Divorce Anxiety

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

do you want to go?”

condominium,” said Kathleen after

walk out of the hotel with her hand in

on a pair of indoor slippers

hand, Samuel had used the same pair of simple black slippers

had gotten them matching ones, but he had only complained about it

fact, Samuel viewed most couple-themed products

it, they were nothing but childish things

the fact that Kathleen was a young girl herself, not to mention a soft and gentle

slippers, Samuel pressed her against the wall and kissed

was even more intense than the kiss

fiercely uttered, “You’re not allowed

“Why?” He grimaced.

she muttered. “If you manage to pass the test after the month is up, I’ll give you a

event that he actually chose to be with her from then on, she would come clean about

look forward to how exactly he was going to deal

one month, you’ll give in to

affirmed with a

me hold back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against

was being perfectly

she was pregnant and couldn’t share a room

Hehe!

a shower,” he told

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

go into the house while she let out a sigh of

could just act like she knew nothing

Wynnie a call. “Samuel and I won’t be going

see Nicolette

not it,” Kathleen immediately

Kathleen?” Samuel piped

“Coming,” she answered.

heard that exchange, she could tell that it

said with a grin. “You both should rest

that, she hung

phone down and went to pass Samuel a

door to take it from her,

well-built, and he could even beat that of the models in fashion magazines.

unique about him that most people

Kathleen wasn’t really the type to open up to

only experience that she had

so red that she looked like a tomato. She

were exactly what

had yet to be tainted

around. Even the tips of her ears felt

from behind. He lowered his head and nibbled on her ear with his icy, thin lips. “It’s been

ran through her

the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still

took time for wounds

she needed

she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as

was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s

way she would be able to head back

took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on.

being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent.

I nice to other than you?” He felt like

you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear

pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can

That left Kathleen startled.

give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said

he was quite reluctant to let

long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as

month,” Samuel proposed in a

a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you

he questioned. There was

If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a

chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as

give it to me or not?”

his hand against her outstretched one. “I

it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit

He nodded his

for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone

trick you,” he

trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with

hearing that,

I’ve never even done that before. Is she

“Got it,” he agreed.

did she feel

was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t

I going to do if he really is just trying to