Divorce Anxiety

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

where do you want to

to the condominium,”

out of the hotel with her hand in

the condominium, Kathleen put on a

used the same pair of simple black

Kathleen had gotten them matching ones,

Samuel viewed most couple-themed products

it, they were nothing but childish

a young

slippers, Samuel pressed her against the

than the kiss they had

his chest as she fiercely uttered, “You’re not allowed to get intimate with me until the month

“Why?” He grimaced.

she muttered. “If you manage to pass the test after the

be with her from

exactly he was going to deal

after one month, you’ll give in to me?” he questioned

right,” she affirmed with a

consequences of making me hold back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed

was being

she told him that she was pregnant and couldn’t share a room with him, he wouldn’t be able

Hehe!

to take a shower,” he told

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

while she let

Samuel truly intended to stay with her, then she could just

to give Wynnie a call. “Samuel and I won’t be

he gone to see Nicolette again? He’s using you as his cover, isn’t

it,” Kathleen immediately

get me a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped up with

“Coming,” she answered.

Wynnie heard that exchange, she could tell that it

it,” she said with a grin. “You both

she

down and went to

take it from her, he was

the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still looked slender; when undressed, though, his

about

conservative woman, Kathleen wasn’t really the type to open

only experience that she had was

so exposed made her cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that she looked like a tomato. She was so naive that it was

were exactly what he liked about

be tainted

the tips of her

her from behind. He lowered his head and nibbled on her ear with his icy, thin lips. “It’s been three years. Why are you still

ran through her

that he had left behind,

wounds to heal, after

she needed

Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching

bawling

way she would be able to head back in

suit and covered her with it before pulling

to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,”

you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s

husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we

hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give

That left Kathleen startled.

me some time to straighten everything out,” he

speaking, he was quite reluctant to let

were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way

proposed in

replied, “I can give you that much, but I

he questioned. There was a smile on

other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and

feel like you’re as innocent as a

you going to give it to me or

his hand against her outstretched one. “I

it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit

He nodded his

really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me.

he promised while staring at

cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette

that,

her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking

“Got it,” he agreed.

did she feel

she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions

do if he really is just trying