Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

do distracts me from thoughts of

with her. It’s not once or

she’s eaten or

if I should hire someone to help

shake me to my core. I’ve never been one to take

the need to take care of her is almost consuming

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

had not realized that we were already parked outside my parent’s house. I don’t

so lost in my mind that I had

know how fucking dangerous that is. Especially when I have Noah in the car with

of

sure your grandpa has saved some stake for

awkward atmosphere away. 3

instead of getting

worrying him. I also couldn’t tell him my

of his beautiful mother.

have a lot on my mind, but it’s

unbuckles his seatbelt. We get out at

The door opens before we

Noah shouts before running

missed you

down and catches him as

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been obvious that Kate and James love Noah despite what

loves Noah, we just didn’t love Ava because of the sin we thought she had

against me and Emma,

invite” She asks, straightening

not coming,” Noah informs her. “She went to visit grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see them

seem to notice, but I

moment Kate’s face falls. The moment pain flashes in her eyes. This has to be painful for her knowing that Ava

and accept her. Ava wanted nothing to

because I was

the cold like

then” Kate gives him a

it. Noah didn’t know the drama that

grandma breakdown in front of him. He

truth of how Ava has been

to his mom above anyone else. If he finds

and he will cut us

rest are waiting for us” I walk towards them and gently

the house.

goes to the bathroom while Noah and I

groan when I realize everyone has shown up. Noah runs ahead leaving

even spare her a fucking glance. He doesn’t like

isn’t afraid of showing

son” my dad claps me on

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he does that, but he still does

this whole thing to be

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