Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

do distracts me from

her. It’s not once or twice that I

Whether she’s eaten or not. Or whether

if I should hire someone to help her

core. I’ve never been

take care of her is almost consuming and it’s wrecking

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

that we were already parked outside my

I was so lost in my mind that I had been driving

I have

help myself. Thoughts of

saved some stake for

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dad?” He asks instead of getting out of the

that I was worrying him. I also couldn’t tell him my

of his beautiful mother.

just have a lot on my mind, but it’s nothing

and unbuckles his seatbelt. We

walk towards the house. The door opens before we can get

Noah shouts before running

missed you my

him as his body collides

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and James love Noah despite what happened with

because of the sin

against me and Emma,

her an invite”

grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see

seem to notice, but I

pain flashes in her eyes. This has to be painful for her knowing that Ava was building a relationship with her biological parents and that no matter what she tries, she will never have a close relationship with

Ava too much for her to forgive and accept her. Ava wanted nothing to do

because I was Noah’s dad and also

in the cold like she has

Kate gives him a

lose it. Noah didn’t know the

his grandma breakdown in front of him. He

out the truth of how

his mom above anyone else. If he finds out how cruel we’ve been to Ava, we

and he

the rest are waiting for us” I walk towards them and gently push them

the house.

goes to the bathroom while Noah and I move to

when I realize everyone has shown up.

greets everyone except Emma. He doesn’t even spare her

isn’t afraid of

here son” my dad claps

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knows it irritates me when he does that, but

this whole thing to be over and done

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