Dead love
Rowan

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Today we were having our monthly get together. The Woods and the Sharps have made this a

tradition since I was about five years old.

Our families have always been close. Mainly because our mother’s have been best of friends since

they were little girls.

It made logical sense that their children would end up being best friends too and that both

families would be close.

“Dad, why are you driving so slow? You’re going to make us miss grandpa’s barbecue stake” Noah

complains, his brows pulled together in irritation.

If it wasn’t for Noah, I wouldn’t even have gone. I used to love them. Especially when I knew that

Ava wasn’t going to be around. When I knew that she wasn’t invited.

I used to think it was the only place I could escape her. That being in a room where everyone

except Noah hated her guts was the best place to be.

Now though, it doesn’t fucking feel like that anymore. Instead I hate myself and the rest for the

pain we have put her through.

“I’m going as fast as I can“I answer him.

“No, you’re not. You’re driving slower than a ninety year old grandma!” He huffs in annoyance.

Did I just get fried by an eight year old boy? I shake my head and chuckle before increasing the

speed just a little bit.

The moment silence reigns in the car, my mind immediately goes to Ava.

She looked fucking radiant when she opened the door for me.

To me she looked like a damn fertility goddess in a white flowing dress, long curled thick hair, her

small baby bump and her beautiful flawless skin.

I was shocked by my reaction when I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and lock

ourselves in her bedroom for hours.

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This reaction to her is something that has never happened before and it took me by surprise.

I haven’t been able to think about anything or anyone except for her. She’s stuck on my mind and

me from thoughts

me how obsessed I am with her. It’s not once or twice that

Whether she’s eaten or not. Or whether she’s

should hire someone

thoughts shake me to my core. I’ve never been one to take

her is almost consuming and it’s wrecking havoc

“Dad?” Noah calls.

“What?”

“We are here”

we were already parked outside

so lost in my

how fucking dangerous that is. Especially when I have

help myself. Thoughts of Ava keep consuming

your grandpa has saved some stake for you” I say just so I can

awkward atmosphere away. 3

okay dad?” He asks instead of getting out of

I also couldn’t tell him my current problem was in the

of his beautiful mother.

I just have a lot on my mind, but it’s nothing

unbuckles his seatbelt. We

we walk towards the house. The door

shouts before running to

you my

and catches him as his body collides

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that Kate and James

loves Noah, we just didn’t love Ava because of the sin

against me and Emma,

her an invite” She asks, straightening and

visit grandma Nora and grandpa Theo. She was excited. We didn’t get to see them last week

seem to notice, but

This has to be painful for her knowing that Ava was building a

Hurt Ava too much for her to forgive and accept her. Ava wanted nothing to do

was even still in her life was because I was Noah’s dad and also because I

she would have tossed me in the cold like she has done with

then” Kate gives him a

brink of tears. About to lose it. Noah didn’t know the drama that

breakdown in front of

out the truth of how Ava has

else. If he finds out how cruel

enemies and he will cut

us” I walk towards

the house.

excuses herself and goes to the bathroom while Noah and I move

when I realize everyone has shown up. Noah runs

Emma. He doesn’t even spare her a fucking glance. He doesn’t

afraid

finally here son” my dad claps me

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me when he does that, but he

already wanting this whole

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