Ex-Husband's Regret

I don’t like her
Rowan.

I stare at my hands. My mom speaks softly to me. “I’m sorry Ro, but he refuses to come to talk to

you”

I’ve never been this hurt. Not even when Emma broke up with me and left. Noah is angry with me

and has refused to answer my calls. Ava was right, Noah should come first and yet I let him down.

I’d decided to take Emma out on my yacht. It was to afford us privacy to talk. She wasn’t very happy after she learned that I had left her to rush to Ava’s side. It was my way of making it up to her. Unfortunately I’d lost complete track of time and my phone’s battery died.

I’ve never seen Ava angry, and yesterday she took me by surprise. The fact that she stood up for Noah and called me out on my behavior left me feeling sort of proud of her. She had a back bone.

after all. It was nice to see that.

“Rowan?” my mom calls out. “I’m going to hang up now”

“No, please bring him to the phone. I want to apologize to him”

Never has Noah ever refused to talk to me. It was crushing me to know that I had let him down. That I had broken my promise to him.

Mom sighs. “You hurt him, Rowan. He was so excited yesterday. He was looking forward to you hearing all his accomplishments.

He cried while he was talking to Ava after the meeting. Noah never cries and yet you managed to bring forth tears from him”

I stare at the wall feeling like the worst scum of the world. I didn’t have a fucking excuse. I should have been in school like I had promised. Instead I was enticing Emma into forgiving me yet again.

“I know that…I heave a breath out, feeling defeated.

“Do you? You’re not the one who had to watch him cry and console him. I’m happy that Emma is back so you can stop hurting and I understand you two are trying to work things out but that doesn’t mean you neglect your responsibilities. You have a son Rowan, he should always come first

“You don’t have to tell me that, Ava already chewed my ear off yesterday” I ran my hand through

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“As she should. She’s a mother and we mothers will do anything for our child even if it means going up against their dad” she finishes, shocking me completely.

Never and I mean never has my mother ever taken Ava’s side. If there was someone who was

against Ava from the start, it’s my mother.

“I get it, but can you please try and coerce him into talking to me?” I beg her, something I’m not

used to.

I stay on the phone. Minutes pass and I almost hang up in

Noah’s soft

it to your school yesterday. I got held up somewhere and lost track

off before I can finish

you didn’t go to my teacher’s meeting” his words catch

tell

your mother?” I ask trying to force the

didn’t tell me anything” I hear a change

“What do you mean?”

What was she doing there at night if she’s not your girlfriend? I asked mommy and she told me that I should talk about it with you” he answers leaving me

been to my home twice, I didn’t know that during one of those times, Noah had seen het 1

“Buddy

I will never accept

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the hell did I think that Noah would accept her? He was loyal

he loves her

mother?” maybe he just had a problem with Emma

he just feels like

mommy’s sister, that’s just wrong dad” he says as a

same dislike Ava has for Emma?

Emma? I wouldn’t be

Emma and I expect you to treat her with respect. One day

You’ll have to get used to seeing her

was growing inside him.

going anywhere.

shouts defiantly

“Noah…”

her then fine but just know I will never accept

kind of mother to me.” He

but it’s switched off.

anyone, but for some reason he hates

doesn’t even know. 3

like I’ve just made everything worse. That he was now even more pissed at

opens and Emma walks in smiling. I had given her a key a few weeks

were finally together after such a long fucking

into place and yet the opposite seemed