Cruel World

chap 46

Sarah

She tiredly sighs 'mark please listen to me, just leave it. You will never find something that is going to take me out this prison... why you are ruining your life for me...now you have your own life ...you are managing daddy business now ...so don't spoil it because of me'

Mark yelled at phone ' damn it Sarah ...that's what I hate about you. You just lose hope...why can't you think positive ...I'm telling you there something bigger in this story...if they can find evidence against you so there is sure as hell some evidence favoring you, according to my source that club was in some posh areas which means CCTV footage is everywhere around it...maybe we can find the footage and see who really kidnap tina... so please Sarah don't lose hope. I want you back ...you were never like this before' he said in sadness

Sarah replied 'cause the Sarah you are recalling is dead and I understand what you have told me but don't you think Greys hasn't looked for that CCTV footage you are looking now...they were more desperate than us...'

Mark said in a suspicious tone 'maybe someone doesn't want that footage to be found...'

Sarah rubbed her temple 'still it's a long way for me...but I need you to do something else...can you come back from Australia to NewYork and go to Theo and tell him that I haven't seen my daughter for a year'

Mark lost it 'that fucking bastard lied to you...why he didn't let Ava meet you'

Sarah tears were falling 'i don't know why...even he made a promise to me...so please find out this reason'

Mark tightly said 'those bastards never took my calls and email...I have to personally visit them...n this time I will go with court orders...don't worry I'm coming in 2 weeks...till then I will call Morgan and take out the notice against greys...you will meet your daughter soon'

Sarah took a relief sighs 'thank you mark...I love you'

Mark softly said 'i love you too'

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Roma

'mom you are going to doctor appointment' tom said

Roma gives him a fake sad smile 'of course I'm. I will not neglect my mental issues. I will get better maybe you guys can forgive me'

Roma saw how Tom's eyes melt 'mom ...I forgive you..it's theo who is still little shaken from this but he will get better ...he needs time'

That's what hurt Roma more that his Theo is getting away from her....that Sarah and her daughter made her son distant from her...she will never forget this she will take her revenge soon...n that's why she is going to meet that bitch and show her something special that change her life. Roma evilly smiled and sit in her car.

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Theo

Theo was in his home office, he was looking for a file then he opened the last draw and found the file but was dead stop when he saw a picture of newspaper clip...a picture he had stored here almost year ago but never had the courage to look at. He slowly picked the picture and see how beautiful Sarah looks in a navy blue gown she wore in Miami ....it was their cover picture. Theo unintentionally graces Sarah picture n wished things were different he might fall in love with her. He was keenly looking at every single detail of her wife face body and remembering their bittersweet time...he sometimes wonders how she is doing in jail

He shake his head ...then he heard small baby like voice 'daddy'

He smiled it was his Ava...they both had got so much closer to each other in past weeks...he can say this Ava holds his heart ...she is his biggest weakness and strength too

He saw she was running with her small feet n enter his office 'daddy ...me find you'

Theo laughed ' yes princess you did and it's I find you' he gently corrects her but his Ava was excited to show him something

Ava holds theo legs and theo very easily picked her and put her in his lap

' now show me what you are so excited about' he kissed her pink cheeks n put her red long hair behind her ears.

Ava looked him 'dadda give me this mosic box...he said it's mine and grandma not angry' she brightly smiled

Theo took the same music box that started the whole mess...but Ava innocent smile and her excitement didn't give him the power to get angry at that event

He gently gives her back 'it's really beautiful...you really deserve this..(he playfully poke her nose) and it's music box not music'

Ava giggled n theo stand while holding her n throw her in the air n then picked her ...Ava giggled more and theo also laughed

Theo kissed her hair, said ' do you wanna eat ice cream '

...theo called the kitchen

down on my lap ...where you

her down too but even he gets super busy he doesn't want Ava away from him....his sudden realization how much he loves

memory...that he made in this office when he found out Sarah was pregnant and she was laying on the floor n begging him not to kill her and her baby.....he was not a good person he knew that but his soul

...theo put away his file and feed Ava her ice cream...some time she looks so much like

heard Ava voice 'wow daddy she is

ago.Theo forget to put it back but since Ava meet her

she is...very beautiful' he

her hair from her face ...'Who

a confused eyebrow 'you

her head and

like that...then it clicks him that Mom never took Ava to

see her daughter for a year...he feels suffocated by this news...fuck he looks

timidly then said 'daddy

with a smile 'no baby just thinking

idea how she will react....'she

looked at Ava very differently ...Ava was quite a little 'like mama....like

'yeah she is

with her big golden eyes

not here...she lives some other place....she has

hair' it's a bad place? like grandma said that my mama is bad so she is in

that what else his mother was telling her about Sarah ...he gently smiled and shakes his head 'no baby she is not bad (Theo close his eyes and remember Sarah soft smile...her voice ) she was very good....just sometimes people make mistake and they have to say sorry ..so that's why she is not here' Theo carefully used the words

and nods her head 'when she will be

rubs his face 'hmmm very soon but it

her head in Theo chest and Theo protectively kissed her head 'me have to wait ...she can

'so you want to meet

said 'yes

face surely he can do this for her and maybe he can himself see Sarah and ex[plain her 'then you can meet her

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Sarah

to Ava...that dream totally shaken her so bad..that her heart is still beating

look down on her 'you have a

a year ..she walks down the visiting hall..and then she saw who it was she stopped in her

on girl

core of her heart. She still not forget the things she did

and sit down 'what you are

how strong you are I will see when I tell you the

breathing and

was important to share... I know what it was like for me

then she closed it...what she is indicating ...'what are you

know you won't believe me that, why I came with some proof...this news, is still not out. it's in the family but since you are Ava

it just tell me what

sad expression ..ROma then slowly said 'AVA....she...ok listen to me

felt her blood stop flowing...her heart is still beating in her dead body...she then feel the wet teardrops on her face....'what...NO (she shouted)

tell you but I'm mother and can understand the pain...it was an accident..your daughter really had a habit of running ....and she falls down from the

like she will die at any moment..she put a and on her thorat...she cant breath..no...no her Ava is fine..she is fine ...roma is lying...but then Sarah saw the picture...she flinched when

is not true...she is fine...she has to be fine. I want

can't see Ava ...we did a small funeral of her and about Theo

you did with her...i know you guys did

'i really pity you but you will know how it felt when you lose a child now...and it doesn't matter who did what...the thing his

picked the pictures and walked

winch come back tell me' the guards roughly picked her and took back to her

jailer and said in a sobbing tone 'im begging you please let me call my husband..something

to strike you so stop this drama and

kneel down and begged her 'im

jailer shurgs and