Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 54

The Howell’s
It was almost noon when I wake up. At first I thought that everything was as it was supposed to

be, but then everything comes crashing down on me. It wasn’t a bad dream like I had thought.

Ethan had really betrayed me.

I feel my tears well up. I cried myself to sleep yesterday and I was just so damn tired of crying. I

went to bed wishing that it would all change when I woke up. Praying for a miracle, but here I am.

Nothing’s changed. What I wanted to be nothing but a nightmare, was now my reality.

I slowly get out of bed. I had no energy to do anything, but I also knew I couldn’t sleep and wallow

in bed all day.

I take a long shower hoping it will make things better. It doesn’t. I don’t think anything can make

everything that happened better.

After dressing in a t–shirt and some yoga pants, I go to the kitchen for something to eat. I was just

taking out some eggs when my doorbell rang. I heave a sigh of defeat. I wasn’t in the mood to see

anyone. I just wanted to be left alone.

“Hi” Letty says with a small smile when I open the door.

She looks as tired and worn as I am. Hers is probably more physical unlike mine which is both

physical and psychological.

“Hi Letty” I stand awkwardly at the door.

I didn’t want to be rude but I also didn’t want anyone near me or around me. Like I said, I wanted to

be left alone to come to terms with all that I learned yesterday.

“I know you probably don’t to see anyone right now, but can I please come in?” she pleads.

It still surprises me how well we’ve come to know each other. It’s like we’ve known each other for

years, instead of months.

I let out a breath. “Yeah sure”

It as she walks in that I notice she has a couple of boxes with her.

“Food” she says and I nod.

really didn’t feel like cooking even

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down on the big sofa, Letty joins me and

boxes of food.

as we eat. Both of us seemingly lost in

can’t be easy for you” she

eating.

I was okay. Just to get her off

most of the time than to face

I push it away. I needed to

drowning.

isn’t” I begin. “I’m still having a hard time accepting that Ethan isn’t the man

that the people I thought were my

of the two was harder to accept. I keep asking myself if

If life would have been great had I been

me from ever meeting Rowan, but then

think of how things would be different had I not met

I would do everything all over again if it meant having my

miss him. Now more than ever I wish Noah

anchor.

begin to imagine all you must be feeling. I don’t even know

pulling me back from

look at her and smile a little. She really wasn’t good at comforting someone or making them

I don’t mind that though. Her realness was better than someone

feel.

time. Not to mention that it hurts.

that I’d finally gotten

into anything, it gets ripped away from me” I blink away the tears, not

man that

Rowan for using me

for playing me and still using me for sex

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come out as rude but I’m gonna hit

the whole time, then I would have put a stop to

you talking

I put this out without hurting you further you went into a relationship with Ethan wanting someone

on someone else. You can’t think that a

Rowan and you

don’t get to say anything before

I never saw it until now. You think when you find the man that will love you then everything will fall into place. The only person who can fill that hole in your heart is you You

back of the couch

at her feeling a bit attacked and

“Am 17”

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