Cruel World

Chap 49

Tom

Tom felt his whole body was numb...his cant blink his eyes...the things he is seeing in the video was not only boiling his blood but also putting him in the grave of guilt that he and his family have created when they ruin Sarah lives

He cants watch it he stops the video and closes his eyes...one teardrop falls from his eye 'fuck ...it's(he shakes his head) what we did, oh god'

'i just lost the most beautiful thing in my life' Theo said in a painful manner

Tom look at his brother ...whose head was down and has a dead and broken expression that made him winced. He walks towards theo and put his hand on his shoulder

Theo looks up with tears in his eyes 'I ruined her...i fucking destroyed for something she never did...she was innocent all the time...fuck his brother Simon was also innocent. How (Theo grab Tom shoulder) how can we wrong ...how we can miss this' he yelled

Tom closed his eyes...he can't see his brother raw pain. He has seen Theo angry, sad, even happy too but never this guilty, the pain he can see in theo eyes made him more guilty because he himself was never a saint but in opposite he enjoyed a lot when he sees Sarah suffer, whenever Sarah was punished... he liked it cause it made him think Tina will be happy that's why he always see and never stop...fuck he remember those days when he use to look down on her...degrade her....made Lisa to never be friend with her....but all this time Sarah never said anything to her

Tom sighs and said in guilt 'I don't know how we can be wrong. That fucking perry was really good in hiding the evidence'.

But theo shake his head and punched his chest 'or maybe we have already decided it was indeed Sarah and Simon so we never put our focus on other things(theo sit down tiredly ) I can't....tom I can't live with this pain....this guilt will kill me...the things I did with her...those sadistic punishment I have given her....the way I used to degrade her and let everyone in this family degrade her daily....and that abuse and scars that I have given her...im so ashamed, I even did those things with her that I can't even tell anyone not even you...because not only it kills me but also take me back to those days.... I'm not better than animal perry who hurt Tina' Theo put both his hand in his face

Tom can't see his brother pain 'theo like you I'm also responsible. I also hurt her immensely. I treated her worse than an animal...just

Theo shouted than 'but you never physically and emotionally hurt her beyond that put her life in threat. I'm that fucking bastard..'

Theo stand 'I will... I will go to the police and confess everything... I can't live in such guilt it's breaking me inside out... I cant.....as soon I'm done with this bastard Perry I will tell everything'

Tom was quiet but when he realized how serious theo was...Tom holds theo arm 'no brother no...you won't do anything ...our anger has already put has in this situation...no more and I think Mark has already settled that bastard in jail and about going to police you won't go alone I will also go with you... I also

Theo remove his arm 'no I will ....you wont

Tom try to stop him and said 'Just leave this to Sarah ...you guys need to talk first ...fuck i also want to talk ...and more importantly think about Ava ...you and her finally together...dont do this to that innocent child..you have already taken her mother now don't take her father'

By Ava name tom saw how Theo eyes were filled with tears and he put his hand on his head ...Tom go to him and hug him 'brother im with you ...you are not alone in this guilt'

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Theo

(In The Court Room)

'So Mr Perry Moles do you confess that you abducted Tina Grey on 12 dec night and also sexually assaulted her'

Theo clanged his fist..he wanted to kill this bastard by his bear hand...Theo can see Mark was also looking at Perry in anger

Perry do not say anything...Theo was more furious..why the fuck he is not saying anything...all the evidence and witness statement has been shown ...even jury members were looking at Perry in hate and disgust

The lawyer said again 'Do you confess Mr Moles...you cant lie anymore all the evidence are in front of everyone....everyone knows you are the main culprit, not Sarah Grey'

Theo flinched and also saw Mark hateful glare on him.Theo guilt was getting more when Mark stare told him that he made a biggest mistake of his life

Perry nervously said 'yes i confess...i kidnapped Tina, then raped her and then try to kill her. Sarah and Simon has nothing to do with Tina grey death'

Theo was trying to control his anger

Lawyer then said again 'than why you did this and why you put this blame on Sarah grey and her brother Simon Blake'

time and give the waitress some money to drugged sarah...but i didn't know that that drugged milk was given to Tina....i knew afterward when Sarah was gone home...i got angry...i was...i was sexually frustrated that why she is so hard to get....then i saw Simon with tina...i got angry that he stop me to get closer to his sister and he is enjoying himself...believe me i was just a kid at that time and was drunk too i got angry and follow them and then i stop the car in the middle to stop his car.....i dont know what happen to me...when i saw Tina in such vulnerable state and so i did that....and im so sorry' He looks

than asked that major question 'How you put

and i will be doomed...so a plan was formed in my mind...i already made tina believe that Simon was also involved so i kept Simon in his car to make it look more real...after third day i stabbed Tina so that her murder blame goes on Simon...but when i saw Simon was already gone as some people has taken him to the hospital...i got scared...so i run away but some how Simon found me and he told me that he knew what i did with tina and he will tell the

far as Sarah is concern i found that from club people Tina brother was looking for 12 dec night event and was asking for Sarah roles in it...it just came in my

was extremely stunned and disgusted by

has ordered to put Perry moles in main jail and his punishment

of his life...but thoe also know he will not get peace util he talks to Sarah he tells her how sorry he

get out of

phone ringed he received

into worry 'no I'm coming...just be with her ...try to relax her im on mt way' mark end the call and he

also disturbed 'mark stop where you are going...is it, Sarah ..she is ok? '

his hand 'why the hell you care you should be happy finally your sister murder is behind the bar.... or you still think is

you want to kill me than do it I will happily serve

mark said in cold voice 'i don't care what you want and no my sister is not ok...she is awake but she is crying like a mad women now...so leave my way n then I will deal

...why she is crying... theo also

hospital near Sarah room they can hear voices...theo winced when he heard Sarah painful sobbing 'Ava....they kill her...Ava....I don't want to live ....just let

theo shake his head...he doesn't even like the idea of saying that....mark

was trying to calm her...after five

of a bitch..... how cruel your family can get more' Mark point a finger in theo

They look confuse 'what'

believe her and she try to kill her....now you got an hour to bring Ava then she will relax...fuck i came her tell her

his mom will get

'stop your drama like you don't know ...i want

then replied 'Look i know you have know reason to believe us but its true we don't know anything about

'i don't fucking care

was thinking something else 'No Ava wont come here now...until i

now i sure as hell can go to court and ask for custody and you know what i will do that first thing

now i need to talk to her....(he sighs) and about custody thing then it will take a lot of time and Ava is my daughter i will fight for her too .... im not saying Ava will not come here

speak to her...you also stay there but

then he pinched his eyebrow 'oh god...(then he look at Theo) you have 10 minutes and the door will be open if you disturb her or if she panic than i will beat the

Theo nodes.

theo enter the large room, he saw Sarah was aimlessly looking at the window and she look so weak

was he was more scared himself and the guilt he has inside was also not helping him...it was making him worse ....he feel the tears behind his eyes...he still cant shake the feeling that he hurt her so much for something she

sits down on one of the chairs and said

thoughts but

and her eyes were scared

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Sarah

to her but as along she didn't see Ava from her naked eyes she wont believe him...but if Mark is

to her she nervously looked and saw it was theo..she become tense ....oh god what she did....he will hurt her....he will not let Ava come to meet her....she

guilty ..'Sarah please calm down i will not

she said that

theo gently wiped them 'im sorry baby so sorry ...because of me you have

what he is saying...does he telling her something about Ava? she

'she is perfectly alright...she is in the house with dad...nothing happens to her ...(theo took out his phone) look here is her pictures and the are recent

most beautiful child....she

her a smile 'yeah she looks so

take a breath in relief 'oh

right now Sarah

hate me but please let me see her....i don't know when i will see her again after they will take me to prison but please let me see her...i want to check