Divorce Anxiety

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

where do you want to go?” asked

condominium,” said Kathleen

walk out

returned to the condominium, Kathleen put on a pair of indoor slippers

the same pair of

gotten them matching ones, but he had only complained

viewed most couple-themed products

but childish things that

fact that Kathleen was a young

changing into their slippers, Samuel pressed her against

the kiss

terror. Her dainty fist pounded on his chest as she fiercely uttered, “You’re not allowed to get

“Why?” He grimaced.

to pass the test after the month is up, I’ll give you

her from then on, she would come clean about

simply look forward to how exactly he was going

after one month, you’ll give in to me?” he questioned while

she affirmed

know what the consequences of making me hold back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against her delicate chin, and he stared into her

know.” Kathleen was being

that she was pregnant and couldn’t share a room with him, he wouldn’t be

Hehe!

to take a shower,” he

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

while she let out a sigh of

could just act

Wynnie a call. “Samuel

Nicolette again? He’s using you as

it,” Kathleen

a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped up with his deep

“Coming,” she answered.

that exchange, she could tell that it was

a

she hung

her phone down and

the door to take it from her,

even beat that of the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still looked slender; when undressed, though, his muscles were perfectly

had something unique about him that

Kathleen wasn’t really the type to

experience that she had was with Samuel

that, seeing him so exposed made her cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that she

purity and innocence of hers were

yet to be tainted by the

the tips of her ears

himself and approached her from behind. He lowered his head and nibbled on her ear with his

shiver ran through her body. “You

the fresh wound that he had left behind,

time for wounds

she needed was

coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her

she was bawling her eyes out in

would be able to head back in

covered her with it before

nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to

you?” He

I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then,

to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me

That left Kathleen startled.

me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while

was quite reluctant

pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as

month,” Samuel proposed in a

replied, “I can give you that

they?” he questioned. There was a smile

on each other after a month,

response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I

going to give it to me or not?”

slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I

it by tomorrow,” she

He nodded

hope you’re not doing this

you,” he promised

gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get

hearing that, Samuel

intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about

“Got it,” he agreed.

did she feel

still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what

do if he really is