Cold Feet

CHRISTINE

“Lara,” I say as I answer the phone. “Has she arrived?”

“Well good day to you too,” Lara says feigning disappointment when I don’t ask how she is. “She has arrived. You won’t believe it.”

“What?” I ask sitting forward and hoping to hear another scrap of information I can use against Viola.

“I offered her our family apartment until she gets her salary and pay the deposit on her own place. The poor girl burst out sobbing in my office. It was heartbreaking to see how much she appreciated the help I gave her. This is truly one of the best things we have ever done, girl.”

I roll my eyes. I was hoping for something to use against Viola. You’ll have to be careful with Lara, I tell myself. She may be your best friend, but she’s gone all goody-two-shoes on you on this one.

“That’s great. I knew she would appreciate it.”

“You really should think of letting her know.”

I sit forward in my chair. “Lara,” my tone hardens.

“Yes?” she replies sounding as if she’s been slapped.

“Under no circumstances is she to know. You feel great because of the good we’ve done right?”

“Absolutely, I was…”

“Some people can be happy not letting it be known that they’ve helped someone else okay? If ever I feel that she will put the past behind us, then I might tell her. If you tell her I’m involved she will walk away, I promise you. And then all the good you feel so good about having done today, will be gone.”

says sounding

won’t if she finds out. Maybe once the business is well established we can inform her. When she has something to lose if she gives it up, maybe then will be a time to tell her. But please

says. “I

bit longer before we end the call. I’m satisfied that

knows the truth about me and that little upstart but she’ll never have to find out. All I know is when it’s

arrangements for their daughter’s wedding. I’m early as always. Get there first and control the meeting. That’s my

walk into the lounge a voice behind me calls my name. I turn around and

Grady.

him in from head to toe and all the way up again. He looks as good as ever. No, better. His still has that self assured, ‘nothing can stop me’ smile and he smiling it right now. He’s wearing a light brown sports jacket over beige trousers. The jacket fits him perfectly and I can still see his fantastic build under it. His blue eyes seem to loom right into me, to the depths of my soul and

I can still run my fingers through it, maybe grab it with passion. I

can’t be. I could never not forgive him. He could do anything and I would live with it. He is my weakness, my

soft but rough at the same time. God, I remember what

note how he checks my left hand. I know he’s

of Rick at all. I have other plans for him and long term doesn’t figure in

like I’m about to get a second chance with Grady.

doing here?”

meeting. What are you doing

for

“Interview? What for?”

in an energy startup as

long are you in

staying here. Room sixteen-ten,” he says. He doesn’t need to add his room number and the fact that he gives it to me says enough. He’s hoping that I’ll join him. He wants me. His eyes say it all. He thinks his eyes quick

begun and believe me I’m going to start where we left