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We didn’t talk after that. Lunch was downright awkward as we both ate silently. My mind was

reeling from his apology. I don’t know what he was expecting from me, but I sure hope it was not

forgiveness. Not now at least.

After finishing our lunch he took me back home. The drive was also quiet. Both of us lost in our

own thoughts. I just didn’t know how to take him in. Didn’t know what to do with this new version

of him. It was all so new and strange to say the least.

“Thank you” I tell him once we reach my home. “For being with me at the appointment and for the

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“It was no problem” he tries to smile but it doesn’t reach his eyes.

I nod and begin to get out. He stops me by grabbing my ha

“I want you to let me know anytime you have appointments” he tells me, his eyes staring deep

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I stare at him once again, unable to understand what the hell was going on in his damn mind.

“Why the hell would I do that?” I ask in confusion, pulling my hand from his.

His touch was suddenly too much. It felt like it was burning.

“Because I want to be there for you” he simply replies.

“And again I ask you, why? You weren’t there during when I was pregnant with Noah, but now you

want to attend appointments for a baby that isn’t yours? Do you know how crazy that looks?

He was confusing me. I didn’t like to be confused. I didn’t like to be unsure. I didn’t like that he

was behaving out of character.

Besides, I didn’t want any trouble with Emma. That would surely come if she ever finds out that

Rowan is coming to my appointments.

“I just want to be there, is that so hard for you to believe?”

“As a matter of fact, yes. Let’s be honest, Rowan. You’ve never cared much for me.” I sigh. “That’s

actually an understatement because you downright hated me so of course this sudden show of

concern is unbelievable”

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He doesn’t say anything for a while. Just continues staring at me in that intense way. When he continues to do it, I start fidgeting. Feeling uncomfortable with his piercing eyes directed at me.

“Just let me know because either way, I’ll find out and I’ll show up just like today” he finally speaks

“Have you thought how this will impact your relationship with Emma and how she would feel?”

Emma as a defence, but right now she

reason.

fucking matter right now”

was definitely a first. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would ever hear

into you?” I ask him, puzzled. “Do you hear yourself? How can you say she

to take them all in. Every word out

His nose flaring at the reminder of his more than a decade

it” he all but snarls at

knew sooner or later they would be back together. Emma isn’t one to give up

to resist her or stay mad

said all I need to say, I push the car door open

towards my house.

voice stops me, making

at all

not”

fires his car and leaves. I stare for a while before turning back

was starting to get on my damn mind. Why couldn’t

how he was?

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was almost to my door when the sight of a man catches my attention He was watering

as if feeling my eyes on him. Our gaze collide and

It’s the fact that he looked really familiar.

thoughts, I give him a small smile and walk into my

you’re home” Noah screams the moment I walk

to pick him up from school. She wasn’t a live in nanny. She

ask as I

scored everything in

is a math genius”

he drags the word.

I

just know he got me

video games then since

knew it. He

but only

the stairs screaming thank you over and over again making me

Maria. You’re free to leave” I tell our nanny as I walk

“Are you sure?”

“Yes. Now go”

before taking her things. Fifteen minutes later she’s

on her

I had nothing to

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just contemplating starting dinner

Ava where

a smile to my

kitchen”

she walks into the room and I am surprised

got here at the same time” Letty says sitting at

has immediately liked

doing here?”

I thought to myself, she’s ready. I’ve

was sceptical. It wanted to shut her off. Instead I push it back.

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