Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

distracts me from thoughts of

I am with her. It’s not once or twice that I

what she’s up to. Whether she’s eaten or not. Or whether she’s getting enough

wondering if I should hire someone to

shake me to my core. I’ve never been one to take on more when it

of her is almost consuming and it’s wrecking havoc inside

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

realized that we were already parked

here. I was so lost in my mind

fucking dangerous that is. Especially when I have Noah in the car with

of Ava

stake

awkward atmosphere away. 3

you okay dad?” He asks instead

I also couldn’t tell him my current problem was in

of his beautiful mother.

on my mind, but it’s nothing

head and unbuckles his seatbelt.

towards the house. The door opens before we

Noah shouts before

you

and catches him as

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Kate and James

just didn’t love Ava because of the

against me and Emma,

mom? I sent her an invite” She asks, straightening and looking

She was excited. We didn’t get to see them last week because they were on

to

falls. The moment pain flashes in her eyes. This has to be painful for her knowing that Ava was building a relationship with her biological parents and that no matter what she tries, she will never have a close relationship

too much for her to forgive and accept her. Ava wanted

life was because I was

Otherwise, she would have tossed me in the cold like she has done with the

time then” Kate gives him a sad

to lose it. Noah didn’t know the drama that was

see his grandma breakdown in front of him. He will start to question things

the truth of how Ava

he finds out how cruel

enemies and

waiting for us” I

the house.

the bathroom while Noah and I move

groan when I realize everyone has shown up. Noah runs

Emma. He doesn’t even spare

he isn’t afraid

my

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when he does that, but he

mumbled already wanting this whole thing to

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