Cruel World

Theo

He was fuming, all he saw was red. He watched his wife looking aimlessly at car window...like she is thinking something deep. Is she thinking about that Rome ...fuck...he can feel the jealousy but he never accepts it.

He was calling this is his wife fault to behave like this and leave him alone in front of everyone.

When they reached home. He was silent and saw Sarah going to Ava room...fuck it he will ask her if she won't speak now...he waited for her outside the door..When she comes from Ava room.she was stun to find him outside. Theo cross his arms and looked arrogantly at his wife

'Theo ...do you need something' she asked softly

Theo whose anger was at peak .'Sir..it's fucking sir...now we are in the home away from public eye' He doesn't want to say that but he was angry and jealous too but he ignored that thought

Sarah flinched and looks scared ...she trembles...Theo grab her hand roughly and take her to the room..and said 'now Mrs. Grey tell me why that man wanted to talk to you'

Sarah was confused and terrified the way he was reacting and she was trying to process what was happening 'The,.sir i

Theo grab her chin tightly that sure enough, it will leave marks 'I won't repeat nor you will act confused cause you fucking know what I'm talking about'

Sarah tries to get away from him 'you are hurting me' her tears were falling

Theo felt little disturbed what he is doing but then he remembers she did this to her 'I will hurt you more if you don't fucking open your mouth'

Sarah shakes in fear 'I..He was my old friend actually he was Simon I mean my brother friend'

Theo was now more furious 'You mean that fucking boy you went home at 12 dec night alone'

Sarah was terrified to answer but the look she saw in Theo eyes made her talk 'Yes..but it's not like that

Theo then lost it and grab her hair roughly 'Then fucking explain what it was cause all I can see my wife left me alone in front of everyone to meet a strange man ...what I told you about my public image, what I fucking told you about you that you have to fucking look like my wife, not a dumb-headed girl that walks to anyone who called her....is there something between you guys' he yelled and tighten his hold..Sarah makes a painful sound that way he was holding her hair

Sarah was now crying 'Plz believe me..I just do what you told me...you give me your permission ... I can't understand the meaning behind your words and I apologized for that cause you are right I'm stupid..so stupid to leave you alone... I disappointed you..plz forgive me..plz

return and he throws her to the bed and said 'Sarah you have one second...to fucking tell me what he is

brother died he used to come and console me and one day...just one day we kissed and nothing happen I swear and then he was gone, now I saw him after all

laugh evilly 'and now you have regrets that

toward her and lean on top her and said 'But you were always mine...even he had found you before i still have caught

his trouser button and he flips Sarah and opens her back dress button ...Sarah resists and said 'No

...he forcefully remove her clothes and then enter into her with more force that made her scream like a mad women...she begged she cried but he wants her to know her place...then she was silent like she accepted her faith ..she was numb and shocked or dead but Theo doesn't care he was in that dark corner of his mind that he can't get out...when he took all of his anger and cruelty on her. He pulled out and

opens his mouth to say something but he was

touch her

looked into his eyes and then she cries...she start taking hiccups like whatever it was store inside her finally was coming out...she was looking like a fragile child who was all alone and was scared ...she curved her body like a

can't see Sarah like this...it was killing him..he immediately runs to his wife and hug her and said 'Calm down Sarah...ssh ssh ssh ...ok don't cry

she can't see any hope 'I'm so stupid... I fell in love with you...so

her fall for

eyes 'sarah looked at me...sarah im ordering you look at me' he knows he can't bring back her from her trance by order and domination and he did it..Sarah looked him from her lifeless

makes me feel...forget it I apologized plz forgive me. I hurt you but I will give the pleasure too that will make you forget everything..' he cups her cheeks but she was saying one thing again and again 'Im stupid. I'm want to

did something to her..she doesn't look mentally ok to him...then he said 'Think about Ava but will

into a different person and she said it 'Ava...oh my god...my daughter...I'm such a bad mother I can't leave her here with you guys...your

she can accuse his mother but then he realized she is emotionally very disturbed, his

love her so much but I'm

sighs 'Sarah just sleep ok nothing will happen to her' he drags his fingers on her silky hair and sighs...fuck he care for her and this realization was not good , he never wanted to feel anything but now he is scared because

settle down on a bed and he covered Sarah body with a blanket and he spoons her and kissed her

Sarah

...she felt someone warm breath on her back and saw it was Theo was spooning her and was sleeping ...she felt those unwanted tears and she realized that what happens night yesterday never hurt her that before which hurt the most...she was so emotionally disturbed that she also said out she loves him...but she can't take it back..for her

meekly...Theo looks away and said 'I don't

He kissed her head

again 'Sarah please say

then said 'I'm fine'

his body on top of her and looks into her eyes and kissed both of her eyes gently, then he kissed her cheeks, then her neck and suck the skin then he moves to breast and sucks them properly ...Sarah tries to stay still and doesn't want to make a noise but it was a losing battle when she felt it..She was again feeling out of the world....Theo tug her nipples which makes Sarah moan. Theo moves down and kissed her stomach and then he

her mouth 'you are really the sweetest thing I ever taste' he said so softly so lovingly...she felt his manhood responding but he shakes her head 'it's for you..Not for me.. I want to give the pleasure and if you get that then I get