Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

I do distracts me

fucking scares me how obsessed I am with her. It’s not once

Whether she’s eaten or not. Or whether she’s getting enough

if I should hire someone to

been one to take on more when

care of her is almost consuming and it’s wrecking havoc inside

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

already parked outside my parent’s house. I don’t know

I was so lost in my mind that I had

that is. Especially when I have Noah in the car with

of

I’m sure your grandpa has saved some stake for you” I say just so

awkward atmosphere away. 3

you okay dad?” He asks instead

like that I was worrying him. I also couldn’t tell him my current

of his beautiful mother.

lot on my

seatbelt. We get out at the same

The door opens before we can

Noah shouts before running to

missed you

and catches him as his body collides

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Kate and James love Noah despite what

just didn’t love Ava because of the sin we thought

against me and Emma,

invite” She asks, straightening

coming,” Noah informs her. “She went to visit grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see them

seem to

for her knowing that Ava was building a

had burned her bridges. Hurt Ava too much for her to forgive and accept her.

in her life was because I was Noah’s dad and also

have tossed me in the cold like she

Kate gives him

on the brink of tears. About to lose it. Noah didn’t know the drama that was going

see his grandma breakdown in front of him. He

out the truth of how Ava has been

above anyone else. If he finds out

be considered his enemies and he

the rest are waiting for us” I walk towards them and

the house.

goes to the bathroom while Noah and I move

when I realize everyone has shown up. Noah runs ahead leaving me

spare her a fucking glance.

isn’t afraid of

you’re finally here son” my dad claps me on

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me when he does

mumbled already wanting this whole thing to

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