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We didn’t talk after that. Lunch was downright awkward as we both ate silently. My mind was
reeling from his apology. I don’t know what he was expecting from me, but I sure hope it was not
forgiveness. Not now at least.
After finishing our lunch he took me back home. The drive was also quiet. Both of us lost in our
own thoughts. I just didn’t know how to take him in. Didn’t know what to do with this new version
of him. It was all so new and strange to say the least.
“Thank you” I tell him once we reach my home. “For being with me at the appointment and for the
lunch” 1
“It was no problem” he tries to smile but it doesn’t reach his eyes.
I nod and begin to get out. He stops me by grabbing my ha
“I want you to let me know anytime you have appointments” he tells me, his eyes staring deep
into mine. 1
I stare at him once again, unable to understand what the hell was going on in his damn mind.
“Why the hell would I do that?” I ask in confusion, pulling my hand from his.
His touch was suddenly too much. It felt like it was burning.
“Because I want to be there for you” he simply replies.
“And again I ask you, why? You weren’t there during when I was pregnant with Noah, but now you
want to attend appointments for a baby that isn’t yours? Do you know how crazy that looks?
He was confusing me. I didn’t like to be confused. I didn’t like to be unsure. I didn’t like that he
was behaving out of character.
Besides, I didn’t want any trouble with Emma. That would surely come if she ever finds out that
Rowan is coming to my appointments.
“I just want to be there, is that so hard for you to believe?”
“As a matter of fact, yes. Let’s be honest, Rowan. You’ve never cared much for me.” I sigh. “That’s
actually an understatement because you downright hated me so of course this sudden show of
concern is unbelievable”
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He doesn’t say anything for a while. Just continues staring at me in that intense way. When he continues to do it, I start fidgeting. Feeling uncomfortable with his piercing eyes directed at me.
“Just let me know because either way, I’ll find out and I’ll show up just like today” he finally speaks
“Have you thought how this will impact your relationship with Emma and how she would feel?”
a defence, but right now
reason.
matter right now” he growls, his eyes turning
a first. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would ever hear him saying that Emma
has gotten into you?” I ask him, puzzled. “Do you hear yourself? How can you say she doesn’t matter when you’ve been in love with
them all in. Every word out of his mouth was trying to rewrite the reality
nose flaring at the reminder of his more than a decade long love for
he all but snarls at
guess Emma was still a touchy subject. It didn’t faze me though. I knew sooner or later they would be back together. Emma isn’t one to
or stay mad
push the car door open and get out. I walk around
towards my house.
stops me,
what I said, Ava. I will be at all
not”
his car and leaves. I stare for a while before
being forceful and it was starting to get on my damn
how he was?
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almost to my door when the sight of a man catches my attention He was watering the
my eyes on him. Our gaze collide and I hold my breath. I guess he
in. It’s the fact that he looked really familiar. I just couldn’t place
myself from those thoughts, I give him a small smile and walk into my
you’re home” Noah screams the moment
was in the afternoon, I had asked his nanny to pick him up from school. She wasn’t a live in nanny. She only came on those
I ask as I set down
everything in my
baby boy is a math genius” I tease him,
he drags the word.
and I am so
me a mischievous smile and I just
play video games then
just knew it. He has been
but only for an
over and over again making me smile in
Maria. You’re free to leave” I tell our nanny as I walk into
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. Now go”
at me before taking her things. Fifteen minutes later
on her
alone. I had nothing to occupy
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dinner
where are
a smile to my
kitchen” I
and I am surprised to
at the same time” Letty
stood up for me against Anita. She has immediately liked
doing here?” I ask
and I thought to myself, she’s ready. I’ve always wanted
to shut her off. Instead I
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