Cruel World

Chap 49

Tom

Tom felt his whole body was numb...his cant blink his eyes...the things he is seeing in the video was not only boiling his blood but also putting him in the grave of guilt that he and his family have created when they ruin Sarah lives

He cants watch it he stops the video and closes his eyes...one teardrop falls from his eye 'fuck ...it's(he shakes his head) what we did, oh god'

'i just lost the most beautiful thing in my life' Theo said in a painful manner

Tom look at his brother ...whose head was down and has a dead and broken expression that made him winced. He walks towards theo and put his hand on his shoulder

Theo looks up with tears in his eyes 'I ruined her...i fucking destroyed for something she never did...she was innocent all the time...fuck his brother Simon was also innocent. How (Theo grab Tom shoulder) how can we wrong ...how we can miss this' he yelled

Tom closed his eyes...he can't see his brother raw pain. He has seen Theo angry, sad, even happy too but never this guilty, the pain he can see in theo eyes made him more guilty because he himself was never a saint but in opposite he enjoyed a lot when he sees Sarah suffer, whenever Sarah was punished... he liked it cause it made him think Tina will be happy that's why he always see and never stop...fuck he remember those days when he use to look down on her...degrade her....made Lisa to never be friend with her....but all this time Sarah never said anything to her

Tom sighs and said in guilt 'I don't know how we can be wrong. That fucking perry was really good in hiding the evidence'.

But theo shake his head and punched his chest 'or maybe we have already decided it was indeed Sarah and Simon so we never put our focus on other things(theo sit down tiredly ) I can't....tom I can't live with this pain....this guilt will kill me...the things I did with her...those sadistic punishment I have given her....the way I used to degrade her and let everyone in this family degrade her daily....and that abuse and scars that I have given her...im so ashamed, I even did those things with her that I can't even tell anyone not even you...because not only it kills me but also take me back to those days.... I'm not better than animal perry who hurt Tina' Theo put both his hand in his face

Tom can't see his brother pain 'theo like you I'm also responsible. I also hurt her immensely. I treated her worse than an animal...just

Theo shouted than 'but you never physically and emotionally hurt her beyond that put her life in threat. I'm that fucking bastard..'

Theo stand 'I will... I will go to the police and confess everything... I can't live in such guilt it's breaking me inside out... I cant.....as soon I'm done with this bastard Perry I will tell everything'

Tom was quiet but when he realized how serious theo was...Tom holds theo arm 'no brother no...you won't do anything ...our anger has already put has in this situation...no more and I think Mark has already settled that bastard in jail and about going to police you won't go alone I will also go with you... I also

Theo remove his arm 'no I will ....you wont

Tom try to stop him and said 'Just leave this to Sarah ...you guys need to talk first ...fuck i also want to talk ...and more importantly think about Ava ...you and her finally together...dont do this to that innocent child..you have already taken her mother now don't take her father'

By Ava name tom saw how Theo eyes were filled with tears and he put his hand on his head ...Tom go to him and hug him 'brother im with you ...you are not alone in this guilt'

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Theo

(In The Court Room)

'So Mr Perry Moles do you confess that you abducted Tina Grey on 12 dec night and also sexually assaulted her'

Theo clanged his fist..he wanted to kill this bastard by his bear hand...Theo can see Mark was also looking at Perry in anger

Perry do not say anything...Theo was more furious..why the fuck he is not saying anything...all the evidence and witness statement has been shown ...even jury members were looking at Perry in hate and disgust

The lawyer said again 'Do you confess Mr Moles...you cant lie anymore all the evidence are in front of everyone....everyone knows you are the main culprit, not Sarah Grey'

Theo flinched and also saw Mark hateful glare on him.Theo guilt was getting more when Mark stare told him that he made a biggest mistake of his life

Perry nervously said 'yes i confess...i kidnapped Tina, then raped her and then try to kill her. Sarah and Simon has nothing to do with Tina grey death'

Theo was trying to control his anger

Lawyer then said again 'than why you did this and why you put this blame on Sarah grey and her brother Simon Blake'

she came on that night...i found the perfect time and give the waitress some money to drugged sarah...but i didn't know that that drugged milk was given to Tina....i knew afterward when Sarah was gone home...i got angry...i was...i was sexually frustrated that why she is so hard to get....then i saw Simon with tina...i got angry that he stop me to get closer to his sister and he is enjoying himself...believe me i was just a kid at that time and was drunk too i got angry and follow them

'How you put the blame

that i will be caught...i knew i cant be saved as tina will open her mouth so i kept her for days and i also keep drugging Simon to keep him unconscious otherwise i knew he will try to save her and i will be doomed...so a plan was formed in my mind...i already made tina believe that Simon was also involved so i kept Simon in his car to make it look more real...after third day i stabbed Tina so

night event and was asking for Sarah

court house was extremely stunned and

Perry moles in main jail and

he gets emotional and stands to face the guilt of his life...but thoe also know

they get out of the

ringed he received

'no I'm coming...just be with her ...try to relax her im on mt way'

you are going...is it, Sarah ..she is ok? ' theo asked in concern

his hand 'why the hell you care you should be happy finally your sister

me than do it I will happily serve

voice 'i don't care what you want and no my sister is not ok...she is awake but she is crying like a mad women now...so leave my way n then

feel sweat in his brow ...why she is crying... theo also run so did

Sarah painful sobbing 'Ava....they kill her...Ava....I don't want to live ....just

theo shake his head...he doesn't even like the idea of saying

calm her...after five minutes there were

family can get more' Mark

They look confuse 'what'

evidence that made her believe her and she try to kill her....now you got

shocked that how low his mom will get

then said in a serious voice 'stop your drama like

have know reason to believe us but its true we don't know

'i don't fucking care but bring

Ava wont come here

anger and grab theo collars ' You bastard how much you hate her? you still want to punished her ....if you don't bring Ava now i sure as hell can go to court and ask for custody and you know what i will do

talk to her....(he sighs) and about custody thing then it will take a lot of time and Ava is my daughter i will fight for her too .... im not saying

said 'Mark let him speak to her...you also stay there but

minutes and the door will be open if you disturb her or

Theo nodes.

Sarah was aimlessly looking at the window and she

not helping him...it was making him worse ....he feel the tears behind his

down on one of the

reply as she was lost in her thoughts but

turn her head and her eyes were scared so much scared that made theo look in

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Sarah

so lost....she can see the blue sky but she will no calm...Mark said Ava is al right nothing happens to her but as along she didn't see Ava from her naked eyes she wont believe him...but if Mark is not right...she feel the sudden fear of losing that hope Mark evoke in her....she feel the tears in her eyes and shakes her head ...she will be ok...mark said to her he

her she nervously looked and saw it was theo..she become tense ....oh god what she did....he will

disturb and his eyes look so guilty ..'Sarah please calm down i

did she said that

tears were falling but theo gently wiped them 'im sorry baby so sorry ...because of me you have gone

he telling her something about Ava? she

perfectly alright...she is in the house with dad...nothing happens to her ...(theo took out his phone) look here is her pictures and the are recent

beautiful child....she put her hand on her

'yeah she looks so much

in relief 'oh

nodes 'not right now Sarah ..i

know when i will see her again after they will take me to prison but please let me see her...i want to check that