The following day , I had left the cottage early after showering and headed to training feeling restless and nervous .

My heart was breaking and although I knew this was a decision I had decided on , it still hurt .

I would talk to Damon no matter what , right after , I couldn’t keep delaying it .

After training and once I had showered , I quickly grabbed an oversized hoodie that fell to my thighs and some over – the – knee boots .
I left the packhouse , my hair still wet from the shower , heading straight to Damon’s like a woman on a mission .

Not today .

Not today , nothing was going t o stop me .

I rang the doorbell , letting out a breath I didn’t know I was even holding when I finally reached Damon’s home .

‘ Damon ? I’m outside .

I said through the link softly .

My heart cracking a little more .
” This must be important , huh .

‘ His deep , sexy voice came .

‘ Hmm .

‘ I replied , feeling awful and waiting for him to open up , he did a few moments later .

He had a shirt on , but the buttons were undone , showing off his perfect body .
My stomach fluttered and the pain in my chest reminded me of our connection .

” Hey .

” I said softly .

” Hey , gorgeous .

” He said pulling me into his arms , I closed my eyes , hugging him tightly .

His beating heart was like a soothing melody compared to the thundering of mine … This decision I had made … Was there really no other way ? I knew the answer to that …
” Hey … What’s wrong ? Are you ok ? ” His soft voice brought me out of my reverie , m y heart beating like a drum as I slowly moved back and nodded , forcing a smile .

I was the selfish one here , wanting them both … but I knew who I was prioritising and what needed to be done was for the both of us ….

” Yeah , kinda … Can we talk ? ” I asked softly .

” Sure .

” He said .

” Shall we go for a walk ?
” ” Ok .

could go towards the woods , somewhere alone … Maybe being inside would just make it even more

a small sexy smile and began t o button up his shirt , hiding those perfect abs

stayed silent and he let me lead as we walked along

… please … give me strength … I slowed down when we were in a deserted area of the woods , the rustle of the leaves like a whisper of disapproval at what I

Alpha’s home . I

sat down , his soft blue eyes meeting mine and

bad news … ? ” It’s ok Raven

You know that .

my hands , those sparks of pleasure wrapping me in warmth and kissing

was special too

haven’t been fair

softly ,

be able to , not today . He frowned slightly ,

the river and the birds chirping in the trees were the only sounds around us , yet even then , our

? ” Raven … It’s okay … Look , whatever it is , it’s going to be

I blinked coming out of

this … Please

, none of this is

I said , taking a deep

, biting down on my lower one

? Especially when they don’t dese it … ” I’m sorry you got a shitty mate like

whispered , my eyes stinging as I stared a this necklace , unable to look into his

sorry that I’m not the mate I should have been … I don’t even get why the goddess paired someone like me with two mates , when

felt constricted ,

really stepped up either … but

whispered quietly , trying to fight back the storm that was threatening to break its

who hasn’t even been fair ? Would you fight Liam ? ” The sadness in his eyes tugged

because Damon had a heart of gold and all he knew was giving , not taking … and that was what I was

Hurting him .

go against him … It’s not just that he’s my Alpha … He … He

looked out for you , always talked

… I’m the one

s o badly . ” Or perhaps you

at me ,

our chosen paths … ” No

, kissing

pushing Liam

I tried to pursue anything , it would have caused Liam to go off the

and our situation weren’t as easy a s one might think …

couldn’t hold Damon back any

king … A thought at the back of my head clawed its way to the forefront of

The Novel will be updated daily. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!

Comments ()

0/255