Caged Between the beta & alpha

Clarity RAVEN

” You are going to feel guilty , but we both know staying in this situation is hurting you all .

” He said softly .

I could feel how bad he felt saying that , but it was the truth .

” Putting aside everything … Let’s play a game .

I ask a question and you pick which one you would choose .

” He added , slapping his thigh as the idea popped in his head .

Putting aside everything … (Read Everyday Updated Chapters m.techkaushal.com) The curse included .

Because that was what I used to make myself feel better every time I felt guilty for how I was treating Damon , but that was not an excuse .

” Ok … ” I said , playing with the tab on my can .

” Now picture them both standing right there … Which one will you hug first ? ” I frowned as the answer came to me .

” Liam … because- ” ” We’re not justifying why here … Block that all out and just think about your instant answers , I don’t want any breaks , you have got to answer fast , ok ? Whoever comes to mind first .

” ” Ok .

” I groaned .

” Both are hurt in a battle with rogues ? Which one will you tend to first ? ” ” Liam .

” I said , feeling another flash of guilt through me .

No matter the answer , I still felt guilty .

” If you did something that they told you not to who will you confess to first ? ” On ” Damon .  ” Who do you want to fuck ? ” ” Li – hey ! ” Taylor chuckled .

” Soo … You done it yet ? Details … now ! ” ” Stop it ! We haven’t !

” I said , blushing as I remembered what happened earlier .

Oh , my dear goddess , that was naughty ! Liam was naughty … That side of him ….

My heart skipped a beat and I pushed it away .

” Ok , then which one do you want to cuddle up to in bed ? ”

” Liam … ” ” Cuddle with over a movie ? ” ” Both ? ” I pouted .

” They both came to mind ! ” ” So something you would do with a friend .

” Taylor said .

” Ok … Out of curiosity , which one have you kissed ? ” ” Both , but Damon only once .

I replied pouting ” Damn girl ! Dare I ask

I sighed .

justifying it

giving my hand a squeeze before dipping

thinking about Damon

, I knew who I favoured , but I hated myself

“

or shame in loving someone … It doesn’t make you bad to feel stronger for one over

imagine being with Damon and rejecting Liam ?

Life without Liam ….

clenched painfully and my eyes

in my mind ; ‘ when you are mine … ‘ I knew he could sense

a n awful

the tears came , no longer able to hold them back

sorry Raven ! ” Taylor’s panicked voice

but I

what I had to do , but just

didn’t want to hurt him … I couldn’t hurt him

clamping my hands over my mouth as I bent down , pressing

arms wrapped

P ” Don’t be … You just made me realise I am

whispered through

crying like this , but I

couldn’t do this anymore , I couldn’t do

what the other

this to myself as much a s to you , ” Taylor said , kissing the top

isn’t perfect or easy … The stories of soul mates and their eternal love are only

know them as this amazing couple who love each other deeply and have

stories , overcome our differences , issues and hardships to make them perfect … but also remember

that the pain we’re feeling right now is part

nodded as I tried to steady my breathing

scared knowing I might hurt someone and knowing that I’m already hurting Damon , Liam … Myself …  (Read Everyday Updated Chapters m.techkaushal.com)

ordinary wallflower , not a badass

… tired

” I whispered .

It’s OK to be

” He replied .

pulled away slightly and looked at him with a tilt of my head

I asked

He looked down .

I need to talk

o know … but I

said , his eyes pained

” I’m sorry .

” I whispered .

I’ll figure

comforted

nodded and took

, we are going to do what we need to d