Caged Between the beta & alpha

Chapter 69

The following day , I had left the cottage early after showering and headed to training feeling restless and nervous .

My heart was breaking and although I knew this was a decision I had decided on , it still hurt .

I would talk to Damon no matter what , right after , I couldn’t keep delaying it .

After training and once I had showered , I quickly grabbed an oversized hoodie that fell to my thighs and some over – the – knee boots .
I left the packhouse , my hair still wet from the shower , heading straight to Damon’s like a woman on a mission .

Not today .

Not today , nothing was going t o stop me .

I rang the doorbell , letting out a breath I didn’t know I was even holding when I finally reached Damon’s home .

‘ Damon ? I’m outside .

I said through the link softly .

My heart cracking a little more .
” This must be important , huh .

‘ His deep , sexy voice came .

‘ Hmm .

‘ I replied , feeling awful and waiting for him to open up , he did a few moments later .

He had a shirt on , but the buttons were undone , showing off his perfect body .
My stomach fluttered and the pain in my chest reminded me of our connection .

” Hey .

” I said softly .

” Hey , gorgeous .

” He said pulling me into his arms , I closed my eyes , hugging him tightly .

His beating heart was like a soothing melody compared to the thundering of mine … This decision I had made … Was there really no other way ? I knew the answer to that …
” Hey … What’s wrong ? Are you ok ? ” His soft voice brought me out of my reverie , m y heart beating like a drum as I slowly moved back and nodded , forcing a smile .

I was the selfish one here , wanting them both … but I knew who I was prioritising and what needed to be done was for the both of us ….

” Yeah , kinda … Can we talk ? ” I asked softly .

” Sure .

” He said .

” Shall we go for a walk ?
” ” Ok .

we could go towards the woods , somewhere alone … Maybe

pocket . He gave me a small sexy smile and began t o button up his shirt , hiding those perfect abs from

me lead as we walked

… give me strength … I slowed down when we were in a deserted area of the woods , the rustle of the leaves like a whisper of disapproval at what I was about to do here … Walking down towards the river

. I sat

his soft blue eyes meeting mine and

I feel like he knew this was bad news … ? ” It’s

You know that .

in warmth and kissing my knuckles softly . I closed my eyes , before opening my eyes and

special too

I haven’t been

softly ,

the tears at bay I knew I wouldn’t be able to , not today . He frowned slightly , concern clear in his

, yet even then , our voices simply blended into our surroundings , promising me that my words would

… It’s okay … Look , whatever it is , it’s going to

coming out of my thoughts

this … Please let me

tell me it’s ok , none of

, taking a deep breath

, biting down

about to break their heart ? Especially when they don’t dese it … ” I’m sorry you got a shitty mate like me

, my eyes stinging as I stared a this necklace ,

… That I haven’t even treated you as mine … I’m sorry that I’m not the mate I should have been … I don’t even get why the goddess paired someone like me with two mates , when I have done nothing to treat you equally … I’m so

throat felt constricted , I couldn’t breathe

I haven’t really stepped up either … but it’s ok … Maybe Liam- ” I shook my head

won’t change his mind – set … he won’t

back the storm that was threatening to break

who hasn’t even been fair ? Would

had a heart of gold and all he

Hurting him .

confirmed that … ” I’m so fucking sorry … I can’t go against him … It’s not just that he’s my Alpha … He … He always put you as number

we were kids … he always looked out

… I’m the one

pain that he was trying to hide , but he was failing … failing s o badly . ”

, and shook

No … If it comes down to

softly , kissing

curse , pushing Liam would have been fucking catastrophic

I nodded , if Damon or I tried to pursue anything , it would have

a s one might think … And regardless , I couldn’t use the curse as an

so I couldn’t hold Damon back any longer either

someone better … Someone who would treat him like a king … A thought at the back of my head clawed its way to the forefront of my mind , telling me that what if Liam died ? Would I break the

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