Can’t Win Me Back

Jonah could not bear to think about the void that would swallow him if he lost Julien.

The skies could fall and crush him, turning his life into a hopeless wreck.

Gasping for breath, Jonah raced into the villa, which was cold, dark, and silent.

Suddenly, memories he had buried deep surged back, overwhelming him.

He gripped the hem of his shirt, struggling to steady his breathing while anguish clawed at him.

Since Blake's death, he had never returned to this place.

The man he loved had died when Jonah loved him most, and the depth of that devastation was unfathomable to anyone who had not experienced it themselves.

But this was not the moment to drown in sorrow.

Jonah called out Julien's name again and again as he searched every room in the house for him.

When he reached the second floor, he spotted lights flickering in the home theater.

His heart raced as he burst inside.

"Julien!" Julien sat alone on the couch, a dazed look in his eyes.

Scattered around his feet were white roses.

The video of Jonah and Blake's intimate moments was still playing on the screen, but it was muted.

Julien was staring straight at it.

Slowly, his pale lips curled up into a smile.

He was mocking himself.

"Julien...

don't watch.

that!" Jonah couldn't turn the screen

block Julien's view

"Uri's targeting me.

let him

was a lie, one thing was true." Julien raised his swollen eyes to Jonah, a broken smile touching

That man was the love of your

me." 2 Jonah's heart

not—" "Actually, your

is gone.

that person." Julien's voice dragged out as though he had traversed great

the one

am merely a balm for your broken

A fleeting substitute.

thought of him during those nights when

have found someone who

also fell hard for

But what a pity...

compare to that one true

fake will always be

your own feelings." Tears welled in Jonah's eyes as he

him

refuse to be

die than be someone else's shadow." With that, Julien pulled a white

resolute as he raised the sharpened stalk to

along his cheek, leaving along, bloody

smiled and asked, "Look,