Divorce decree
I get out of my car and slowly walk towards the mansion. My hands were trembling and my body was sweaty.

I still couldn’t believe that it was done. That I was finally divorced from him. The proof of that was currently in my handbag. I was here to bring the final papers to him and to pick Noah up.

Entering the house, I follow the sounds of hushed voices but stop in my tracks when I near the kitchen.

Right now I could hear them clearly and what I heard encased my soul in ice.

“I still don’t understand why you can’t live with me and mommy?” Noah asks his father.

My shaking hands go to my chest. My heart breaking at the sadness in his voice. I would do anything for him, but this divorce was inevitable.

Our marriage had been a mistake. Everything about us was a mistake. It just took me a while to see the truth.

“You know why Noah, you mother and I are no longer together” His voice is soft as he replies.

It’s weird really. That during the duration of our marriage he has never once spoken to me softly. It was always cold. Always flat and devoid of any emotion

“But why?”

“These things just happen” he mumbles.

I can imagine his face frowning. As he tries to make Noah understand so that he doesn’t ask any more questions. But Noah is my son. Curiosity and inquisition is in his blood.

“Don’t you love her?”

My breath gets caught at the simple heartfelt question. I take a step back and lean against the wall. Heart racing, I wait in anticipation for his answer.

I knew his answer. I’ve always known what it is. Everyone with the exception of Noah probably knows that damn answer.

The truth is he doesn’t love me. Never had and never will. That was as clear as day. Knowing this, I still wanted to hear his reply. Would he tell our son the truth or lie to him?

He clears his throat, obviously stalling. “Noah…”

do you love mommy or not?” Noah asks

in defeat. “I love her for giving me you” he finally

a placation not

still hurts. I feel my heart breaking all over again. I don’t know why a small part of me had hoped that his

married or when I gave birth to Noah, nor after in the years

back through the entire duration of our marriage. I gave him my all

of two, there were three of us in our marriage. Him, me and

I rub them way. I was tired

anyone ever told you it’s rude

the silent space. Interrupting my thoughts in the process.

near the kitchen counter. My

grey eyes pins me

life. His good looks are

give them

mommy” Noah places his half eaten sandwich down and jumps down from the counter. He

my love” I kiss his forehead before he steps away from me

This used to be my home, but now I feel out of place

though, I never

in mind. This was HER dream house, everything down to the color

he wasn’t planning on letting her go. That he wouldn’t

he asks in annoyance and stares at his watch.

degree today and I thought I could bring you the copy while I pick

time he looks at me like this, a piece of me breaks. I’ve

he has broken my heart and shattered my soul. I continued

married I thought I would finally get love. The love I’ve been craving since I was a child. I was wrong. Marriage turned to be a nightmare. I was always fighting with

chest. Trying to ease the pain that was encased

hurts even though we’ve

to discuss something” Rowan says through clenched teeth, the

us for

he commands

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