Divorce Anxiety

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can’t give me that, then stop trying to get yourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes me hesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterward shatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I’m begging you.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably.

The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable.

Kathleen was well aware of how much she loved Samuel.

It wasn’t just a matter of time. Rather, he had become a permanent part of her life.

Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life just like that.

Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.

It took time for wounds to heal, after all.

What she needed was time.

What she didn’t need was Samuel coming back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experience heart-wrenching torment once again.

At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel’s arms.

There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.

Samuel took off his suit and covered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don’t cry.”

“Stop being so nice to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed.

“Who else am I nice to other than you?” He felt like he was at his wit’s end.

“Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you’re willing to be one, we can live happily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separate ways in the future.”

He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?”

That left Kathleen startled.

“Just give me some time to straighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face.

Truthfully speaking, he was quite reluctant to let her go.

“How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long as a year, either.”

“One month,” Samuel proposed in a deep voice.

After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much, but I have my own demands.”

“What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face.

“Give me a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung up on each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a backup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.

He chuckled in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather cunning.”

“Are you going to give it to me or not?” she complained.

Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “I will.”

“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.

“Sure.” He nodded his head.

Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage of me.”

“I won’t trick you,” he promised while staring at her.

“Also…” Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette ever again.”

Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.

Get intimate with her? I’ve never even done that before. Is she talking about physical contact?

“Got it,” he agreed.

Only then did she feel better.

Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions were.

What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?

“Let’s go back,” Samuel suggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.

“Shouldn’t we tell Dad?” Kathleen protested softly.

Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn’t completely regained her composure.

On top of that, she hadn’t forgotten her manners either.

“Don’t worry about it.” He simply brushed the matter off.

“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.

do you want to go?” asked Samuel in

back to the condominium,” said Kathleen after a

to walk out of the

put on a

had used the same pair of

matching ones, but he had only complained about

fact, Samuel viewed most couple-themed products

he saw it, they were nothing but childish things that only

fact that Kathleen was a young girl herself, not to mention a soft and gentle

into their slippers, Samuel pressed

than the kiss they had shared

with terror. Her dainty fist pounded on his chest as she fiercely uttered, “You’re not

“Why?” He grimaced.

the test after the

her from then on, she would come clean about the

to how exactly he

give in to me?” he

affirmed

know what the consequences of making me hold back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed against her delicate chin, and

was being perfectly

pregnant and couldn’t share a room

Hehe!

going to take a shower,”

Kathleen nodded. “Okay.”

go into the house while

to stay with her, then she could just act like

give Wynnie a call. “Samuel and I won’t

“Has he gone to see Nicolette again? He’s using you

not it,”

me a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped up with his deep

“Coming,” she answered.

heard that exchange, she could tell that it was Samuel’s

with a grin. “You

that, she hung

placed her phone down and

to take it from her, he was

he could even beat that of the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still looked slender; when undressed, though, his

had something unique about him that

a rather conservative woman, Kathleen wasn’t really the type to open up

she had was with Samuel

cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that she looked like a

were exactly what he liked

be tainted

turned around. Even the tips of her

from behind. He lowered his head and nibbled on her

ran through her

fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved

took time for wounds to heal,

needed

back to reopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was

bawling her eyes out

she would be able to head back in that

her with it before pulling her into his

to me. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to

other than you?” He felt like he

to be one, we can live

was slight hoarseness to his voice as he asked, “Can you give me a bit of

That left Kathleen startled.

straighten everything out,” he said while caressing

was quite reluctant to

Her lips were pursed together. “I can’t keep dragging things out with you, Samuel. There’s no way I can wait as long

month,” Samuel proposed in a deep

contemplation, she replied, “I can give you

he questioned. There was a

each other after a month, I’ll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have a

in response. “Sometimes, I feel like you’re as innocent as a baby. Other times, I find you rather

you going to give it to me or

slapped his hand against

it by tomorrow,”

He nodded

“This is really going to be the last chance I give you, Samuel. I hope you’re not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I’m soft-hearted, but I would never let anyone take advantage

he promised

“You’re not allowed to get intimate with Nicolette

that, Samuel

even done that

“Got it,” he agreed.

then did

she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn’t tell what Samuel’s true intentions

he