Caged Between the beta & alpha

Clarity RAVEN

” You are going to feel guilty , but we both know staying in this situation is hurting you all .

” He said softly .

I could feel how bad he felt saying that , but it was the truth .

” Putting aside everything … Let’s play a game .

I ask a question and you pick which one you would choose .

” He added , slapping his thigh as the idea popped in his head .

Putting aside everything … (Read Everyday Updated Chapters m.techkaushal.com) The curse included .

Because that was what I used to make myself feel better every time I felt guilty for how I was treating Damon , but that was not an excuse .

” Ok … ” I said , playing with the tab on my can .

” Now picture them both standing right there … Which one will you hug first ? ” I frowned as the answer came to me .

” Liam … because- ” ” We’re not justifying why here … Block that all out and just think about your instant answers , I don’t want any breaks , you have got to answer fast , ok ? Whoever comes to mind first .

” ” Ok .

” I groaned .

” Both are hurt in a battle with rogues ? Which one will you tend to first ? ” ” Liam .

” I said , feeling another flash of guilt through me .

No matter the answer , I still felt guilty .

” If you did something that they told you not to who will you confess to first ? ” On ” Damon .  ” Who do you want to fuck ? ” ” Li – hey ! ” Taylor chuckled .

” Soo … You done it yet ? Details … now ! ” ” Stop it ! We haven’t !

” I said , blushing as I remembered what happened earlier .

Oh , my dear goddess , that was naughty ! Liam was naughty … That side of him ….

My heart skipped a beat and I pushed it away .

” Ok , then which one do you want to cuddle up to in bed ? ”

” Liam … ” ” Cuddle with over a movie ? ” ” Both ? ” I pouted .

” They both came to mind ! ” ” So something you would do with a friend .

” Taylor said .

” Ok … Out of curiosity , which one have you kissed ? ” ” Both , but Damon only once .

Dare I ask how many times you’ve kissed Liam ? ” He

I sighed .

Damon said- ” ” Stop justifying it , we are talking about your feelings here

said softly , giving my hand a squeeze

nodded , thinking about

I favoured , but I hated

“

loving someone … It doesn’t make you bad to

with Damon and rejecting Liam

Life without Liam ….

heart clenched painfully and my eyes stung

mind ; ‘ when

was a n awful

placed my face in my hands as the tears came , no longer able

sorry Raven ! ” Taylor’s panicked voice

, but I was

to do , but just thinking about it

didn’t want to hurt him

mouth as I bent down , pressing my forehead

Taylor’s arms wrapped around me and held me

sorry Raven … I’m damn sorry … P ” Don’t be … You

I whispered through

stroked my back and I felt ridiculous crying like this , but I realised all my life I just

this anymore , I couldn’t do this

what the other might be thinking or the fact that I kept

as much a s to you

isn’t perfect or easy … The stories of soul mates and their eternal love are

couple who love each other deeply and have the chemistry to die for … but they did not have it easy – even on their journeys

, issues and hardships to make

remember that the pain we’re feeling right now is part of

nodded as I tried to steady my breathing and calm

might hurt someone and knowing that I’m already hurting Damon , Liam … Myself …  (Read Everyday Updated Chapters m.techkaushal.com) ” I know , baby girl ,

not a badass queen

I’m tired … tired of it all

” I whispered .

It’s OK to be

” He replied .

and looked at him with a tilt of

I asked , wiping m

He looked down .

to

… but I have

, his

” I’m sorry .

” I whispered .

, I’ll figure it

comforted

took a deep

are going to do what we need