Caged Between the beta & alpha

Chapter 69

The following day , I had left the cottage early after showering and headed to training feeling restless and nervous .

My heart was breaking and although I knew this was a decision I had decided on , it still hurt .

I would talk to Damon no matter what , right after , I couldn’t keep delaying it .

After training and once I had showered , I quickly grabbed an oversized hoodie that fell to my thighs and some over – the – knee boots .
I left the packhouse , my hair still wet from the shower , heading straight to Damon’s like a woman on a mission .

Not today .

Not today , nothing was going t o stop me .

I rang the doorbell , letting out a breath I didn’t know I was even holding when I finally reached Damon’s home .

‘ Damon ? I’m outside .

I said through the link softly .

My heart cracking a little more .
” This must be important , huh .

‘ His deep , sexy voice came .

‘ Hmm .

‘ I replied , feeling awful and waiting for him to open up , he did a few moments later .

He had a shirt on , but the buttons were undone , showing off his perfect body .
My stomach fluttered and the pain in my chest reminded me of our connection .

” Hey .

” I said softly .

” Hey , gorgeous .

” He said pulling me into his arms , I closed my eyes , hugging him tightly .

His beating heart was like a soothing melody compared to the thundering of mine … This decision I had made … Was there really no other way ? I knew the answer to that …
” Hey … What’s wrong ? Are you ok ? ” His soft voice brought me out of my reverie , m y heart beating like a drum as I slowly moved back and nodded , forcing a smile .

I was the selfish one here , wanting them both … but I knew who I was prioritising and what needed to be done was for the both of us ….

” Yeah , kinda … Can we talk ? ” I asked softly .

” Sure .

” He said .

” Shall we go for a walk ?
” ” Ok .

I said , thinking we could go towards the woods , somewhere alone … Maybe being inside would just make it even more suffocating

shoving the keys into his pocket . He gave me a small sexy smile and began t o button up his shirt , hiding those perfect abs from the

stayed silent and he let me lead

were in a deserted area of the

away from the Alpha’s home . I sat down

his soft blue eyes

feel like he knew this was bad news … ? ” It’s ok Raven , you can tell me whatever you need

You know that .

my hands , those sparks of pleasure wrapping me in warmth and kissing my knuckles softly . I closed

was special

I haven’t been fair

I said softly ,

tears at bay I knew I wouldn’t be able to , not today . He frowned slightly , concern clear in his eyes ,

the trees were the only sounds around us , yet even then , our voices simply blended

for me to not do this ? ” Raven … It’s okay … Look

blinked coming out of my

need to say this … Please let

ok ,

said , taking a deep

my lips , biting down on my lower

heart ? Especially when they don’t dese

whispered , my eyes stinging as I stared a this necklace , unable to look into his

sorry that I’m not the mate I should have been … I don’t even get why the goddess paired someone like me

My throat felt constricted , I couldn’t breathe

yourself , I haven’t really stepped up either … but it’s ok … Maybe Liam- ” I shook my head

Liam won’t change his mind – set … he won’t

fight back the storm that was

for someone who hasn’t even been fair ? Would you fight Liam ? ” The sadness in his eyes tugged painfully a t my chest

had a heart of gold and all he knew was giving , not taking … and that was what I was doing once again

Hurting him .

confirmed that … ” I’m so fucking sorry … I can’t go against him … It’s not just that he’s my Alpha …

we were kids … he always looked out for you , always talked about

I’m the one who was too busy

” Or perhaps you subconsciously told yourself I was off – limits because of Liam’s love for

, and shook his

already walked our chosen paths … ” No … If

softly , kissing my hands once

With this curse , pushing Liam

  I nodded , if Damon or I tried to pursue anything , it would

, and our situation weren’t as easy a s one might think … And regardless , I

Liam so I couldn’t hold

who would treat him like a king … A thought at the back of my head clawed its way to the forefront of my mind , telling me that what if Liam died ? Would I break the

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