Ex-Husband's Regret

Vicious Ava
Rowan.

I see the moment she shuts her emotions down. The moment the warm look she had just a few

seconds ago turns cold. Which leaves me cold.

“What are you doing here?” Ava asks her voice monotonous as I push my way into her house.

It’s like she was talking to a stranger. Like I was nothing but a speck of dust and nothing more. I stare at her unable to come up with anything. I’ve lived with this woman for almost a decade and

yet right now I can’t find the right words.

I look at her hand still in a sling. I came to check up on her and also to pick Noah. It was the

weekend so it was my time with him.

Remembering the man that I saw leaving, my brows furrow. He must be who the smile was for.

That little piece of realization makes my jaw clench.

“What was he doing here?” I ask instead of answering while trying to hide the unreasonable anger

I was feeling.

I get the guy is an officer and that he saved her life but he was crossing a line. I didn’t fucking like

him and I didn’t want him anywhere near Ava.

“That’s none of your business” she retorts.

“It is my business when you’re entertaining.men this early in the morning with my son in the house….did he sleep over? Is that why I saw him leaving?”

The thought of that leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. The last thing I want is for her to be exposing Noah to men months after we separated. It wouldn’t leave a good impression on the type

of woman she is.

She gives a humorless laugh, pulling me back to the present.

“It’s not any of your fucking business…do you see me meddling in your life while you’re busy entertaining Emma? And isn’t it hypocritical of you to stand there judging me?”

I glare at her. “Emma is different”

“How so?” she first feigns puzzlement and then her face lights up as if she figured out something. but I know it’s mockery. “Oh, I forgot she’s the love of your fucking life”

I grind my teeth She was starting to piss me off. What the hell was wrong with her? It’s like she

has something against me.

“I’ll never do anything that would affect Noah but I’m a single woman and I will have whoever!

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to start dating I’m not planning to

clench into fists at the last part. For some reason heat starts rising up in my core making me want to hit something

and calm myself. I follow the sounds of pans banging while

here. It looked different from the house

from those thoughts and continue walking. I

had hoped you would leave. In case

that everything out of her mouth these past few days is nothing but

the weekend Ava, I came for

awake yet and you could have done what you always do Honk

come in”

She frowns at me and opens her mouth to speak I was sure she was about to say something that would probably piss me off

can wait for him while

frowns deepens, and she fists the dish towel in

talk about As long as we follow the terms

sigh Why was she so stubborn and difficult all of a sudden? It was getting on my fucking nerves Where the fuck was the

you wanted? For me to be

my nose in frustration “I’m not the one

house. It seems all she wants to do is light. I wasnt in the fucking mood. Not when I was supposed to meet

mean you didn’t want it and look, it came at the perfect time, just when Empia comes back to town Now you can be

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subject but I never lied to her. Never

it wasn’t for the mistake nine years ago, then she is the one

me to say? You know I never

did it? Gosh I hate you. I don’t know what I saw in you to begin with. I don’t know why I wasted so much of

grind my teeth at her words. Her words angering me. Yes we did sleep together during our marriage but it was just to scratch an itch. I took vows and despite the fact

to talk about the past, I’m here to talk about Noah” I say changing the

draining going round and round. I needed to say what

or did something

name gets her attentions. She doesn’t fire back.

Uncapping it using one hand, she pops

and swallows.

I realize it’s

the arm?” I

Rowan… we both know you don’t care about me so

concern” she

and all but yell.

just stating the truth. Are you going to talk? If

Noah is wakes up”

goes to leave but I clump my hand around her uninjured hand.

me!” she

Is this how she was going to behave from now on? Are we forever going to be at

preferred Emma. Why I fell in love with her” I

eyes growing colder

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I won’t have you insulting me and comparing me

behaviors go give them to the love of