Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

do distracts me from thoughts

scares me how obsessed I am with her. It’s not once or twice

she’s up to. Whether she’s eaten or not. Or whether she’s getting enough sleep.

if I should hire someone to help her

I’ve never been one to take on more when it

the need to take care of her is almost consuming and

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

we were already parked outside my parent’s house. I

in

when I

help myself. Thoughts of Ava

grandpa has saved some stake for you” I say just so I

awkward atmosphere away. 3

okay dad?” He asks instead

him. I also

of his beautiful mother.

just have a lot on my mind, but it’s nothing to

head and unbuckles his seatbelt. We get out at the same

we walk towards the house. The door opens before we

shouts before running to

missed you

catches him as his body

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always been obvious that Kate and James love Noah despite what

loves Noah, we just didn’t love Ava because of the sin we thought

against me and Emma,

I sent her an invite” She asks, straightening and looking

Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see them last week because

seem to

The moment pain flashes in her eyes. This has to be painful for her knowing that Ava was building a relationship with her biological parents and that no matter what she tries, she will never have a close relationship

had burned her bridges. Hurt Ava too much for her to forgive and accept her. Ava wanted nothing to do with the

still in her life was because I

have tossed me in the cold like she has done

next time then” Kate gives him a

About to lose it. Noah didn’t know the drama that was going

grandma breakdown in front of him. He will start to

of how Ava has

his mom above anyone else. If he finds out how

considered his enemies and he will cut us

are waiting for us” I walk towards them and gently push

the house.

the bathroom while Noah and I move

everyone has shown up.

greets everyone except Emma. He doesn’t even spare her a fucking

afraid of

here son” my dad claps

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irritates me when he

this whole thing to be over and done

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