Divorce Anxiety

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

where do you want to go?”

go back to the condominium,” said Kathleen after

Come on.” He proceeded to walk out of the

on a pair of

same pair of

had gotten them matching ones, but he had only complained

fact, Samuel viewed most couple-themed

they were nothing but childish things that only

that Kathleen was a young girl herself, not to mention a soft and

into their slippers, Samuel pressed her against the wall and

intense than the kiss they

terror. Her dainty fist pounded on his chest as she fiercely uttered, “You’re not allowed to get intimate with me until the

“Why?” He grimaced.

a test,” she muttered. “If you manage to pass the test after the month is up, I’ll give you

that he actually chose to be with her from then on, she would come clean about the

how exactly

you’ll give in to me?” he questioned while

right,” she affirmed with a

hold back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against her delicate chin, and he stared into her eyes

know.” Kathleen was

him that she was pregnant and couldn’t share a

Hehe!

going to take a shower,”

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

house while she let out a sigh of relief and clenched

with her, then she could just act

“Samuel and I won’t be

arched a brow. “Has he gone to see Nicolette again? He’s

that’s not it,”

get me a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped up

“Coming,” she answered.

she could tell that

a grin. “You both should rest

she hung

down and went to pass Samuel

the door to take it from

of the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he

had something unique about him that most people

a rather conservative woman, Kathleen wasn’t really

she had was with

of that, seeing him so exposed made her cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that she looked

were exactly

had yet to be tainted by

the tips of her ears felt

the towel around himself and approached her from behind. He lowered his head and nibbled on her ear with

through her

fresh wound that he had left behind, she

took time for wounds to heal, after

needed

need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once

point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s

way she would be able to head back in that

it before pulling her

Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen

other than you?” He felt like he was

to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right

was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked,

That left Kathleen startled.

give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while

quite reluctant

“I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as

Samuel proposed in a deep

replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my

are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his

other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting

as innocent as a

to give it to me or not?” she

slapped his hand against her outstretched one.

by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit

nodded

you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would

won’t trick you,” he promised while

Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get

hearing that,

even done that before. Is she talking

“Got it,” he agreed.

did

still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what

to do if he really is