Caged Between the beta & alpha

I sighed staring at the men’s perfume set that I was holding in my hand .

I had come out to Stratford Upon Avon’s largest shopping centre to buy a gift for Uncle El’s upcoming birthday .

It was in the afternoon , but I still couldn’t get Robyn’s words from earlier out of my mind about how I needed to tell someone about me on the verge of going into heat .

But forget that , more than my heat , I needed to tell Liam about mine and Damon’s rejection .

I was going to tell him yesterday in the car , but then the stupid pain played up .

Then last night I waited for him , but he had come late and I had fallen asleep .

Damon had linked me earlier , asking me why I hadn’t told Liam .

Last night , Liam had talked to him and it was clear he didn’t know .

I explained to him that I had been about to tell him twice but stuff came up .

But today I had booked a table in a restaurant here in town , and I was going t o tell him .

I wasn’t sure what to do about my heat , I figured I’d talk to Liam and we’d go from there .

I loved him but I didn’t feel as if I was ready for that last step , not when he felt guilty .

What if I said it and he refused ? I’d be hurt , but I needed to talk to him regardless of the outcome .

He had promised to meet me here .

Although he was supposedly on house arrest , I was glad he was allowed to get out .

Staying indoors would only drive him crazier , although I don’t think Uncle El realises Liam’s always broke more rules than he knows .

I wasn’t complaining .

I had liked our road trip .

I paid for the fragrance and headed out , glancing at my watch , twenty – to – six .

Perfect , enough time for me to just get dressed and head to the restaurant for seven ! I got into the backseat of my car , pulling out the outfit I had decided to wear for tonight .

A black long – sleeved high collared dress with a cut out back .

What’s not to love about black ?! I glanced towards tinted windows before I undressed and slipped it on , pairing it with some net tights and some heels .

Taking my makeup back out , I began working on to my face .

It was when I was almost done , a sudden surge of pain coursed through me , but this time it was accompanied by a raging fire .

felt as if my entire body

whimper left my lips as I dropped my lip liner

at the spasming pain , my lower region

face flashing in m y

I wanted him .

called through the link , my mind felt fuzzy , my entire body felt hot

wrong ? ” ‘ Liam , I need

‘ I whispered .

shopping – Ah

needed this

my dress ,

‘ I’m coming .

soothing , yet he was clearly worried

‘ Fast .

‘ I moaned .

I wanted him .

felt hazy as I ripped through my tights and pushed my underwear aside , parting my smooth lips and began rubbing my

Liam …

my stomach , pushing my thighs apart before he drove his

Liam … ” I whimpered , moaning as I felt my orgasm building , moving

flew open , my back arching

the seat , feeling a little

and the flames that were licking my body were still there , but i It wasn’t as tense

aching for so much more

front , whimpering as another jarring burst of

thing to – ouch ! I whimpered ,

window made my eyes fly open , my heart thundering when I saw Liam

‘

the door

reached over , unlocking the door and pushing it open slightly , my entire body burning with a dangerous desire to

the moment

even in my hazy state , I could

slowly getting in the

and cupped m

at his touch , the sparks coursing through me making me throb

” I whimpered

his lap and he tensed , gripping

… look at me

gritted teeth , trying to calm his racing heartbeat .  ” I’m burning up , I

… Love ,

you somewhere cold , a bath maybe … ice …

ripping his shirt halfway before he caught

You’re not yourself

breaking his resolve when I took my bottom lip between my teeth and looked