Carrying the Alpha's Heir

Chapter 23: Hope

I am sleep deprived. I couldn’t think straight while staring at the copper-colored ceiling of the four corners of our room. My head was aching, I just want to die.

I can feel myself shake every time I see Vigor. The trauma that inflicted me that night keeps coming back when I see him. Especially that I confirmed it 5 weeks ago.

I couldn’t leave the place; I am stock in here. I can’t even have a time for myself. My emotional health is unstable. Vigor can’t see me because I will shake in fear. The mixed emotion of anger, fear and pain never left my body since then. As I am trying to make myself understand that all of these weren’t normal, the pain of betrayal upon knowing that the man I love, was still in love with someone is killing me and the fact that the beast that almost killed me that night was the man I also love.

Am I that unlucky to deserve all these things?

I held my round tummy. Its harder to breath day by day plus my baby is heavy.

Sometimes, I would go to the balcony for some fresh air, but I couldn’t last long because my back hurts in too much standing. I would also think of…what will be my baby’s form.

Although I want to wake up from this nightmare, but those days that have past were enough already to collect my sanity and just accept the bitter truth that I unraveled, myself.

If… Vigor’s a beast. Does that mean my baby will be a beast too?

That fact brings pain on me. I am feeling so lonely. I am feeling so hurt, I am feeling so…lost.

I held my chest as my tears streamed down on the side of my eyes, I just want to die to remove all this pain I am carrying.

I wiped my tears away when I heard a knock on the door.

“My Lady, I will get inside to assist you.” She heard a soft voice from one of the clan’s women.

I didn’t bother to answer because I know she will still come inside though.

When she’s inside, she’s holding a basin and a white cloth. I can also see the signal light coming from the notification of her cellphone.

I sat on the bed and have let her remove my clothes off my body. When she did, she started wiping me from my neck and arms.

cellphone. Maybe if I grab that then I will be able

Cold eyes without any hope. Like

out a sarcastic smirk. Well, maybe that’s it. I am only a vessel. Not a

get confident about my stay here, where in fact, they want

will make him

fell again, I will fucking make him

good for..” I cut her off. “For the baby? Yes I won’t harm my child, and I

“Leave me alone.” I

hesitated but

to pass before grabbing her

make a call right away because she might wonder and find her

number, but they were

I dialed

answered after

I immediately greeted, panting and

said from the

though I know she couldn’t

me out of here. I-I have so many things

down, calm down. Where are you?” She asked, it seems like she’s also

uhm, I am here in Saint Lawrence. Please, Miho

a deep breath, “I’m coming.”

She will come here naturally so it wouldn’t be so obvious that we planned all

and relieved upon knowing that I can rely on someone. I am feeling so alone these past few

Miho to come exactly this time because we planned it tomorrow. But I really

was sleep deprived these past few weeks, I can compare that today was the best sleep that

my best

of the