoured ,

“

guilt or shame in loving someone … It doesn’t make you bad to feel stronger for one over

you imagine being with Damon and rejecting Liam

Life without Liam ….

heart clenched painfully and my eyes stung

that becomes a reality … His words from earlier echoed in my mind ; ‘ when you are mine … ‘ I knew he could

was a n awful

tears came , no

Damn , I’m sorry Raven !

, but I was unable to

knew what I had to do , but just thinking about it

him

my hands over my mouth as I bent down , pressing

wrapped around me and

be … You just made me realise I am doing more damage than good

through

this , but I realised all my life I

do this anymore , I couldn’t do this

not constantly worrying about what the other might be thinking

s to you , ” Taylor said , kissing the top

soul mates and their eternal

and Luna Scarlett’s , sure we know them as this amazing couple who love each other deeply and have the chemistry to die for …

issues and hardships to make them perfect … but also remember that we

pain we’re feeling right

to overcome … ” I nodded as I

I might hurt someone and knowing that I’m already hurting Damon , Liam … Myself …  (Read Everyday Updated Chapters

not a badass queen …

I’m tired … tired of it

” I whispered .

It’s OK

” He replied .

at him with

about you ? ” I asked

He looked down .

to talk to

… but I have been

said , his eyes pained

” I’m sorry .

” I whispered .

Don’t be , I’ll figure it

He comforted me

nodded and took a deep

to do what we need to d ”