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We didn’t talk after that. Lunch was downright awkward as we both ate silently. My mind was
reeling from his apology. I don’t know what he was expecting from me, but I sure hope it was not
forgiveness. Not now at least.
After finishing our lunch he took me back home. The drive was also quiet. Both of us lost in our
own thoughts. I just didn’t know how to take him in. Didn’t know what to do with this new version
of him. It was all so new and strange to say the least.
“Thank you” I tell him once we reach my home. “For being with me at the appointment and for the
lunch” 1
“It was no problem” he tries to smile but it doesn’t reach his eyes.
I nod and begin to get out. He stops me by grabbing my ha
“I want you to let me know anytime you have appointments” he tells me, his eyes staring deep
into mine. 1
I stare at him once again, unable to understand what the hell was going on in his damn mind.
“Why the hell would I do that?” I ask in confusion, pulling my hand from his.
His touch was suddenly too much. It felt like it was burning.
“Because I want to be there for you” he simply replies.
“And again I ask you, why? You weren’t there during when I was pregnant with Noah, but now you
want to attend appointments for a baby that isn’t yours? Do you know how crazy that looks?
He was confusing me. I didn’t like to be confused. I didn’t like to be unsure. I didn’t like that he
was behaving out of character.
Besides, I didn’t want any trouble with Emma. That would surely come if she ever finds out that
Rowan is coming to my appointments.
“I just want to be there, is that so hard for you to believe?”
“As a matter of fact, yes. Let’s be honest, Rowan. You’ve never cared much for me.” I sigh. “That’s
actually an understatement because you downright hated me so of course this sudden show of
concern is unbelievable”
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He doesn’t say anything for a while. Just continues staring at me in that intense way. When he continues to do it, I start fidgeting. Feeling uncomfortable with his piercing eyes directed at me.
“Just let me know because either way, I’ll find out and I’ll show up just like today” he finally speaks
“Have you thought how this will impact your relationship with Emma and how she would feel?”
I was using Emma as a defence, but right now she was my best chance at
reason.
matter right now” he growls,
my mouth hanging open. This was definitely a first. Never in my
into you?” I ask him, puzzled. “Do you hear yourself? How can you say she doesn’t matter when you’ve been
surprise punches just kept coming. I didn’t even have time to take them all in. Every word out of his mouth was trying to rewrite the
flaring at the reminder of his
all
they would be back together. Emma isn’t one
her or stay mad at her
to say, I push the car door open and get
towards my house.
voice stops me, making me
will be at all your appointments, whether
not”
and leaves. I
it was starting to get on my damn mind. Why couldn’t he just
how he was?
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to my door when the sight of a man catches my attention He was watering
as if feeling my eyes on him. Our gaze collide
hot, but that’s not what draws me in. It’s the fact that he looked really familiar. I just
from those thoughts, I give him
you’re home” Noah screams the moment I walk
his nanny to pick him up from school. She wasn’t a live in nanny. She only came on those days I was held up with one thing or
how was school?” I ask as I
I scored everything
math genius” I tease him,
he drags the
and I am so
mischievous smile and I just know
play video games then since I’m a
He has been battering
sigh. “Fine, but only
rushes up the stairs screaming thank you over and over again making me smile in the
leave” I tell our nanny as I
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. Now go”
smiles at me before taking her things. Fifteen minutes later she’s
on her
I was alone. I had nothing to occupy my mind and
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just contemplating starting dinner early when my
where
brings a
the kitchen” I shout
room and I am surprised to see
I found. We got here at the same time”
against Anita. She has immediately liked her, reasoning that anyone who stood up
you doing here?” I ask
I thought to myself, she’s ready. I’ve always
me that was sceptical. It wanted to shut her off. Instead I push it back. It was time I stopped
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