Divorce Anxiety

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

to go?” asked Samuel in

to the condominium,” said Kathleen

out of the hotel with her hand

on

the same

ones, but he had only complained about

fact, Samuel viewed most couple-themed products

nothing but childish things that

however, was the fact that Kathleen was a young girl herself,

their slippers, Samuel pressed her against the wall

the kiss they had shared back in the

as she fiercely uttered, “You’re not allowed to get intimate with me until

“Why?” He grimaced.

you manage to pass the test after the month is

that he actually chose to be with her from then on, she would come clean about

simply look forward to how exactly he

you’ll give in to me?” he

affirmed

Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against her delicate chin, and he stared into her eyes with a

know.” Kathleen was being

pregnant and couldn’t share a room with him, he wouldn’t be able to

Hehe!

a shower,” he told

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

the house while she let out a sigh of relief and

then she could

a call. “Samuel and I won’t be going back

to see Nicolette

not it,” Kathleen immediately

Kathleen?” Samuel piped up with

“Coming,” she answered.

she could tell

it,” she said with a grin. “You

she

phone down and went to

take it from her, he

models in fashion magazines. No matter what

had something unique about him that most

rather conservative woman, Kathleen wasn’t really the

she had was with

cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that

innocence of hers were exactly

be

the tips of her

lowered his head and nibbled on her ear

shiver ran through her body. “You promised

wound that he had left behind, she still loved

wounds to heal,

she needed

was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching

that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s

be able to head back in

and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come

Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate

other than you?”

were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make

hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you

That left Kathleen startled.

everything out,” he said while caressing

quite reluctant

pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I

proposed in a

moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I

There was

on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month,

you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you

you going to give it

slapped his hand against her

tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her

nodded

not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would

trick you,” he promised while

“You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette

hearing that, Samuel

her? I’ve never even done that before.

“Got it,” he agreed.

did

incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s

to do if he really is just