Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

distracts me from thoughts of

obsessed I am with her. It’s not once

Whether she’s eaten or not. Or whether she’s getting

if I should hire someone to help her around

me to my core. I’ve never been one to take

is almost consuming and

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

parked outside

so lost in my mind that I had

I have Noah in the car with me, but I

help myself. Thoughts of Ava keep

has saved some stake

awkward atmosphere away. 3

you okay dad?” He asks instead of getting out

like that I was worrying him. I also couldn’t tell him my current problem was in

of his beautiful mother.

have a lot on my mind, but it’s nothing

unbuckles his seatbelt. We get out at the same

house. The door

before

you my

him as

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that Kate and James love

just didn’t love Ava because of the

against me and Emma,

invite” She asks, straightening

she’s not coming,” Noah informs her. “She went to visit grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see

doesn’t seem to notice,

her knowing that Ava was building a relationship

bridges. Hurt Ava too much for her to forgive and accept her. Ava wanted nothing to do with the Sharps or the

reason I was even still in her life was because I was Noah’s dad

have tossed me in the

then” Kate

tears. About to lose it. Noah didn’t know

let him see his grandma breakdown in front of him. He

finds out the truth of how Ava has been

anyone else. If he finds out how

and he

the rest are waiting for us” I walk towards them and gently push them

the house.

goes to the bathroom while Noah and

I realize everyone has shown up. Noah runs ahead leaving me

even spare her a fucking glance. He doesn’t like

he isn’t afraid of

son” my dad

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he

mumbled already wanting this whole thing to be

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