Cruel World

Chap 49

Tom

Tom felt his whole body was numb...his cant blink his eyes...the things he is seeing in the video was not only boiling his blood but also putting him in the grave of guilt that he and his family have created when they ruin Sarah lives

He cants watch it he stops the video and closes his eyes...one teardrop falls from his eye 'fuck ...it's(he shakes his head) what we did, oh god'

'i just lost the most beautiful thing in my life' Theo said in a painful manner

Tom look at his brother ...whose head was down and has a dead and broken expression that made him winced. He walks towards theo and put his hand on his shoulder

Theo looks up with tears in his eyes 'I ruined her...i fucking destroyed for something she never did...she was innocent all the time...fuck his brother Simon was also innocent. How (Theo grab Tom shoulder) how can we wrong ...how we can miss this' he yelled

Tom closed his eyes...he can't see his brother raw pain. He has seen Theo angry, sad, even happy too but never this guilty, the pain he can see in theo eyes made him more guilty because he himself was never a saint but in opposite he enjoyed a lot when he sees Sarah suffer, whenever Sarah was punished... he liked it cause it made him think Tina will be happy that's why he always see and never stop...fuck he remember those days when he use to look down on her...degrade her....made Lisa to never be friend with her....but all this time Sarah never said anything to her

Tom sighs and said in guilt 'I don't know how we can be wrong. That fucking perry was really good in hiding the evidence'.

But theo shake his head and punched his chest 'or maybe we have already decided it was indeed Sarah and Simon so we never put our focus on other things(theo sit down tiredly ) I can't....tom I can't live with this pain....this guilt will kill me...the things I did with her...those sadistic punishment I have given her....the way I used to degrade her and let everyone in this family degrade her daily....and that abuse and scars that I have given her...im so ashamed, I even did those things with her that I can't even tell anyone not even you...because not only it kills me but also take me back to those days.... I'm not better than animal perry who hurt Tina' Theo put both his hand in his face

Tom can't see his brother pain 'theo like you I'm also responsible. I also hurt her immensely. I treated her worse than an animal...just

Theo shouted than 'but you never physically and emotionally hurt her beyond that put her life in threat. I'm that fucking bastard..'

Theo stand 'I will... I will go to the police and confess everything... I can't live in such guilt it's breaking me inside out... I cant.....as soon I'm done with this bastard Perry I will tell everything'

Tom was quiet but when he realized how serious theo was...Tom holds theo arm 'no brother no...you won't do anything ...our anger has already put has in this situation...no more and I think Mark has already settled that bastard in jail and about going to police you won't go alone I will also go with you... I also

Theo remove his arm 'no I will ....you wont

Tom try to stop him and said 'Just leave this to Sarah ...you guys need to talk first ...fuck i also want to talk ...and more importantly think about Ava ...you and her finally together...dont do this to that innocent child..you have already taken her mother now don't take her father'

By Ava name tom saw how Theo eyes were filled with tears and he put his hand on his head ...Tom go to him and hug him 'brother im with you ...you are not alone in this guilt'

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Theo

(In The Court Room)

'So Mr Perry Moles do you confess that you abducted Tina Grey on 12 dec night and also sexually assaulted her'

Theo clanged his fist..he wanted to kill this bastard by his bear hand...Theo can see Mark was also looking at Perry in anger

Perry do not say anything...Theo was more furious..why the fuck he is not saying anything...all the evidence and witness statement has been shown ...even jury members were looking at Perry in hate and disgust

The lawyer said again 'Do you confess Mr Moles...you cant lie anymore all the evidence are in front of everyone....everyone knows you are the main culprit, not Sarah Grey'

Theo flinched and also saw Mark hateful glare on him.Theo guilt was getting more when Mark stare told him that he made a biggest mistake of his life

Perry nervously said 'yes i confess...i kidnapped Tina, then raped her and then try to kill her. Sarah and Simon has nothing to do with Tina grey death'

Theo was trying to control his anger

Lawyer then said again 'than why you did this and why you put this blame on Sarah grey and her brother Simon Blake'

some money to drugged sarah...but i didn't know that that drugged milk was given to Tina....i knew afterward when Sarah was gone home...i got angry...i was...i was sexually frustrated that why she is so hard to get....then i saw Simon with tina...i got angry that he stop me to get closer to his sister and

than asked that major question 'How you put the blame on Simon and

otherwise i knew he will try to save her and i will be doomed...so a plan was formed in my mind...i already made tina believe that Simon was also involved so i kept Simon in his car to make it look more real...after third day i stabbed Tina so that her murder blame goes on

was asking for Sarah roles in

court house was extremely stunned

to put Perry moles in main

in peace. he gets emotional and stands to face the guilt of his life...but thoe also know he will not get peace util he talks to Sarah he

out of

phone ringed he

worry 'no I'm coming...just be with her ...try to relax her im

stop where you are going...is it,

you should be happy finally your sister murder is behind the

was getting bigger day by day he said in shame 'mark if you want to kill me than do it I will happily serve myself to

not ok...she is awake but she is crying like a mad women

outside...Theo feel sweat in his brow ...why she is

Sarah painful sobbing 'Ava....they kill her...Ava....I don't want to live ....just let me die' Sarah

think Ava is dead.. theo shake his head...he doesn't even like the idea of saying that....mark goes inside n

was trying to calm her...after five minutes

how cruel your family can get more' Mark point a finger

They look confuse 'what'

and she try to kill her....now you got an hour to bring Ava then she will relax...fuck i came her tell her the goodness that she is free from

was hell shocked that how low his mom will get ..he cursed

your drama like you don't

reason to believe us

fucking care but bring

wont

lost his anger and grab theo collars ' You bastard how much you hate her? you still want to punished her ....if you don't bring Ava now i sure as hell can go to court and ask for custody and you know what i will do that first thing tomorrow and also tell them how you abused Sarah for years in

i need to talk to her....(he sighs) and about custody thing then it will take a lot of time and Ava is my daughter i will fight for her too .... im not saying Ava will not come here ...all im saying not today let me talk to Sarah please....then i will bring Ava first thing in

was in no mood to listen but then Rome said 'Mark let him speak to her...you also stay

his eyebrow 'oh god...(then he look at Theo) you have 10 minutes and the door will be open if you disturb her or if she

Theo nodes.

Sarah was aimlessly looking at the window and she look so weak for his liking...then he walks slowly he doesn't want to

more scared himself and the guilt he has inside was also not helping him...it was making him worse ....he

down on one of the

as she was lost in her thoughts but then theo said again but also touching his hand

body tense and she slowly turn her head and her eyes were

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Sarah

will no calm...Mark said Ava is al right nothing happens to her but as along she didn't see Ava from her naked eyes she wont believe him...but if Mark is not right...she feel the sudden fear of losing that hope Mark evoke in her....she feel the tears in her eyes and shakes her head ...she will be ok...mark

...which was way too familiar touch and voice...then it clicks to her she nervously looked and saw it was theo..she become tense ....oh god what she did....he will hurt her....he will not let Ava come to meet her....she shakes her head ..and her whole body

so guilty ..'Sarah please calm

she said

but theo gently wiped them 'im sorry baby

what he is saying...does he telling her something

'she is perfectly alright...she is in the house with dad...nothing happens to her ...(theo took out his phone) look here is her pictures and

most beautiful child....she put her hand on her mouth 'she is

smile 'yeah she looks so

breath in relief 'oh god...i

'not right

please let me see her....i don't know when i will see her again after