Caged Between the beta & alpha

What Robyn said was so damn true and I knew I needed to do this, I needed to talk to Damgo.

I couldn’t keep hurting him like this.

I won’t wait any longer, I’m going to go and I’m going to talk to him right now.

I can’t carry on doing this…
I was now back in my room, pacing restlessly.

I decided to mind link Damon and ask if I could come to see him.

I took a deep breath, my fists clenched.

My heart was racing against my ribcage, painfully fast.
‘Damon?’
‘Hey, everything ok?’
‘Can’t I link you if there’s not a reason?’ I asked, feeling guilty, thinking I didn’t mind link him as often.

No wonder he thought that.
‘Course you can.’ But we both knew the truth.
‘Well, I wanted to meet up with you, like to actually talk.

Can I come around?’ I had to try my best to sound normal.
‘Sure, me and Zack are actually dealing with a potential clue, but as soon as it’s done, I can let you know?’
‘Perfect thanks…’ I said, the guilt of what I was about to do eating up at me inside.
‘Take care, gorgeous.’ His soft, deep voice came.

I closed my eyes.
Not gorgeous, fucking evil and cruel.

I sank onto my bed, wrapping my arms around my legs and resting my chin on top of my knees.

Sadness washed over me and the urge to wallow in self -pity threatened to overcome me, but before I could, Liam’s voice came through the link.
‘Bitesize?’
‘Hey.’ I said softly
Are you ok?’ Concern was clear in his voice.
‘Of course I am.
‘You don’t sound it…
Ever the intuitive one.
‘I am, so why did you mind link?” I asked brightly.
‘Two hours from now, I want you to meet me at the edge of the woods, by the park.’
“Ok… ‘I said, wondering why.

I needed to talk to Darnon too.

‘Is it important? I had something I needed to do today.’
‘Yes, it is.

Can you reschedule?’
I couldn’t deny him.
Ok, see you then.’ I said, giving in.
I guess I could talk to Damon after meeting Liam if he’s not done before then.

If he was done b y then, that is
I decided to clean up my room a little, thinking about Mom… She was gone, would she be reunited with Renji? How was Dad coping? His trial was in the morning too.

I was not looking forward to it at all, but I knew I had to do it.

mind linked again and the sun was already settling outside, I decided to change into something a little more appealing Going through my wardrobe, I pulled out a matte PU leather shirt, which was nice and loose, and paired it with a black fitted skirt that had a corset tie right down the

I touched up my make up out of boredom before I glanced at the time, guess I could head out and meet

done? ‘Damon? Are you still busy?’ ‘Hey Raven, yeah, I might be

if you were done or-‘ Carry on, we’ll talk tomorrow.’ I didn’t mean that… ‘I’ll come by later?’ ‘If you can, Liam won’t want you out past curfew.” He teased lightly, but I knew he meant it. ‘Ok… Tomorrow then.’

me, it was

but the streets were empty. To my

the gap between us and placing his hand on the small of my back, pulling me against him then leaning down and kissing my lips softly. Sparks rippled through me and I bit back

“Hey, I’m not that short…” Ok, I was, but still! He didn’t need to complain! “Besides

we both have got to admit you’re tiny.” “Well, we all can’t be gorillas like yourself.” I huffed. He put his arm around my

soothing the storm of emotions inside of me. “So why are we going into the woods at

my unpredictable emotions, maybe we shouldn’t do

can handle myself and you will be

placing my hands

carried on walking, taking

was in there… “So, will you not tell me where you’re taking me?” “Patience Love.” He said, glancing down at me. I frowned, seeing some

reached into his pocket, I couldn’t help but stare at the front of his jeans, looking away quickly before he

my tracks at the warm, welcoming scene before me. The glow of the lights and the smell of freshly

background. The place was spotless, a new beige fluffy throw was draped over the sofa, with a few cushions in shades of purple on the couch, which were definitely

The fact that he had decorated in purple made it clear it was for me. There were a few things set out on the table; a thermos, two mugs, a can of spray

the shirt,

as I didn’t know what to feel and hugged him tightly. “It’s not much bitesize.” He said, standing straight and lifting me off my feet in the process, his arms around my waist. I looked into his eyes, despite everything we were

“Actually, I was working as I baked and cleaned this place up.” He said, jerking his head towards