Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

I do distracts me from thoughts of

fucking scares me how obsessed I am with her. It’s not once

or not. Or whether she’s getting

someone to help her around

been one to take on

the need to take care of her is almost consuming and it’s wrecking

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

were already parked outside my parent’s house.

lost in my mind that I had been driving

that is. Especially when I have

myself. Thoughts of Ava

on, I’m sure your grandpa has saved some stake for you”

awkward atmosphere away. 3

okay dad?” He asks instead of getting out

also

of his beautiful mother.

on my mind,

his seatbelt.

house. The door opens

shouts before running to

you

bends down and catches him as his body

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obvious that Kate and James love Noah despite

Noah, we just didn’t love Ava because of the sin we

against me and Emma,

I sent her an invite” She asks, straightening and

informs her. “She went to visit grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t

doesn’t seem to notice, but

pain flashes in her eyes. This has to be painful for her knowing that Ava was building a relationship with her biological parents and that no matter

Hurt Ava too much for her to forgive and accept her. Ava wanted nothing

even still in her life was because I was Noah’s dad and also

she would have tossed me in the cold like she has

time then” Kate gives him

brink of tears. About to lose it. Noah didn’t know the drama that was

let him see his grandma breakdown in front of him. He will start to

truth of how Ava has been treated,

he finds out how cruel we’ve

enemies and he

the rest are waiting for us”

the house.

herself and goes to the bathroom while Noah and

I realize everyone has

doesn’t even spare her a fucking

isn’t afraid of

here son” my dad

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it irritates me when he does that, but he still

already wanting this whole thing to be

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