Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

do distracts me

how obsessed I am with her. It’s not once or twice

she’s eaten or not. Or whether she’s getting enough

should hire someone to help her around

thoughts shake me to my core. I’ve never been one to take on more when it comes to

to take care of her is almost

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

we were already parked outside my parent’s house.

in my mind that I had been

know how fucking dangerous that is. Especially when I have Noah in the car

myself. Thoughts of Ava keep

has saved some stake for you” I say just so I can

awkward atmosphere away. 3

okay dad?” He asks instead of getting out

I was worrying him. I also couldn’t tell him my current problem was

of his beautiful mother.

I just have a lot on my

his head and unbuckles his seatbelt. We get out at the

towards the house. The door opens before we can

shouts before running

you

and catches him as his

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has always been obvious that Kate and James

Noah, we just didn’t love Ava because of the sin we thought she had

against me and Emma,

invite” She asks, straightening and

grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see them last week because they were

to notice, but I

flashes in her eyes. This has to be painful for her knowing that Ava was building a relationship with her biological parents and that no matter what she tries, she will never have a

and accept her. Ava wanted nothing to do with the Sharps or

even still in her life was because I was

have tossed me in the cold like she

time then” Kate gives him a

to lose it. Noah didn’t know the drama that

him see his grandma breakdown in front of him. He will

truth of how Ava has been

above anyone else. If he finds out how cruel we’ve been

his enemies and

the rest are waiting for us” I

the house.

goes to the bathroom while Noah and I move to the

when I realize everyone has shown up.

doesn’t even spare her a

afraid

glad you’re finally here son” my dad claps me on the

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he does that,

this whole thing

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