Celebrity Crush Turned Deadly Love!

Yadav's PoV

I truly don't believe that I told her it's over. It's so painful and heart breaking. Her teary eyes pierce my heart. I was myself before she came into my life. I changed myself to a man of her liking just for her. Everything is in vain.

She didn't realize what I have in my heart for her. She would have never had an opinion like this on me if she realised my love for her. I was a stubborn, strong headed, easy going, carefree man. But now, I am wrecked. I don't know if I can mend myself. I don't know if I can ever erase her out of me.

She has imprinted herself in me. Now it's like, we are not two different people. But she crumbled my heart and threw it away. Everytime, I stepped down from myself to protect her, to love her and not to make her feel down. But she didn't have trust in me. She thinks I will go to someone for sex. She thinks I cannot live without sex. That is not true.

Though I had many chances with her to have sex, it's me who avoided doing it. She deliberately presented her to me twice now. Though I wanted to have her for myself, I valued her and her dignity that I controlled myself.

I have had sex before which I did just like that. I thought it's no wrong. I had opportunities and I used them. Girls gave themselves to me. Never once have I had the urge to have sex before her. But in Coonoor, when she offered herself, I totally wanted her. But then I restrained myself from doing that just because I loved her!

Shouldn't she have thought about all these before accusing me of such a low act? I drove in the traffic which made me more frustrated than I already am. I pulled over in a parking lot of a hotel and sat leaning on the steering wheel. I accidently switched on the music system which sang,

'Mulumathi avalathu mugamaagum

Malligai avalathu manamaagum

Maargazhi maathathu panithuli

Avalathu Kuralaagum

Magarantha kaattin maan kutti

Avalathu nadai aagum

(her face is like a full moon

her scent is just like jasmine

her voice is like a dew drop

she walks like a deer in a forest!)

Avalai oru naal nan parthen

Idhayam kodu ena varam kaveten

Adhai koduthaal udane

eduthey sendruvittal!

her

for her

She gave me

took mine

Arugil irunthal oru nimidam

Tholaivil therindhal maru nimidam

maraiyum poi

Odugiral'

me

away the next

just disappeared

song, argh! I want to wash her thoughts away. I switched to the radio. It played another song which

the hell does this happen to me? Raajiv! He is going to have her for himself. She is not meant

told me about the playboy tag attached to me. They were feared for this. They feared my heart would break. This wouldn't be

only mistake I made was committing myself to her. If I were that same old Yadav, this wouldn't be so much of a pain as it is now. I decided to let go of her. We are better off without each other. It's good this

Akshu's PoV

a bad mood. I should have listened to him and gone while he was patient. After cleaning up my mess, if I had

that proposal. If I had done that, everything would have been

am even ready to die under his feet. Why didn't I think of something else when Janvi came into picture? Just like my mom, I have a bad image of him? No,

my behavior. But all I know is I made a terrible mistake. I must tell him I am sorry for everything. If he doesn't want me after that, I will go

the time I was there. He was not angry that I was with them. He went angry when I said I didn't say my no yet.

go now?"

a call and I asked the

to the

"Hello, who is this?"

here, Akshitha. You wanted some

other day. That voice was completely different. "Um...yes, Vishwa. Can you locate Yadav's

can do it. But it may

it. Thank

call you once I get

much Vishwa, Sorry!" I told him. I made quick judgments on people and gave them a

Akshitha. Everyone will do

so modest. Maybe he is not totally bad

"Thanks!"