Caged Between the beta & alpha

Clarity RAVEN

” You are going to feel guilty , but we both know staying in this situation is hurting you all .

” He said softly .

I could feel how bad he felt saying that , but it was the truth .

” Putting aside everything … Let’s play a game .

I ask a question and you pick which one you would choose .

” He added , slapping his thigh as the idea popped in his head .

Putting aside everything … (Read Everyday Updated Chapters m.techkaushal.com) The curse included .

Because that was what I used to make myself feel better every time I felt guilty for how I was treating Damon , but that was not an excuse .

” Ok … ” I said , playing with the tab on my can .

” Now picture them both standing right there … Which one will you hug first ? ” I frowned as the answer came to me .

” Liam … because- ” ” We’re not justifying why here … Block that all out and just think about your instant answers , I don’t want any breaks , you have got to answer fast , ok ? Whoever comes to mind first .

” ” Ok .

” I groaned .

” Both are hurt in a battle with rogues ? Which one will you tend to first ? ” ” Liam .

” I said , feeling another flash of guilt through me .

No matter the answer , I still felt guilty .

” If you did something that they told you not to who will you confess to first ? ” On ” Damon .  ” Who do you want to fuck ? ” ” Li – hey ! ” Taylor chuckled .

” Soo … You done it yet ? Details … now ! ” ” Stop it ! We haven’t !

” I said , blushing as I remembered what happened earlier .

Oh , my dear goddess , that was naughty ! Liam was naughty … That side of him ….

My heart skipped a beat and I pushed it away .

” Ok , then which one do you want to cuddle up to in bed ? ”

” Liam … ” ” Cuddle with over a movie ? ” ” Both ? ” I pouted .

” They both came to mind ! ” ” So something you would do with a friend .

” Taylor said .

” Ok … Out of curiosity , which one have you kissed ? ” ” Both , but Damon only once .

girl ! Dare I ask how many times

I sighed .

” ” Stop justifying it , we

hand a squeeze before dipping his fries into the ketchup

, thinking about

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loving someone … It doesn’t make you bad to feel stronger for one over the other

you imagine being with Damon and rejecting

Life without Liam ….

heart clenched painfully and

of the curse and what if that becomes a reality … His words from earlier echoed in my mind ; ‘ when you are mine … ‘ I knew he could sense my hesitation … It hurt so damn

a n awful mate to both

the tears came , no longer able to hold them

I’m sorry Raven ! ” Taylor’s

head , but I was

had to do , but just thinking about it broke

didn’t want to hurt him …

my mouth as I bent down , pressing my forehead to my knees as I tried to stop my tears

Everyday Updated Chapters m.techkaushal.com) Taylor’s arms wrapped around me and

” Don’t be … You just made me

I whispered through

like this , but I realised all my life I just stayed quiet because it was

couldn’t do this anymore , I couldn’t do

wanted all my firsts to be special , not constantly worrying about what the other might be thinking or

to you , ” Taylor said , kissing the top of m y

stories of soul mates and their eternal love

as this amazing couple who love each other deeply and have the chemistry to die for … but they did not have it easy

our differences , issues and hardships to make them perfect

the pain we’re feeling right

we need to overcome … ” I nodded as I tried to steady my breathing and calm

I know … You’re right … I’m scared knowing I might hurt someone and knowing that I’m already hurting Damon , Liam … Myself …  (Read Everyday Updated Chapters m.techkaushal.com) ” I know , baby girl , but that’s life and you are one badass queen who has got this

could tell him I was just an ordinary wallflower , not a badass queen …

I’m tired … tired of it

” I whispered .

OK

” He replied .

looked at him

? ” I asked , wiping m

He looked down .

need to talk to Channing

o know … but I have been delaying

, his

” I’m sorry .

” I whispered .

Don’t be , I’ll

comforted me

and took a

to do what we need to d ” 1