Cold Feet

VIOLA

Cold feet.

No, I don’t mean cold feet as in the kind you get from being out in the cold or swimming in water that’s too cold or simply not dressing warm enough.

I mean the other kind of cold feet.

The worst kind.

The kind that some women, and to a lesser extent, some men get just before their wedding. Yes, that kind.

My biggest pet hate. Why? Because in my line of work, they can ruin everything.

What is my line of work?

I’m a wedding planner. Any wedding planner hates and fears cold feet. They can derail everything. The whole day. Ruin you financially and possibly your reputation too.

I’ve been in this game a long time though and I’ve learned the hard way. When you’ve had enough cancellations because of cold feet you become hard. It becomes a matter of survival as well as doing what you love.

I now insist on non-refundable deposits from clients. They sign a contract when they hire me and they accept that they will lose their hard-earned money if they dare cancel. The deposit covers the location rental, decorations, cakes, caterers, furniture and marquee, photographer, band, and absolutely everything I need to cover.

I’ve gone a step further with my service. I include a counselor who provides last-minute counseling if the bride or the groom gets cold feet. They don’t know the person they’re speaking to is a counselor if I send them in. The counselor works the magic they need to, to keep the show on the road.

I’m the best. Not just as far as clients are concerned but also as far as my suppliers are concerned. They know they’ll get paid even if the show doesn’t go on.

I’m inundated with clients and they even delay their weddings just so I can be the wedding planner. I’m not boasting, just saying how it is.

For me, it’s not about the business aspect. There’s something about seeing a couple walk down the aisle to that moment in time when they will commit to each other before God and everyone present. Seeing the love and caring in their eyes and their kiss and the celebrations that follow. I love it. I love to see a couple in love and happy. That’s why I do it. I help couples make a dream come true with their wedding day.

But right now, I’m waiting with bated breath. It’s early Saturday afternoon.

waiting in church and the bride hasn’t even left her home yet. The counselor is doing her best but this one is her hardest to

first wedding I’ve lost in ages. I am seeing my record run of talking brides and grooms out of

for the message

The bride is on her

silent prayer of thanks and heave a sigh of relief. I key the walkie-talkie and

of them had cold feet is always told what to say beforehand. As far as possible, no-one wants to admit they had cold feet on their wedding day. It’s not the way to start a marriage. They

and thankfully the bride’s car arrives soon enough. The bride steps out and the organ starts playing as she enters the church with the flower girls and maid of honor trailing behind

is giving none of her fear away. My counselor climbed out of

me that she might still at this stage back out but thankfully she doesn’t. I say another prayer of thanks when she says ‘I do” and kisses

as the newly married couple exit the church. Guests and well-wishers sprinkle confetti and smile as the couple walks down the church steps and climbs into

I expect will go off without a hitch. The couple will do their photos just before the reception so there is

turn to reenter the church, I notice him for the first time. I

and short but not military style. His blue eyes sparkle and his strong jaw is

the newly married couple but must feel my eyes on him because he turns and our eyes meet for the briefest of moments. I blush

I wonder where his partner is. Surely, he can’t be at

but I resist the urge to look at him again. I wait until the couple is heading down the road in the wedding

meet on the church grounds where we eat lunch. In my business, I have a lot of contacts. One of them is a caterer I use regularly for food for the team. They’re not expensive and the food is always good. They also know what food is needed for every team member so I don’t have to worry

crowds in a restaurant with no distractions. We can focus on

photographer is the only one

and will head to the reception

as the team members confirm that their part in the

Decorations. Check. Flowers. Check. MC. Check. The list goes on and each item is

finish the checklist and everyone continues

bride or groom get’s cold feet. I never expect her to stay around after the wedding. Her job is pretty much

I smile and embrace her. We have worked together for a long time

as usual,” I smile when we end our embrace and

the team quickly and then back at