Daddy, don't flirt

Ryan jerks his head up instantly after hearing Jamie’s accusations. Her words are like the bright sunlight which envelops him fully, leaving him with nowhere to hide.

After that, he grabs his hair, and manages a muffled laugh. His laughter has no substance, as if it is a breeze that passes through deserted land.

She is right, he is no longer the Night. 9. Ever since he had let Jack knew about his formidable medical skills, he has become a selfish, twisted person, who has abandoned his past.

At first, he just wants to exist in Jamie’s world freely and unrestricted.

But as time goes by, he begins to feel jealousy and unwillingness to succumb to Dan who has been friends with Jamie two years prior to him. It is this simple fact that caused him to forever lose his chance to be with her.

He used to think that he would finally have his chance in England, but back then Jamie couldn’t forget Dan. Oftentimes, she would stare at Ian without averting her gaze, as if she could see through Ian and peek at someone beyond him. Ryan didn’t fail to recognize that she’s missing Dan.

Maybe she never knows that her love for Dan has caused her to lose herself momentarily. She has been by Dan’s side throughout her childhood too.

He always thought that he would have his chance in England, but in the end, she decided to go back.

Back to Dan’s side.

He’s not staying with them in England because he didn’t want to witness something undesirable with his own eyes. He couldn’t resign himself to it, he was angry and envious, why was Dan the only one who could have her love, even after five long years?

Dan has continuously hurt her, but her love never wavers. On the other hand, he has tried his best to be by her side, but they can only remain friends.

Ryan has been feeling wronged for too long, it is precisely these feelings of unwillingness and jealousy that has led to his destruction. These feelings have caused him to lose himself in doing all those ridiculous things.

He is determined to make sure that others can’t have what he couldn’t get his hands on.

His tendency has led to him forgetting that he should at all times protect Jamie, as his lifelong mission. But every time he lay eyes on her, he can’t control his inner demons and he would impulsively hurt her.

did all

love has turned into

able to control himself, to prevent himself from hurting her in the end. By hurting

get used to loving her for a long time, but it turns out he has gotten used to

has hit him hard. The boy in her memories is pure and gentle

that you are really that kind of person, but in my memory, the big brother and Ryan are now two completely different persons.” Jamie quietly stares at him until he lets go of his messy hair and lifts his head to

I only realized now that all those years, I’m the one who has inflicted the most pain on you.” It is this realization that makes it hard for him to acknowledge that he had actually done

would never hurt you in the name of protecting you, but the truth is I have been

if you apologize to him a million times, there’s no way I will forget about this. Perhaps it is a wrong decision for you to come here.”

a coincidence, and they can continue being friends.

everything, there is no going back now. They can’t even be friends

a deep gaze. He slowly heads towards the door, but he stops short

of red beneath. His eyes are looking at her as if he is grasping the last

is moved only ever so slightly, but she is able to steel her heart in

She was right, he shouldn’t be here, and he shouldn’t tell her all of

starts to spill everything when his gaze fell upon her weak and

shuts, and when Jamie turns her head towards the door once again, there

on the night sky outside the window while

will probably

windows are all shut tightly. Despite that, Jamie somehow feels waves of cold air gently

at the clock and know that it is already four thirty at dawn. She decides to slip into her blankets to get some

this moment, with a loud bang, the door is flung

what the hell is happening? It was Ryan just now, and who is visiting her now? She would never be able to