Daddy, don't flirt

Ryan jerks his head up instantly after hearing Jamie’s accusations. Her words are like the bright sunlight which envelops him fully, leaving him with nowhere to hide.

After that, he grabs his hair, and manages a muffled laugh. His laughter has no substance, as if it is a breeze that passes through deserted land.

She is right, he is no longer the Night. 9. Ever since he had let Jack knew about his formidable medical skills, he has become a selfish, twisted person, who has abandoned his past.

At first, he just wants to exist in Jamie’s world freely and unrestricted.

But as time goes by, he begins to feel jealousy and unwillingness to succumb to Dan who has been friends with Jamie two years prior to him. It is this simple fact that caused him to forever lose his chance to be with her.

He used to think that he would finally have his chance in England, but back then Jamie couldn’t forget Dan. Oftentimes, she would stare at Ian without averting her gaze, as if she could see through Ian and peek at someone beyond him. Ryan didn’t fail to recognize that she’s missing Dan.

Maybe she never knows that her love for Dan has caused her to lose herself momentarily. She has been by Dan’s side throughout her childhood too.

He always thought that he would have his chance in England, but in the end, she decided to go back.

Back to Dan’s side.

He’s not staying with them in England because he didn’t want to witness something undesirable with his own eyes. He couldn’t resign himself to it, he was angry and envious, why was Dan the only one who could have her love, even after five long years?

Dan has continuously hurt her, but her love never wavers. On the other hand, he has tried his best to be by her side, but they can only remain friends.

Ryan has been feeling wronged for too long, it is precisely these feelings of unwillingness and jealousy that has led to his destruction. These feelings have caused him to lose himself in doing all those ridiculous things.

He is determined to make sure that others can’t have what he couldn’t get his hands on.

His tendency has led to him forgetting that he should at all times protect Jamie, as his lifelong mission. But every time he lay eyes on her, he can’t control his inner demons and he would impulsively hurt her.

did all those awful

love has turned into something

to prevent himself from hurting her in the end. By hurting her,

to think that he will get used to loving her for a long time, but it turns out he has gotten used to hurting her

no longer that kind big brother to her has hit him hard. The boy in her memories is pure and gentle while the man

of person, but in my memory, the big brother and Ryan are now two completely different persons.” Jamie quietly stares at him until he lets go of his messy hair and lifts

the most pain on you.” It is this realization that makes

hurt you in the name of protecting you, but the truth

times, there’s no way I will forget about this. Perhaps it is a wrong decision for you to come here.” Jamie

be here. If he has never come here, she would still think that this is just a coincidence, and they can continue being friends. After

is no going back now. They can’t even be friends

at her with a deep gaze. He slowly heads

warm eyes there is a splatter of red beneath. His eyes are looking at her

to steel her heart in the end. She responds to him by

smile. She was right, he shouldn’t be here, and he shouldn’t tell her

he starts to spill everything when his gaze fell upon

head towards the door once again, there is

sky outside the window while leaning against

probably end

that, Jamie somehow

look at the clock and know that it is already

loud bang, the door

terrified, what the hell is happening? It was Ryan just now, and who is visiting her now? She would never be able to