Divorce Anxiety

Christopher was offended by Kathleen’s distrust of him.

However, he knew that he could not force her to trust him as well.

It was his incapability that prevented her from believing him wholeheartedly.

However, she had an indescribable trust toward Samuel, be it good or bad.

Her understanding of Samuel was deeply engraved in her.

“Rest well. I’m going to make a move first.” Christopher got up to leave.

Kathleen sighed.

Samuel stared at her with his dark eyes as he asked. “Should I be happy?”

Kathleen stared back at him. “Happy about what?”

“Happy that you trust me more than Christopher.” Samuel raised a brow.

Kathleen snorted coldly, “What’s there to be happy about? Do you think it’s something that you should be proud of?”

Samuel’s brows furrowed.

“You think that I treat you differently compared to others but you don’t know that these were my sufferings back then.” Kathleen’s voice was soft and hoarse. “Because I know you too well, that’s why I can read all your minor expressions. I’ve learned how to observe your expressions, afraid that you’ll dislike me if I don’t. I’ve been trying to play my role as that perfect wife but we still ended up with divorce.”

Samuel’s face darkened.

“I was constantly wondering. Must it always be like this?” Kathleen was frowning. “Must I understand you so well and please you so much? There was a voice in my head back then, telling me that you’ll fall in love with me if I try harder. Maye if I just wait for a bit longer, then you’ll notice how good I am. But all my hard work was wasted once Nicolette was back.”

Samuel’s voice was slightly hoarse. “I…”

“I’m not reprimanding you by saying it all out, Samuel.” Kathleen took a deep breath. “It’s just that I realized that you won’t care about that person no matter how much she loves you because you don’t love her. Likewise, it’s because you don’t love me, that’s why you tend to ignore whatever I do. Isn’t that right?”

Samuel was silent.

me, Samuel?” Kathleen was biting her red lips. “Aside from those shallow

don’t know.” Samuel spoke hoarsely.

I rejected Christopher not because he wasn’t as good as you but because I just wanted to simplify things. I didn’t return for the Morris family, the Corbyn family, or whatever. I just wanted

“Is it perhaps that I’m one of

but nod. “You sure are. I initially thought that we’ll just become strangers when we meet again. But little did I expect you to cling to

not

a part of

She nodded slowly.

Heh!

smiled coldly. “The truth always hurts

Kathleen pursed her lips.

caressed them. “But what should I do? I think I’m feeling down but I

Kathleen was frowning.

took your love for granted. I knew that you’d always be waiting for me no matter how many times I left.” Samuel’s voice was low. “Now, I’m not afraid to leave too because

She could not believe that those

was overflowing with ferocity. The air surrounding them turned

Kathleen shivered a bit.

vanished in a

about this.” Samuel put down his hand. “We’ve agreed on being

Kathleen pursed her lips.

his cold yet charming face. “But I must say, you made the right choice. It’s

said, “But that’s if you

it can

it hard? What if

from doing

Kathleen paused.

That’s true.

not do anything once the land deed was given to Samuel, he would not collaborate

Christopher returned home.

him. “How’s

all right,” Christopher

you in the