Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

do distracts me from thoughts of

scares me how obsessed I am with her. It’s not once or

eaten or not. Or whether she’s getting

wondering if I should hire someone to help her

I’ve never been one to take on more when it comes

take care of her is almost consuming and it’s wrecking

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

we were already parked

here. I was so lost in my mind that

when I have Noah in the

help myself. Thoughts of Ava keep

I’m sure your grandpa has saved some stake for you” I say just so I can

awkward atmosphere away. 3

asks instead of getting out of

was worrying him. I also couldn’t tell him my

of his beautiful mother.

a lot on my mind, but it’s nothing to

nods his head and unbuckles his seatbelt. We get

the house. The door opens before we can get

before running

you my

catches him

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and James love Noah despite what happened with

didn’t love Ava because of

against me and Emma,

sent her an invite” She asks, straightening and

and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see them last week because they were

to

Kate’s face falls. The moment pain flashes in her eyes. This has to be painful for her knowing that Ava was building a relationship

to forgive and accept her. Ava wanted nothing to do with

in her life was because I was Noah’s dad

have tossed me in the cold like

then” Kate gives him a sad

brink of tears. About to lose it. Noah didn’t know the drama that was

see his grandma breakdown in front of

the truth of how Ava has been

his mom above anyone else. If he

considered his enemies and he will cut

go…I’m sure the rest are waiting for us” I walk towards

the house.

herself and goes to the bathroom while Noah and I move to

everyone has

He doesn’t even spare her

isn’t afraid

my dad claps me

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when he does that,

I mumbled already wanting this whole thing to be

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