Cruel World

Chap 52

Theo

'You are kidding ' Tom was stun what his brother has told him

Theo shook his head and was till shocked 'no...i mean for a moment I thought it's a joke but it was Sarah in real she call me and she said she is coming back' theo said with a smile

Tom also took a relief sigh 'i cant believe this...so this means she forgive us? she will not tell the police ?'

Theo expression drops and his guilt came back again, he quietly replied 'honestly speaking I don't think so....she will never forgive us....and after what we did and especially what I did ,(he looks in disgust) i cant even forgive my self...and about the police thing it's still her call and I won't stop her......all I know she is coming for Ava...and i will cherish this ... I think this is my chance to prove to Sarah that I truly love her' Theo's eyes were moist but he was determined too

Tom looks happy for his brother and nodes.

When Theo reach the hospital in the morning ...he was nervous as hell....he still was scared that what if Sarah changed her mind and decided not to go with him....or what if she did go with him but she never forgive him and never love him.

Well its because of you idiot...you ruined this....she did love you at one point but how you loved her by hitting her and then sending to jail....theo thought about himself in hate

He take a deep breath and open the hospital door and saw Mark was having a heated discussion with his sister....and theo don't have to guess whats the topic is

Theo then saw Sarah wearing a light black and white casual dress and she look so beautiful but so fragile too...he feel so protective about her ...but then he saw the tears in her eyes....she was crying ..fuck...what the idiot Mark has said to her

Theo cant stop himself and move towards 'Sarah why are you crying....please tell me' he gently asked her and when he touched her arm ...she flinched and she wiped her tears

Mark then replied 'great now you are here....so Sarah you still want to go with your wife beater husband'

Theo also winced when he heard the title use for him...isn't he is really a wife beater?

But Sarah slowly said 'Mark, please... I love you so don't hate me.....at least you won't hate me... I told you why im doing this.' she touches mark face

Mark close his eyes and he also got emotional 'i will never hate you sarah ...because you should be loved ...and you are going to those people who only knows how to hurt you or put you in terrible situation...dont go with him..he will do it again im telling you....leopard never change his spot' Mark point a accusing finger in Theo direction

Theo try to control his feeling then he said 'Mark i know you have no reason to believe me and i have to live with this...but i love your sister...and i promise on my death sister and my Ava that i will never even point a finger on her....i made the biggest mistake of my life by losing her but if Sarah is coming back then i will give her the world that she always deserve..please trust me'

Mark huff in a sarcastic way 'trust you? joke of the decade.....i don't trust you and you vowed on your sister...that fucking dead sister of yours that ruined my sister life...just

Mark cured remark make Theo lost his anger...even Sarah lashed on him 'Mark what the hell is wrong with you...she is dead ...she was innocent too'

But theo can't let that go he grab Mark shoulder and said in an intimidating tone 'Cursed me all you want but never like never in your life call my sister name like that..... I made a mistake, not Tina...so keep her out of this otherwise I don't know what I will do' Theo after a long time wanted to beat the Blake family member.....he sees red

Mark also was not backing down and was staring him like he was waiting that theo makes a one move and he prove his point

But it was Sarah scared and soft voice that made Theo to come out from his dark trance 'Please theo...please leave him...i ...i say sorry from his side' Sarah voice made him remind that Sarah who used to get scared so much when she see this mood

Theo leave him and put his hand on his face....fuck .....what he did....he made Sarah get scared ...again...fuck...how can he make her happy when he did a terrible job from the start

Theo look both of them and defensively raised his hand 'im sorry so so sorry....it was a reflex action when tina name came...I'm sorry Sarah i will never do this again'

Sarah was still uncertain and look away

Mark raised an eyebrow 'see sister that's what I was talking about people like him never change (Mark then turn to him) and your anger will ruin her life all over again and this time Ava will be involved....you both need help...Sarah, you need to check your head why you living with this man again and you the Theo grey need to go to some anger management class and find a way out the anger get out cause I know you will hurt someone again with this anger'

Mark then touch Sarah's face and kissed her forehead 'i hope you get what you want and your head make you realize this the mistake but whatever it is I'm still with you and theo don't you ever do something to her....cause fucker this time I will kill you'

He then get out of the room...leaving them alone....Theo was still stunned how he reacted and how much Mark was right....his anger is really dangerous for him and for Sarah and Ava too

He then turns to Sarah who was stuck to her place and was still lost ...theo can't see her like this 'Sarah baby please forgive me I don't want to scare you it wasn't my intention ' Theo said in a begging tone

Sarah flinched and looked at him...she take a step back and try to composed herself 'can we go now please'

his eyes...he really busted this...he

what you doing...I'm here to pick all your baggage' he

sarah eyes goes sad, she then

down

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make Sarah comfortable, by asking her is her seat is comfortable ...does she need a pillow that he put in the back seat....does she

to make her comfortable but

that made Sarah looked him ...theo smiled 'Ava will be so happy ...she didn't know you are coming

lips also curved a little and

Theo observed Sarah whole body become stiff and she was breathing heavily....she looks left right and theo stop

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Sarah

to hell again.....oh god Mark was right she is playing with fire.....she can see all the flashback....where she made such painful memories that she has to live with for life but

will be a pet

in and out you are having a panic attack...it will go...think something good...think about

eyes and said 'I'm so scared' she distractedly

one long teardrop falls down ....he put both hands on his face and

she said and she was ready

ever hurt you not even me...Sarah looked at me (when Sarah try to look away) ....you know me at my worst

was stun ....theo....theo grey her husband for five years was giving her confidence she is strong...she feels all of a sudden shy and strange...she removes theo hands and

opens hers. He gently

this time she try to control them....she has to be strong...you are doing this for your daughter...you have to strong...just remember what Helen told you in prison never show your weakness. Sarah

was already looking nervous and

will go

about to go she heard tom

long time she is facing him...and the memories she has about him are too bad.....Tom always make her feel inferior and embarrassed for no reason....she has no idea what he will

tense and he hesitantly replied 'Tom let me take Sarah to

looked very ashamed and he can't meet Sarah eyes 'actually

his eyes and see the same guilt that theo also had but Sarah felt nothing

well and I know you probably hearing this a lot but I'm really sorry... I also never treated you good....but what you are doing this for us made me more guilty .....I'm so

those stupid tears...why don't they get this she doesn't need sorry...she needs to forget that terrible time and these people and looking at

waist ...'tom she is tired

can see herself in every corner of the house , how miserable she was...how she work like 24 hours and not a word of appreciation she ever got but

suffocation she then saw where she is standing it was the same place where used to lye down on the floor for years, then she saw the bed and it takes her to the wedding night where her dreams for happily ever after ever crushed when Theo slapped her and brutality took her virtue. She remembers how he makes fun of her body and called her ugly slut....she shiver and realize she was full on crying..... why these

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Theo

pinched his nose....thank god it was the only tom in the entry ...if it was a mom ...no wonder how Sarah would have reacted....Theo still can't

a mess and now he has

and saw how Sarah uncontrollably crying

her waist ...'Oh Sarah what happens...please baby tell me please tell me...' Theo

she kept on saying 'why I keep on seeing those bad images... it's hurting me....its

it clicks to him ...that this room makes her brought back all these memories that

such force that it also made him lose it more and his tears also start falling 'oh baby I'm so so sorry for everything...I'm a monster but please, believe me, I will never hurt you...never ever hurt you. I will change everything of this room

still crying 'you hurt me so bad so bad that I can't even move forward for my daughter ....even I try

repair?....she is not causing if cant then changes her or even

a step back like she expected he will strike her. Theo cursed oh god she will kill him with guilt.....'please stop crying.....we can get out now ....go to Ava room

name changed her expression 'Ava ....yes Ava I want

you need to get

go to the

his hair...fuck how can he

Sarah

Sarah made a beautiful braid of her long hair and Sarah laughed at how Ava was such a happy kid always making her laugh and filled her heart with so