Cruel World

Sarah

After been whole day on the beach with Ava and Elva she enjoyed a lot...well looking Ava so full of life and happily made her very happy..her daughter loves water...it was Ava loud exciting giggles were soothing sound in her ears... then that sudden demand for shopping she has to do and then has to buy those damn swimsuit that she has no idea what she will do with ...Totally tired her. It was only one day and Theo was super busy...he even came late last night when she was fast asleep and in the morning he was gone...what a perfect family vacation they are having...she thought sarcastically.

There was a time when she was grateful when Theo was gone for long trips or come home late at night but now she wants him to be around...which is foolish because Theo is changed but not that changed that makes him completely different...she still see those moments in Theo's eyes when there is hate, anger, and resentment for her. She tries to avoid those moments and never mention anything that makes him short.

Sarah was taking a shower and it was almost ten pm...she was sure Theo will come late usually ..so she can read a book and then take a good sleep as tomorrow is a big gala event she has t be fresh and at her best...she doesn't want to disappoint Theo ...she was scrubbing herself then the sliding door of the shower room opened...Sarah gasped but it was Theo who standing with both legs cross and he was looking shamelessly at her in dark desire...she awkwardly said 'You are early'

Theo looked her from bottom in a provocative manner and said 'Yeah unexpectedly the meeting was finished before...I was calling you but then you were busy here ... you didn't hear me'

Sarah thought is she in trouble? For not answering him 'Im sorry. I thought you will be late..I'm almost done'

she was turning the knob but Theo said 'no you are not because I want a shower, that's mean you are staying too' Theo said this all while removing his clothes in a seconds

Sarah was nervous they never share a shower together...it was so personal ....she moved back and give him some space. Sarah was feeling conscious about her body...she knows he might know everything about her body during sex but it was in the dark or when she covered but now he can see how imperfect her body is...especially those scars that she has to live with them forever...but it was also given by him why feel bad he should feel guilty for this..her mind told her..but she knows that Theo was right all time she will never be beautiful. She get emotional but shakes her head

Theo might saw her doing that 'Why you shaking your head..you don't want me here' he said in confusion

Sarah softly said 'no...I'm just feeling cold'

Theo turn the temperature little warm 'now is it OK? come on turn around I will scrub your hair'

Sarah turn by order and looks at the wall..she felt his hand and she shivers but she said nothing...he took the shampoo and scrub her hair surprisingly very gently and then risen her...he then smell her ..she moans when he put his lips and suck her lightly on her neck ..she was getting hot and she knows it has nothing to do with the warm water that is pouring on both of them.

Theo grabs all her wet hair and twist them and throw them in front of her shoulder to get the more space to kiss her back but all she heard was gasp sound like he was shocked at something...Sarah was confused for a moment but then she realized what he might say ...the scars on her back. Those cigarette scars.

Theo

small scars where the shin looks rough and hard in appearance ...it was not clearly visible in any clothing but he can see his cruelty on her back and remember that day when he was enjoying his wife screams her pleas and her loud screeching crying ...but he loves her misery and pining...and now he wants to hate himself wants

was crying 'Plz don't

then put his lips on her scars and kiss all of her scars she was tense as hell but she was breaking he can see that...she was breathing heavily ...he wants to give her the pleasure she never had ...he said then 'put your arms on the wall (sarah looked unsure) believe me

on his wife...Sarah made surprise sound 'oh' and she was going crazy what he was doing to her...it was extreme..she can feel it...she can't control it and put her hands on Theo hair and screamed his name

her own imaginary world and said 'no one did this to me it was so good' she said to

his male ego gives him thumb ups .'Im happy then

was inside her...it was heaven....he don't know

Sarah

cigarette on his mouth...she never like it when he smokes cigarettes ...maybe because it's not good for health but also it makes him lose his mind and he does stupid things to her but

shopping' Theo said

took me to some amazing places especially there is a small beach cafe ..the food is so good Theo .. I mean sir'

then he said 'you can go again tomorrow morning too if you

I need anything. I was really tired and it was Elva who help me where to get what, I was so lost without her...she is a good woman (Theo nodes at that) and

mother to me...I looked to her like my mom. Mom and dad were always out of the home so it was Elva who look after us and love us...so giving a job and settling her son life in England is nothing to me... I want to do

that much considerate and loving for someone else...maybe

and looking at her seductively 'Are

ok sort of and

relief breath 'Thank god '.And then they both slept almost

Sarah

felt fresh air on her face and she smiles...she always like such places..she was looking at Ava who was crawling in the mat placed on the floor and Sarah was trying to make her eat her apple and banana puree but little Ava was excited to make her mother chase her....Sarah grab her chubby legs softly and said 'gotcha' Ava laughed and Sarah also join her and said 'you like mama to chase you.. (sarah tickle Ava small feet and Ava giggle loudly) I will eat you''

dont realized someone enter that room...when Sarah turn and saw it was Theo who was looking very strangely at this moment...he eyes were light blue in the sun and he was saying