Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

distracts me from thoughts

how obsessed I am with her. It’s not once

she’s up to. Whether she’s eaten or not. Or whether

if I should hire someone to help her around the

shake me to my core. I’ve never been one to

the need to take care of her is

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

parked outside

I was so lost in my mind

know how fucking dangerous that is. Especially when I

myself. Thoughts of

some stake for you” I say just

awkward atmosphere away. 3

instead of getting out of the

like that I was worrying him. I also couldn’t

of his beautiful mother.

on my mind, but it’s nothing to worry

seatbelt. We get out at the

car, we walk towards the house. The door opens before we

before running

missed you my

catches him as

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and James love Noah despite

we just didn’t love Ava because of the

against me and Emma,

sent her an invite” She asks, straightening

grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see them last week because they

doesn’t seem to notice,

pain flashes in her eyes. This has to be painful for her knowing that Ava was building a relationship with her biological parents and that

much for her to forgive and

even still in her life was because I was Noah’s dad and also because I

have tossed me in the cold like she has

next time then” Kate gives him

lose it. Noah

in front of him. He will

how Ava has been treated, he

else. If he finds out how

enemies and he

are waiting for us” I walk towards

the house.

and goes to the bathroom while Noah

has shown up. Noah runs ahead leaving me

doesn’t even spare her

isn’t afraid of showing

you’re finally here son” my dad claps

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me when he

I mumbled already wanting this whole thing to

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