Celebrity Crush Turned Deadly Love!

Yadav's PoV

I truly don't believe that I told her it's over. It's so painful and heart breaking. Her teary eyes pierce my heart. I was myself before she came into my life. I changed myself to a man of her liking just for her. Everything is in vain.

She didn't realize what I have in my heart for her. She would have never had an opinion like this on me if she realised my love for her. I was a stubborn, strong headed, easy going, carefree man. But now, I am wrecked. I don't know if I can mend myself. I don't know if I can ever erase her out of me.

She has imprinted herself in me. Now it's like, we are not two different people. But she crumbled my heart and threw it away. Everytime, I stepped down from myself to protect her, to love her and not to make her feel down. But she didn't have trust in me. She thinks I will go to someone for sex. She thinks I cannot live without sex. That is not true.

Though I had many chances with her to have sex, it's me who avoided doing it. She deliberately presented her to me twice now. Though I wanted to have her for myself, I valued her and her dignity that I controlled myself.

I have had sex before which I did just like that. I thought it's no wrong. I had opportunities and I used them. Girls gave themselves to me. Never once have I had the urge to have sex before her. But in Coonoor, when she offered herself, I totally wanted her. But then I restrained myself from doing that just because I loved her!

Shouldn't she have thought about all these before accusing me of such a low act? I drove in the traffic which made me more frustrated than I already am. I pulled over in a parking lot of a hotel and sat leaning on the steering wheel. I accidently switched on the music system which sang,

'Mulumathi avalathu mugamaagum

Malligai avalathu manamaagum

Maargazhi maathathu panithuli

Avalathu Kuralaagum

Magarantha kaattin maan kutti

Avalathu nadai aagum

(her face is like a full moon

her scent is just like jasmine

her voice is like a dew drop

she walks like a deer in a forest!)

Avalai oru naal nan parthen

Idhayam kodu ena varam kaveten

Adhai koduthaal udane

eduthey sendruvittal!

her

for

She gave me

mine away very

Arugil irunthal oru nimidam

Tholaivil therindhal maru nimidam

maraiyum poi maan

Odugiral'

was near me in a

far away the

disappeared like

song, argh! I want to wash her thoughts away. I switched to the radio. It played another song which is a

the hell does this happen to me? Raajiv! He is going to have her for himself. She is not meant for me. She doesn't trust me. She doesn't deserve to be with me. It's

me about the playboy tag attached to me. They were feared for

eyes. But what is love when there are doubts? I accepted her as she is. I loved her for what she is. That is love. I should have never accepted my feelings for her. The only mistake I made was committing myself to her. If I were that same old Yadav, this wouldn't be so much of a pain as it is now. I decided to let go of her. We are better off without each other. It's good this way. We can save

Akshu's PoV

a bad mood. I should have listened to him and gone while he

I said my NO to that proposal. If I had done that, everything

even ready to die under his feet. Why didn't I think of something else when Janvi came into picture? Just like my mom,

with my life. I don't know how to describe my behavior. But all I know is I made a terrible mistake. I

sat back in the cab and started crying. I truly don't know what to do. I messed it up too much now I don't know if it's still repairable. He was so calm and composed almost all the time I was there. He was not angry that I was with them. He went angry when I said I didn't say my no yet. But then he went avoiding me. There was still

you want to go now?"

I asked

to the driver

"Hello, who is this?"

Akshitha. You wanted some

was not him who called me the other day. That voice was completely different. "Um...yes, Vishwa. Can you locate Yadav's Hummer? All his cars

do it. But it may take

do it. Thank

you once

on people and gave them a hard time. I think I now know what my negative point

will do the same as you

modest. Maybe he is not

"Thanks!"