Celebrity Crush Turned Deadly Love!

Yadav's PoV

I truly don't believe that I told her it's over. It's so painful and heart breaking. Her teary eyes pierce my heart. I was myself before she came into my life. I changed myself to a man of her liking just for her. Everything is in vain.

She didn't realize what I have in my heart for her. She would have never had an opinion like this on me if she realised my love for her. I was a stubborn, strong headed, easy going, carefree man. But now, I am wrecked. I don't know if I can mend myself. I don't know if I can ever erase her out of me.

She has imprinted herself in me. Now it's like, we are not two different people. But she crumbled my heart and threw it away. Everytime, I stepped down from myself to protect her, to love her and not to make her feel down. But she didn't have trust in me. She thinks I will go to someone for sex. She thinks I cannot live without sex. That is not true.

Though I had many chances with her to have sex, it's me who avoided doing it. She deliberately presented her to me twice now. Though I wanted to have her for myself, I valued her and her dignity that I controlled myself.

I have had sex before which I did just like that. I thought it's no wrong. I had opportunities and I used them. Girls gave themselves to me. Never once have I had the urge to have sex before her. But in Coonoor, when she offered herself, I totally wanted her. But then I restrained myself from doing that just because I loved her!

Shouldn't she have thought about all these before accusing me of such a low act? I drove in the traffic which made me more frustrated than I already am. I pulled over in a parking lot of a hotel and sat leaning on the steering wheel. I accidently switched on the music system which sang,

'Mulumathi avalathu mugamaagum

Malligai avalathu manamaagum

Maargazhi maathathu panithuli

Avalathu Kuralaagum

Magarantha kaattin maan kutti

Avalathu nadai aagum

(her face is like a full moon

her scent is just like jasmine

her voice is like a dew drop

she walks like a deer in a forest!)

Avalai oru naal nan parthen

Idhayam kodu ena varam kaveten

Adhai koduthaal udane

eduthey sendruvittal!

saw her

for

She gave me

mine away very

Arugil irunthal oru nimidam

Tholaivil therindhal maru nimidam

poi maan

Odugiral'

was near me

far away

just disappeared like

to the radio. It played another song which

is not meant for me. She doesn't trust me. She doesn't deserve to be with me. It's better this way. She

feared for this. They feared my heart would break. This wouldn't be a problem even now, if not

eyes. But what is love when there are doubts? I accepted her as she is. I loved her for what she is. That is love. I should have never accepted my feelings for her. The only mistake I made was committing myself to her. If I were that same old Yadav, this wouldn't be so much of a pain as it is now. I decided to let go of her. We are better off without each

Akshu's PoV

should have listened to him and gone while he was patient. After cleaning up my mess, if I had

was if I said my NO to that proposal. If I had done that, everything would have been the same as before.

trust him? I love him with all my heart. I am even ready to die under his feet. Why didn't I think of something else when Janvi came into picture? Just like my mom,

But all I know is I made a terrible mistake. I must tell him I am sorry

I was there. He was not angry that I was with them. He went angry when I said I didn't say my no yet. But then

go

a call and I asked the

I said to the driver and

"Hello, who is this?"

here, Akshitha. You

"Um...yes, Vishwa. Can you locate Yadav's

can do it. But it may take an hour

do it.

I will call you once

you so much Vishwa, Sorry!" I told him. I made quick judgments on people and gave them a hard time. I think I now know what my

Everyone will do the same as you

so modest. Maybe he is

"Thanks!"