Divorce Anxiety

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

do you want to go?” asked

to the condominium,” said

out

they returned to the condominium, Kathleen put on a pair of

the other hand, Samuel had used the same pair of

Kathleen had gotten them matching ones,

Samuel viewed most

it, they were nothing but childish things that only young girls would be

however, was the fact that Kathleen was a young girl

Samuel pressed her against the

was even more intense than the kiss they had

with terror. Her dainty fist pounded on his chest as she fiercely uttered, “You’re not allowed to get intimate

“Why?” He grimaced.

It’s a test,” she muttered. “If you manage to pass the test after the month is up, I’ll give you a

be with her from then on, she would come

would simply look forward to how exactly he was going to

give in to

right,” she affirmed with

His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against her delicate chin,

was being

once she told him that she was pregnant and couldn’t share a room with him, he wouldn’t be able to

Hehe!

a shower,”

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

go into the house while

Samuel truly intended to stay with her, then she could just act

decided to give Wynnie a call. “Samuel and

brow. “Has he gone to see Nicolette again? He’s using you as his cover, isn’t

not it,”

get me a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel

“Coming,” she answered.

that exchange, she could tell that it was

Got it,” she said with a

that, she

phone down and went to pass Samuel

the door to take it from her, he

and he could even beat that of the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still looked slender; when undressed,

had something unique about him that most

a rather conservative woman, Kathleen wasn’t really the type

only experience that she had was with Samuel

in embarrassment. Her face was so red that she looked like a tomato. She was so naive that it was out of this

innocence of hers were exactly what he

be

instantly turned around. Even the

on her ear with his icy, thin lips.

her

fresh wound that he had

time for wounds to heal,

needed was

need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience

was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s

way she would be able to head

with it before pulling her

so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate

am I nice to other than you?” He felt like

proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make

to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a

That left Kathleen startled.

some time to straighten everything out,”

quite reluctant to let

pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way

Samuel proposed in a

can give you that much, but

they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his

still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around

innocent

give it to me

slapped his hand against

it by tomorrow,” she

He nodded his

for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage

won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at

“You’re not allowed to get

hearing that,

her? I’ve never even done that before.

“Got it,” he agreed.

then did

still incredibly on edge because she

to do if he really is just trying to trick