Cruel World

Chap 8

Sarah

She can smell the fresh air... it so blue ...never in her life she saw this much clear water...but where she is, it looks like a beach ... she start walking towards the water..like it's calling her to be there...but then she felt someone is shaking her... she can hear voices but they are so unclear...then she heard someone yelled 'Sarah open your eyes...somebody's fucking call the doctor now'

she follows the order of the person and opened her eyes and saw him but Sarah was so in pain that her eyes drop ...she needs water first. Oh god that was a dream now he is back..she didn't die...why ...she should be happy but she is feeling nothing just numb, then she heard someone say gently 'Sarah open your eyes ..' then she felt herself to be laying on soft mattress it was so soft and comfy that all she wants to do is sleep ... she is afraid this moment will go again and she has to sleep on the hard floor ... after a year and so much torture in her marriage she needs this kind of comfortable sleep.

But then she felt the sprinkle of water on her face. She groaned & open her eyes.. saw Mrs Brickson soft eyes first then Mrs grey emotionless eyes n then she saw the devil ...Theo eyes were strange & she doesn't know why he was looking at her like he is concerned.. he comes closer and said 'Sarah are you ok... the doctor is coming ' for the first time in her marriage Sarah felt Theo tone to be hesitant and sort of less harsh.

By habit, she looked down and said weakly 'water' ...Mrs. Brickson come to her and she put the glass on Sarah's mouth, she then felt the first drop of heaven... oh god for 5 days she had been starving but the real craving for water was so strong that Sarah was ready to be dead than living like this... in her small glimpses she saw Theo be really concerned about her but this is fake..Sarah knows he is only worried if something happens to her, he might go to jail...then she heard the doctor came, after checking her and looking at her bruises doctor raised an eyebrow but do not say anything... of course she was paid in advance to keep her mouth shut. she asked Sarah some questions like where she is hurting the most, is she hungry or not. but Sarah didn't say a word she just nodes or shakes her head..

her what to say to strangers or anyone ...if she says something he will put her in that room again... The doctor looks at her vitals ...but all Sarah want her to be gone and she needs good food and

said 'is she

it looks like she has some panic attack during the starvation period which disturbs her whole body system if I say in simple

you... Mrs Brickson get

Mrs Brickson run to

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it depends on the trauma she is in but I note down some anti-depression too...give her some of these...I

...looking at that tears were falling and she realized she can feel her hunger and now she was crying without sound and then she saw everyone was looking at her with a disturbing expression... Mrs Brickson sit with Sarah n pat my hand like she can understand her pain and then she settles her body in a sitting position and with her hands she fed her .. Sarah saw Theo and eyes were so blue and ghostly like he remembered something else he looked at her and open his mouth but then he closed n walked from there with the doctor...she took a relief breath thank god he is gone...Mrs. Brickson said ' my child, my beautiful child I'm so sorry I can't

gives her shaky smile ' it's ok .. not your fault' Sarah just said the longest sentence since she is wake...maybe more

soft blue eyes staring at her that gives her nightmares for a year..fuck... she makes a fear sound and put the arm on her face in

she can feel his finger digging on my body...although he is not hard on her still it hurts...maybe