Caged Between the beta & alpha

Chapter 69

The following day , I had left the cottage early after showering and headed to training feeling restless and nervous .

My heart was breaking and although I knew this was a decision I had decided on , it still hurt .

I would talk to Damon no matter what , right after , I couldn’t keep delaying it .

After training and once I had showered , I quickly grabbed an oversized hoodie that fell to my thighs and some over – the – knee boots .
I left the packhouse , my hair still wet from the shower , heading straight to Damon’s like a woman on a mission .

Not today .

Not today , nothing was going t o stop me .

I rang the doorbell , letting out a breath I didn’t know I was even holding when I finally reached Damon’s home .

‘ Damon ? I’m outside .

I said through the link softly .

My heart cracking a little more .
” This must be important , huh .

‘ His deep , sexy voice came .

‘ Hmm .

‘ I replied , feeling awful and waiting for him to open up , he did a few moments later .

He had a shirt on , but the buttons were undone , showing off his perfect body .
My stomach fluttered and the pain in my chest reminded me of our connection .

” Hey .

” I said softly .

” Hey , gorgeous .

” He said pulling me into his arms , I closed my eyes , hugging him tightly .

His beating heart was like a soothing melody compared to the thundering of mine … This decision I had made … Was there really no other way ? I knew the answer to that …
” Hey … What’s wrong ? Are you ok ? ” His soft voice brought me out of my reverie , m y heart beating like a drum as I slowly moved back and nodded , forcing a smile .

I was the selfish one here , wanting them both … but I knew who I was prioritising and what needed to be done was for the both of us ….

” Yeah , kinda … Can we talk ? ” I asked softly .

” Sure .

” He said .

” Shall we go for a walk ?
” ” Ok .

we could go towards the woods , somewhere alone … Maybe being inside would

l behind himself , shoving the keys into his pocket . He gave me a small sexy smile and began t o button

and he let me lead

deserted area of the woods , the rustle of the leaves like a whisper of disapproval at what I was about to do here … Walking down towards

away from the Alpha’s home . I sat down , motioning for him

eyes meeting mine

bad news … ? ” It’s ok Raven , you can

You know that .

He said softly , taking hold of my hands , those sparks of pleasure wrapping me in warmth and kissing my knuckles softly . I closed my eyes ,

special

haven’t

I said softly , my eyes

tried to keep the tears at bay I knew I wouldn’t be able to , not today . He frowned

the birds chirping in the trees were the only sounds around us , yet even then , our voices simply blended into our surroundings , promising me that my words

they pleading for me to not do this ? ” Raven … It’s okay … Look , whatever it

I blinked coming out of my thoughts

say this …

me it’s ok , none of this is ok

I said , taking a deep breath

lips , biting

about to break their heart ? Especially when they don’t dese it

stinging as I stared a this necklace , unable to look into

the mate I should have been … I don’t even get why the goddess paired someone like me with two mates , when I have done nothing to treat you equally … I’m so fucking sorry , but it’s not enough … Goddess , it’s

constricted , I couldn’t

haven’t really stepped up either … but it’s ok … Maybe Liam- ” I

mind – set … he won’t and we both

to fight back the storm that

hasn’t even been fair ? Would you fight Liam ? ” The sadness in his

no . Not because he didn’t care enough , not because Liam was his Alpha , but because Damon had a heart of gold and all he knew was giving , not taking … and that was what I was doing

Hurting him .

words confirmed that … ” I’m so fucking sorry … I can’t go against him … It’s not just that he’s my Alpha

out

the one who was too

trying to hide , but he was failing … failing s o badly . ” Or perhaps you subconsciously told yourself I was off – limits

looked at me , and shook

No …

said softly , kissing my hands once

With this curse , pushing Liam would have

not going to ever risk that . ”  I nodded , if Damon or I tried to pursue anything , it would

, bonds , and our situation weren’t as easy a s one might think … And regardless , I couldn’t use the curse

Liam so I couldn’t hold Damon

give Damon someone better … Someone who would treat him like a king … A thought at the back of my head clawed its way to the forefront of my mind

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