Divorce Anxiety

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

where do you want to go?” asked Samuel in

go back to the condominium,” said Kathleen after

He proceeded to walk out of the hotel with her hand in

returned to the condominium, Kathleen put on

hand, Samuel had used the same pair of

Kathleen had gotten them matching ones, but he had only complained

viewed most

way he saw it, they were nothing but childish

had forgotten, however, was the fact that Kathleen was a young girl herself,

pressed her against the

even more intense than the kiss

she fiercely uttered, “You’re not allowed to get

“Why?” He grimaced.

she muttered. “If you manage to pass the

he actually chose to be with her from then on,

forward to how exactly he

give in

she affirmed with

of making me hold back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against her delicate

Kathleen was

she told him that she was pregnant and couldn’t share a room with him, he wouldn’t be

Hehe!

to take a shower,” he

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

and go into the house while she let

to stay with her, then she could just act like she knew nothing

Wynnie a call. “Samuel and I won’t be going back

he gone to see Nicolette again? He’s using you as

that’s not it,” Kathleen immediately

you get me a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped

“Coming,” she answered.

that exchange, she could tell that it

she said with a grin. “You both should

she

down and

take it from her, he

man’s figure was unbelievably well-built, and he could even beat that of the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still looked slender; when undressed, though, his

unique about him that most

conservative woman, Kathleen wasn’t really the type to open up

only experience that she had was with

Her face was so red that she looked like a

purity and innocence of hers were exactly what he liked about

had yet to be tainted by

around. Even the tips

head and nibbled on

through her

he had left behind, she still

wounds

needed

Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was

point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s

would be able

took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into

Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate

other than you?”

we can live happily from now

hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give

That left Kathleen startled.

some time to straighten everything

speaking, he was quite reluctant to let

“I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long

Samuel proposed in a deep

give you that much, but I have

he questioned. There

are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to

chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby.

it to me or not?” she

his hand against her outstretched one.

I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her

He nodded his

I hope you’re not doing this

won’t trick you,” he promised

trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate

hearing that,

done that

“Got it,” he agreed.

did she

edge because she couldn’t tell

do if he really is just