Caged Between the beta & alpha

Chapter 69

The following day , I had left the cottage early after showering and headed to training feeling restless and nervous .

My heart was breaking and although I knew this was a decision I had decided on , it still hurt .

I would talk to Damon no matter what , right after , I couldn’t keep delaying it .

After training and once I had showered , I quickly grabbed an oversized hoodie that fell to my thighs and some over – the – knee boots .
I left the packhouse , my hair still wet from the shower , heading straight to Damon’s like a woman on a mission .

Not today .

Not today , nothing was going t o stop me .

I rang the doorbell , letting out a breath I didn’t know I was even holding when I finally reached Damon’s home .

‘ Damon ? I’m outside .

I said through the link softly .

My heart cracking a little more .
” This must be important , huh .

‘ His deep , sexy voice came .

‘ Hmm .

‘ I replied , feeling awful and waiting for him to open up , he did a few moments later .

He had a shirt on , but the buttons were undone , showing off his perfect body .
My stomach fluttered and the pain in my chest reminded me of our connection .

” Hey .

” I said softly .

” Hey , gorgeous .

” He said pulling me into his arms , I closed my eyes , hugging him tightly .

His beating heart was like a soothing melody compared to the thundering of mine … This decision I had made … Was there really no other way ? I knew the answer to that …
” Hey … What’s wrong ? Are you ok ? ” His soft voice brought me out of my reverie , m y heart beating like a drum as I slowly moved back and nodded , forcing a smile .

I was the selfish one here , wanting them both … but I knew who I was prioritising and what needed to be done was for the both of us ….

” Yeah , kinda … Can we talk ? ” I asked softly .

” Sure .

” He said .

” Shall we go for a walk ?
” ” Ok .

, somewhere alone … Maybe being inside would just make it even more suffocating

, shoving the keys into his pocket . He gave me a small sexy smile and began t o button up his

he let me lead

step I took , I felt as if my feet were dragging … Goddess … please … give me strength … I slowed down when we were in a deserted area of the woods , the rustle of the leaves like a whisper of disapproval at

good way away from the Alpha’s home . I

his soft blue eyes meeting mine and my heart clenched

knew this was bad news … ? ” It’s ok Raven , you can tell me

You know that .

taking hold of my hands , those sparks of pleasure wrapping me in warmth and kissing my knuckles softly . I closed my eyes ,

was special

I haven’t been fair

said softly , my eyes stinging already

wouldn’t be able to , not today . He frowned slightly , concern clear in his eyes , yet he

around us , yet even then , our voices simply blended into our surroundings , promising me that my

? ” Raven … It’s okay … Look , whatever

coming out of my

to say this … Please let me

, none of this is

, taking

my lips , biting down

start ? How do you tell someone you are about to break their heart ? Especially when they don’t dese it … ” I’m sorry you got a shitty mate

stinging as I stared a

you the way I do … That I haven’t even treated you as mine … I’m sorry that I’m not the mate I should have been … I don’t even get why the goddess paired someone like me with two mates , when I

My throat felt constricted , I couldn’t breathe

… Don’t ever blame yourself , I haven’t really stepped up either … but it’s ok … Maybe Liam- ” I

change his mind – set … he won’t and

quietly , trying to fight back the storm that was threatening to break its

he doesn’t agree , what will you d o ? Will you fight for someone who hasn’t even been fair ? Would you fight Liam ? ” The sadness in his eyes tugged painfully a

, no . Not because he didn’t care enough , not because Liam was his Alpha , but because Damon had a heart of gold and all he knew was giving

Hurting him .

fucking sorry … I can’t go against him … It’s not just that he’s

always looked out for you ,

wanted you … I’m the one who was too busy looking

trying to hide , but he was failing … failing s o badly . ” Or perhaps you subconsciously

at me , and shook his head

chosen paths … ” No … If it comes down to one of us , he is

, kissing

pushing Liam

or I tried to pursue anything , it would have caused Liam to go off

, and our situation weren’t as easy a s one might think … And regardless , I couldn’t use the

favoured Liam so I couldn’t hold Damon

… A thought at the back of my head clawed its way to the forefront of my mind , telling me that what if Liam died ? Would I break the bond with my surviving mate ? But I knew the

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