Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

I do distracts me from

how obsessed I am with her. It’s not once or twice

up to. Whether she’s eaten or not. Or whether she’s getting enough

I should hire someone

to my core. I’ve never been one

the need to take care of her is almost consuming and

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

we were already parked outside my parent’s house. I

got here. I was so lost in my mind that I had been driving

is. Especially when I have

of Ava

has saved some stake

awkward atmosphere away. 3

okay dad?” He asks instead of getting out of

like that I was worrying him. I also couldn’t tell him my current problem was in the

of his beautiful mother.

my mind, but it’s

his head and unbuckles his seatbelt. We get out at the same

car, we walk towards the house. The door opens before we can

before

missed you my

bends down and catches him as his

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that Kate and James

just didn’t love Ava because of the sin we thought she had

against me and Emma,

invite” She

not coming,” Noah informs her. “She went to visit grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get

doesn’t seem to

that Ava was building a relationship with her biological parents and that no matter what she tries, she will never have a close relationship with

her to forgive and accept

still in her life was because I

me in the cold like she has done with

then” Kate gives

tears. About to lose it. Noah didn’t know the drama

his grandma breakdown in front of him. He will start

finds out the truth of how

mom above anyone else. If he finds

be considered his enemies and

go…I’m sure the rest are waiting for us” I walk towards them

the house.

to the bathroom while Noah and I

realize everyone has shown up. Noah runs ahead leaving

greets everyone except Emma. He doesn’t even spare her a fucking glance. He

he isn’t afraid of showing

glad you’re finally here son” my dad claps me on the

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when he does that,

mumbled already wanting this whole thing

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