Divorce Anxiety

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

do you want to go?” asked

back to the condominium,” said Kathleen

on.” He proceeded to walk out of the hotel with her hand

on

the same pair of simple

gotten them matching ones, but he

most couple-themed products with

saw it, they were nothing but childish things that only young girls would be

a young girl herself,

changing into their slippers, Samuel pressed her against the wall and kissed

was even more intense than the kiss they had shared back in the

she fiercely uttered, “You’re not allowed to get

“Why?” He grimaced.

she muttered. “If you manage to pass the test after the month is up, I’ll

with her from then on,

how exactly he was going to

give in to me?” he questioned

right,” she affirmed

making me hold back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against her delicate chin, and he stared into her eyes with a devilish

know.” Kathleen was

she figured that once she told him that she was pregnant and couldn’t share a room with him, he wouldn’t be able

Hehe!

going to take a

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

go into the house while she let out a sigh

could just act like she knew nothing about him and

to give Wynnie a call. “Samuel and I won’t be going back tonight,

arched a brow. “Has he gone to see Nicolette again? He’s using you as his cover,

not it,” Kathleen

me a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped up with his

“Coming,” she answered.

that exchange, she could

a

she

down and went to pass Samuel a

to take it from her, he was

the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still looked slender; when undressed, though, his muscles were perfectly

about him that most people

wasn’t really

that she had was with

made her cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that she looked like a tomato. She was so naive that it

innocence of hers were exactly what he

be tainted by

around. Even the tips of her ears

behind. He lowered his head and nibbled on her

shiver ran through her body. “You promised me,

wound that he had left behind, she

took time for wounds

needed was

Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He

point, she was bawling her eyes out

was no way she would be able to head back in

took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into

stay indifferent. Quit trying to

nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s

can live happily from now on. If not,

There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me

That left Kathleen startled.

me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her

was quite reluctant to

“I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a

Samuel proposed

“I can give you

he questioned. There was a smile on

are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the

as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather

it to me

against her outstretched one. “I

tomorrow,” she

nodded his

be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage

he

she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get

hearing that,

even done that before. Is she talking

“Got it,” he agreed.

then did

still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions

do if he really is