Carrying the Alpha's Heir

Chapter 9: Gentle touch

I don’t exactly know how to react to the man I love being in front of me after three weeks of not showing up. At the same time, my heart is pounding out loud upon remembering what has happened that night. According to the doctor, my brain removed those memories inside my head for the mean time because of great trauma, but it was triggered when I chose to remember them all.

I couldn’t sleep for weeks, every time I close my eyes that memory keeps on coming back to me. I was so scared. The change in my body is too evident that sometimes I don’t want to move at all. What happened to me is too much that it changed my world forever. And being in front of my boyfriend made me think that I am so dirty and that he doesn’t deserve me.

“How are you,” He asked casually. He is looking at me directly in the eye, but I just shrugged and looked away.

“Why did you come?” I ask coldly, he did not answer so I glanced at him.

I caught him looking down below me, so I checked, he was looking on my tummy.

I frowned but didn’t mind at all. “I’m sorry love.” He whispered and pulled me.

I tried to get away but before I can do that, he hugged me so tight. He even kissed my forehead.

I bit my lower lip and sighed. Will he accept me?

“I love you so much, I am here now.” He whispered that made my heart jumped in happiness.

I invited him inside and he was only looking at me as I cooked his favorite dish. Vigor loves meat so much so I cooked all the meat I can find on the fridge. Right now, I was totally enjoying everything because he’s here. What happened to me in that camp temporarily went off my mind.

When I’m done, I offered it to him and he was smiling while eating everything of it. I am serving him as a am enjoying just watching him eat everything.

My tummy is growling, and my saliva wanted to drop off my mouth, but I am repeatedly gulping. Vigor seems to notice so he offered me a bite and I did. I love it so much that I ate everything on his plate. I got embarrassed in the end.

his lips as he looks at me. I know I am

let’s go out.”

pouted and dramatically act like

I just

everywhere he wanted. We also watched a movie, and it contains adult contents. Instead of getting affected, I got scared because I remembered what happened that night. I don’t know if Vigor knows about it but

hand in the middle of the movie and leaned on to

while looking at

pain reflected on his eyes as he is wiping my tears. I don’t

I am—” I sobbed

whispers were like lullabies on my ears.

to remove the memory of what happened to

at

“How?” I asked.

didn’t answer me, instead he only leaned closer and kissed me more deeply.

on my chest,

his name, but he didn’t even flinch

touching me. It’s weird but I can feel that he’s being gentle- like he’s doing his best not to put trauma on me.

we are closer to our destination. And when were there, I found out that the awkwardness was just at first and eventually,

I was blushing so much that I can’t even look directly on his face. He was cuddling me from behind and I pouting

it,” He whispered in his bedroom

of what happened

I just

growled and buried his face on my shoulders as he is touching and gripping my