Caged Between the beta & alpha

Chapter 69

The following day , I had left the cottage early after showering and headed to training feeling restless and nervous .

My heart was breaking and although I knew this was a decision I had decided on , it still hurt .

I would talk to Damon no matter what , right after , I couldn’t keep delaying it .

After training and once I had showered , I quickly grabbed an oversized hoodie that fell to my thighs and some over – the – knee boots .
I left the packhouse , my hair still wet from the shower , heading straight to Damon’s like a woman on a mission .

Not today .

Not today , nothing was going t o stop me .

I rang the doorbell , letting out a breath I didn’t know I was even holding when I finally reached Damon’s home .

‘ Damon ? I’m outside .

I said through the link softly .

My heart cracking a little more .
” This must be important , huh .

‘ His deep , sexy voice came .

‘ Hmm .

‘ I replied , feeling awful and waiting for him to open up , he did a few moments later .

He had a shirt on , but the buttons were undone , showing off his perfect body .
My stomach fluttered and the pain in my chest reminded me of our connection .

” Hey .

” I said softly .

” Hey , gorgeous .

” He said pulling me into his arms , I closed my eyes , hugging him tightly .

His beating heart was like a soothing melody compared to the thundering of mine … This decision I had made … Was there really no other way ? I knew the answer to that …
” Hey … What’s wrong ? Are you ok ? ” His soft voice brought me out of my reverie , m y heart beating like a drum as I slowly moved back and nodded , forcing a smile .

I was the selfish one here , wanting them both … but I knew who I was prioritising and what needed to be done was for the both of us ….

” Yeah , kinda … Can we talk ? ” I asked softly .

” Sure .

” He said .

” Shall we go for a walk ?
” ” Ok .

the woods , somewhere alone … Maybe being inside

shoving the keys into his pocket . He gave me a small sexy smile and began t o button up his shirt , hiding

and he let me

dragging … Goddess … please … give me strength … I slowed down when we were in a deserted area of the woods , the rustle

the Alpha’s home . I sat down , motioning

his soft blue eyes meeting mine and

knew this was bad news … ? ” It’s ok Raven , you can tell me

You know that .

, those sparks of pleasure wrapping me in warmth and kissing my knuckles softly . I closed my eyes , before opening my eyes and staring down at

special

haven’t been

I said softly ,

I wouldn’t be able to , not today . He

and the birds chirping in the trees were the only sounds around us , yet even then , our voices simply blended into our surroundings ,

me to not do this ? ” Raven … It’s okay … Look , whatever it is , it’s going to be

coming out of my thoughts

to say this …

tell me it’s ok , none of this is

taking a

, biting down on my

break their heart ? Especially when they don’t dese it … ”

stinging as I stared a

even treated you as mine … I’m sorry that I’m not the mate I should have been … I don’t even get why the goddess paired someone like me

throat felt constricted , I couldn’t breathe

Gorgeous … Don’t ever blame yourself , I haven’t really stepped up either

set … he

fight back the storm that was threatening

doesn’t agree , what will you d o ? Will you fight for someone who hasn’t even been fair

but because Damon had a heart of gold and all he knew was giving

Hurting him .

… It’s not just that he’s my Alpha … He … He always put

he always looked out for you , always talked about

the one who was too busy

he was trying to hide , but he was failing … failing s o badly . ” Or perhaps you subconsciously told yourself I was off – limits because of Liam’s love for me ? ” I asked

, and shook his head

we had already walked our chosen paths … ” No … If it comes down to one of us , he is the

softly , kissing my hands once again

curse , pushing Liam would have been fucking

going to ever risk that . ”  I nodded , if Damon or I tried to pursue anything , it would have caused Liam to go off the edge into the darkness

easy a s one might think

I couldn’t hold Damon back any longer

… Someone who would treat him like a king … A thought at the back of my

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