Caged Between the beta & alpha

The Struggle FOUR MONTHS LATER . RAVEN Pregnancy was hard . I felt exhausted , I could barely walk , sit up , or anything . My back ached continuously and I was actually going to be leaving for Kia’s pack in a week or two as I was nearing the end o f my pregnancy and everyone agreed I needed her by my side . For her to come here was a lot harder , so Liam and I would go there whilst Uncle El and Aunty Red would run the pack in our absence .

News had spread that the Blood Moon Pack’s Luna was going to have quintuplets , and I knew it was more of a spectacle than anything else . I refused to g o to events , I didn’t want to see anyone Goddess ! I’m not something to stare at ! I looked over at Robyn , with her normal sized bump , she was due around the same time as me . She was further along than I was , but due to mine being a multiple pregnancy , I was probably going to have them first .

” You ok , babe ? ” She asked me . I nodded , although I couldn’t even see my lap … I had liked my belly when it was smaller , but now it feels like all I was , was this big round hot air balloon .. ” Hey ladies . ” Damon said coming over with some ice cream cones . He passed Robyn one , kissing her lips before smiling at me and passing me the second cone . I frowned taking it . Wasn’t I already fat ? ” It’s not poisoned , Raven . ” He said with a smile , caressing Robyn’s stomach as he kissed her again .

” I didn’t say it was . ” I replied , knowing I sounded snappy . ” Sorry …. ” ” It’s all good , I’m used to it . ” He winked a t me until Robyn turned her head sharply t o him . ” Excuse me ? What do you mean used to it ? ** ” Oh hey , I didn’t mean it like that . ” He said making her frown deeper . ” You insinuated that you are used to being snapped at .

” She replied icily , I nodded in agreement . ” She isn’t wrong . ” I added before leaving them to their argument . We were currently at our place and Liam was cooking , but he was taking forever ! A knock on the door made me turn . ” I’ll get it . ” Liam called . Well , obviously , I hated getting up . My eyes followed him to the door , my eyes on that sexy ass of his .

so big and uncomfortable . He opened the door to reveal Taylor and Azura . ” Hey , our princess wanted to come over , s o I thought I’ll pop in to see my favourite girls . ” Taylor said as Azura ran over to

completely fine . ” I replied . ” And how are you , Waven ? ” She asked , her eyes full of concern . ” Mama said not t o bother you today , so I promise I won’t . ” ” You never bother me Zuzu . I’m great and so are

smiled at her , and I didn’t miss Damon’s look of relief that Robyn was distracted . Taylor gave me a cuddle before sitting down next to me . ” Want me

” Working . ” Taylor replied with a pout . ” S o are you guys not going to find out the genders ? ” ” We already have . ” Damon said , caressing Robyn’s thigh . ” But we are keeping it a surprise for now . ” Robyn replied . Taylor

e and I wanted to respect Robyn’s wish . ” That’s unfair , I love babies . ” Taylor said , looking at me

. ‘ Looking beautiful , love . ‘ I gave a small smile ; I didn’t feel beautiful . ” Oh no , Waven , why are you not wearing makeup ? ” Azura said suddenly . ” I’m too tired . ” I replied . She looked at Liam over in the kitchen before shaking her head , her eyes full of worry . ”

simply shook her head , sighing ” Don’t . ” I suddenly felt really emotional . I already felt awful and unsexy , this didn’t help matters . ” I sorry Waven . ” Azura said realising I felt upset . ” Oh Zuzu don’t

at Taylor , who refused to let go unless I said so . I smiled at him , now that was a good friend . ” I’m tired , Liam . I want to go lay down until dinner . ” I said quietly as Taylor let g o of me . ”

and carrying me to the bedroom . I didn’t reply , knowing the tears would come if I spoke . He placed me down on the bed as if I was the most precious thing to him . No matter how huge or weird 1 looked he still looked at me with adoration . ” Talk to me , love . ” He whispered , kneeling down by the bed he took my hands and kissed them