Choosing Her Lover

*****

The front door swooshes and in steps Ryan, smiling disarmingly as he strolls over to me. He looks amazing, in a white linen shirt, well pressed dark trousers and his shoes highly polished.

I wasn’t expecting him. It’s only 2 pm and hours before I finish for the day. I would like to chat, but the phone rings and I must deal with the call, spending five minutes trying to give directions for the Haswell Building to visitors who speak only very broken English in a Japanese accent. Just as I put the phone down, the doors open once more to admit a delivery man bringing in new office furniture and needing a pass into the building. Then a maintenance man needs pointing at a problem elevator….

I roll my eyes apologetically at Ryan, but he holds up his hands, smiling. “Chill out,” he says. “you have a job to do. I’m in no hurry.”

Smiling gratefully, I head-point him at the coffee machine. “Help yourself.” He pours two cups, placing one on my desk and sipping from the other as he seats himself to wait.

And as he watches me from his seat while I work, his eyes dark, compelling, from the edge of my mind not involved in the minutiae of my work, I know that this man is taking me, body and soul.

Finally, the stream of visitors passes and I can pay attention to…. my Lover….

When did I start to think of him that way?

As he sees that I am free once more, he stands behind me, his hands on my shoulders, stooping to whisper close by me. “I’ve been thinking about you. I called by because I wanted to tell you that.”

“Really?” My panties are growing damp already.

“Mmmm…. yes, really. And you should see the things I’ve been doing to you in my head.”

And, my blood starting to sing, he pauses, sliding his hand down inside the top of my blouse. I think he is going to cup a breast, but instead, his palm comes to rest on my chest.

“Your heart is beginning to race.” he murmurs. “I like that. By the time I get you back to my apartment later, you should be screaming for me to fuck you….”

“We’ll not be going back to a hotel?”

“Not this time. I told you, I want to learn to know you better. I’ve taken an apartment here in the City. I’ll take you there later. And do you know something else?”

“What?”

“I’m not going to fuck you until you beg me to….”

flutters and my pussy

he knows how to fuck

in a

until this evening.” With a smile in his

“Yes.”

*****

car, Ryan driving me to his new apartment, I have

of underwear in my bag, and today I needed it. Not that it did any good. Between my legs, a sopping heat sucks against my thighs and I sit uneasily, trying to get comfortable, to find some relief for my

noticing. He stares out to the road ahead, only looking to one side or the other for

to the underground car park of a block of apartments in the good end of town. Inside, the building is expensively carpeted, beautifully furnished and

comments as he turns

with

of the place,” he says. “I’m only half

struggle to keep my voice steady, but he’s not fooled, watching me through lidded eyes as I respond. “Thank you.

and glasses waiting. Pouring two ruby glasses, he passes one to me. “I would offer you something to eat first,” he says, “but since it’s not food that you’re

for words, suddenly bashful, I look up

low. “Just because I didn’t react in the car, doesn’t mean I didn’t notice. You’re feeling horny, which was exactly my intention when I visited you this afternoon. I wanted you to spend a few hours thinking about what we might do together this evening.”

an easy conquest. Normally, I take a man on my own terms and to hell with him if he doesn’t like

thinking about me, and I know that when you were touching yourself, you really

long finger towards a door. “In the

The room is not over-furnished, but there is a chest of drawers, a wardrobe, a vast bed, which looks brand-new, and

chair at the head of a table. It gleams chestnut and gold in the dim light and the leather covered

choice

A single finger touching me, he traces a line over my lips, along the side of my cheek and down my neck. It continues down along my breastbone to the top

it off,” he

buttons free, gradually…. one by one. As the blouse falls open, his gaze is downward toward

bra,”

unclip, again letting it fall

he says. “I want

isn’t difficult. Already awash with arousal, the calm measured commands of