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We didn’t talk after that. Lunch was downright awkward as we both ate silently. My mind was
reeling from his apology. I don’t know what he was expecting from me, but I sure hope it was not
forgiveness. Not now at least.
After finishing our lunch he took me back home. The drive was also quiet. Both of us lost in our
own thoughts. I just didn’t know how to take him in. Didn’t know what to do with this new version
of him. It was all so new and strange to say the least.
“Thank you” I tell him once we reach my home. “For being with me at the appointment and for the
lunch” 1
“It was no problem” he tries to smile but it doesn’t reach his eyes.
I nod and begin to get out. He stops me by grabbing my ha
“I want you to let me know anytime you have appointments” he tells me, his eyes staring deep
into mine. 1
I stare at him once again, unable to understand what the hell was going on in his damn mind.
“Why the hell would I do that?” I ask in confusion, pulling my hand from his.
His touch was suddenly too much. It felt like it was burning.
“Because I want to be there for you” he simply replies.
“And again I ask you, why? You weren’t there during when I was pregnant with Noah, but now you
want to attend appointments for a baby that isn’t yours? Do you know how crazy that looks?
He was confusing me. I didn’t like to be confused. I didn’t like to be unsure. I didn’t like that he
was behaving out of character.
Besides, I didn’t want any trouble with Emma. That would surely come if she ever finds out that
Rowan is coming to my appointments.
“I just want to be there, is that so hard for you to believe?”
“As a matter of fact, yes. Let’s be honest, Rowan. You’ve never cared much for me.” I sigh. “That’s
actually an understatement because you downright hated me so of course this sudden show of
concern is unbelievable”
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He doesn’t say anything for a while. Just continues staring at me in that intense way. When he continues to do it, I start fidgeting. Feeling uncomfortable with his piercing eyes directed at me.
“Just let me know because either way, I’ll find out and I’ll show up just like today” he finally speaks
“Have you thought how this will impact your relationship with Emma and how she would feel?”
right now she was my best chance at making him
reason.
now” he
with my mouth hanging open. This was definitely a first. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would
“Do you hear yourself? How can you say she doesn’t matter when you’ve been in love
surprise punches just kept coming. I didn’t even have time to take them all in. Every word out of his mouth was trying to rewrite the
his jaw. His nose flaring at the reminder of his more than a decade long
he all but snarls
later they would be back together. Emma
resist her or stay
I’ve said all I need to say, I push the car door open and get out. I walk
towards my house.
me, making me
Ava. I will be at all your appointments, whether you tell me
not”
his car and leaves. I stare for a while
and it was starting to get on my damn mind. Why couldn’t he just
how he was?
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was almost to my door when the sight of
collide and I hold my breath. I guess he was our
draws me in. It’s the fact that he looked
thoughts, I give him a small smile and
screams the moment I
asked his nanny to pick him up from school. She wasn’t a live in nanny. She only came on those days
ask
scored everything in
good. My baby boy is a math genius” I
he drags the
and I am
me a mischievous smile and I just know he got me right
video games then since
knew it. He has been
sigh. “Fine, but only for
rushes up the stairs screaming thank you over and over again making me smile in the
I tell our nanny
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. Now go”
me before taking her things. Fifteen minutes later she’s gone
on her to
in his room. I was alone. I had
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contemplating starting dinner early when
where are
voice brings a smile to my
kitchen”
later, she walks into the room and I
who I found. We got here at the same time”
for me against Anita. She has immediately liked her, reasoning that anyone who stood
doing here?” I
myself, she’s ready. I’ve always wanted to be your
me that was sceptical. It wanted to shut her off. Instead I push it back. It was time I stopped pushing people
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