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We didn’t talk after that. Lunch was downright awkward as we both ate silently. My mind was
reeling from his apology. I don’t know what he was expecting from me, but I sure hope it was not
forgiveness. Not now at least.
After finishing our lunch he took me back home. The drive was also quiet. Both of us lost in our
own thoughts. I just didn’t know how to take him in. Didn’t know what to do with this new version
of him. It was all so new and strange to say the least.
“Thank you” I tell him once we reach my home. “For being with me at the appointment and for the
lunch” 1
“It was no problem” he tries to smile but it doesn’t reach his eyes.
I nod and begin to get out. He stops me by grabbing my ha
“I want you to let me know anytime you have appointments” he tells me, his eyes staring deep
into mine. 1
I stare at him once again, unable to understand what the hell was going on in his damn mind.
“Why the hell would I do that?” I ask in confusion, pulling my hand from his.
His touch was suddenly too much. It felt like it was burning.
“Because I want to be there for you” he simply replies.
“And again I ask you, why? You weren’t there during when I was pregnant with Noah, but now you
want to attend appointments for a baby that isn’t yours? Do you know how crazy that looks?
He was confusing me. I didn’t like to be confused. I didn’t like to be unsure. I didn’t like that he
was behaving out of character.
Besides, I didn’t want any trouble with Emma. That would surely come if she ever finds out that
Rowan is coming to my appointments.
“I just want to be there, is that so hard for you to believe?”
“As a matter of fact, yes. Let’s be honest, Rowan. You’ve never cared much for me.” I sigh. “That’s
actually an understatement because you downright hated me so of course this sudden show of
concern is unbelievable”
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He doesn’t say anything for a while. Just continues staring at me in that intense way. When he continues to do it, I start fidgeting. Feeling uncomfortable with his piercing eyes directed at me.
“Just let me know because either way, I’ll find out and I’ll show up just like today” he finally speaks
“Have you thought how this will impact your relationship with Emma and how she would feel?”
using Emma as a defence, but right now she was
reason.
fucking matter right now” he growls, his
definitely a first. Never in my wildest dreams
you hear yourself? How can you
in. Every word out of his mouth was trying to rewrite the reality I was
at the reminder
all but
guess Emma was still a touchy subject. It didn’t faze me though. I knew sooner or later they would be back together. Emma isn’t one to give up on what
or stay mad
I’ve said all I need to say, I push the car door open and get out. I walk around the
towards my house.
voice stops me, making
be at all your appointments,
not”
fires his car and leaves. I stare for a while
get on my damn mind. Why couldn’t
how he was?
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my door when the sight of a man catches my attention He was watering the
eyes on him. Our gaze collide and I hold
fact that he
give him a small smile and walk into
you’re home” Noah screams the
up from school. She wasn’t a live in nanny. She only came on those days I was
was school?” I ask as I set down my
scored everything
baby boy is a math
the word.
and I am so proud
a mischievous smile and I just know he
games then since
just knew it. He
but only
the stairs screaming thank you over and over again making me smile in the
free to leave” I tell our nanny as I walk
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. Now go”
Fifteen minutes later she’s
her
I had
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contemplating starting dinner early when my front
where
a
the kitchen” I shout
I am surprised to see Corrine following
the same time” Letty says sitting at the
how Corrine stood up for me against Anita. She has immediately liked her, reasoning that anyone who stood up for me
are you doing here?”
at the restaurant and I thought to myself, she’s ready.
of me that was sceptical. It wanted to shut her off. Instead
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