Ex-Husband's Regret

I’m sorry
I watch my lawyer nervously as he goes through the business proposal Corrine sent me.

I have to hand it to her. The woman worked fast. It hasn’t even been a day since we discussed the idea and already she had the proposal ready.

It was either that or she had already worked on it beforehand and she was just waiting for Letty and I to agree.

Staring at Rodgers, I wonder what was going on inside his head right now. He has been not only my lawyer but my advisor since I made my first million. I never get into a business without having his input first. So far he is the best and has never been wrong.

All the businesses he told me had the potential to prosper actually did and those he warned me against ended up failing. So as you can see, his input is really important.

“What do you think?” I ask him when I can’t take the nervousness anymore.

His eyes scan the document one more time before he lifts his head.

“It’s a great idea. I can see its potential” he answers.

I’ve worked with the man long enough to know that there was a ‘but‘ in there. With the way he paused, it was clear that he had concerns, but he didn’t know how to let me know.

“What is it?” I prompt, wanting him to speak up before my heart bursts in anxiety.

He stares at me carefully. As if he was trying to gather his thoughts and organize them before speaking.

The more he continued to stare at me without speaking, the more anxious I got.

“Spit it out, Rodger’s”

“I just feel like this isn’t really a traditional idea” he finally says.

“I know it’s not”

“Plus there is the other aspect.” He pauses before continuing. “Have you thought about how this will affect the foundation aspect of your life”

I frown at that. He sees my unhappiness and rushes to correct himself.

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“I’m not saying it’s a bad idea. It’s actually really good and has the potential to become a huge company. All I’m saying is that as the founder of Hope foundation you have an image to uphold. Now that people know your identity, they associate you with the kids you help. Most people would probably stop donating if they find out you’re part owner of a sex toy company”

My eyes drop to my desk.

Since I had extra rooms in the house, I had decided to turn one of them into a home office given I was going to spend the majority of my time home until after I gave birth.

I stew on it for a while before realizing that what he said is right. I was the face of a children’s organization, so, for me to be in that line of business, it will be viewed as going against what is morally acceptable when dealing with kids.

I sigh in defeat, I was against the idea at first, but I got excited about it later on. It seemed like fun to start such a company with friends.

“You’re right. A lot of the social elites would probably stop donations once word gets out”

He nods his head and then we are quiet for a moment.

I was deep in thought. Thinking of how I was going to let Corrine and Letty down easily. I know they would be disappointed but I’m sure they’d understand where I was coming from. After all,

that’s what friends do.

“This is a big opportunity and I don’t want you to lose it.” He starts, pulling me from my thoughts.” Would you friends be open to having you as a silent partner?”

Slowly, my excitement starts growing. I can see in which direction he is heading towards. In some

consulted in major decision making, but most people didn’t know I was a partner. Usually,

I’ll have to talk to them, though I’m sure they won’t have a

Feeling

“Talk to them and

required documents”

And thanks once again Rodger’s for your

me a hefty amount

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“I’ll see you, Ava”

“See you too, Rodger’s”

and I immediately pick up my phone. I

Corrine.

picks after

cuts me off before I can finish my

really sorry Ava. I’ve wanted to apologize,

is so remorseful and so sad. It makes me want to

worrying her.

talking about, Letty? What are you

confusion. As far as I can tell, we haven’t gotten into

that would warrant

issue about Rowan not realizing how much

happy and a part of me thinks

that it’s hard to believe that all of it

so she doesn’t give me a chance to

to be happy. You told me that you used to want Rowan to

but now that it seems he has, you don’t believe it

get it”

I sigh. This again?

speak about Rowan and his so–called feelings. It

didn’t factor in my life and neither did his

shove them up his stuck

once and then I never want to hear about this ever again”

before continuing.

loved Rowan and a part of me will probably forever

be slowly killed by actions from the one

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became too painful for me, so in order to preserve the little

that it could never

the love I had for Rowan. Like I said, it

was buried under years of his cruelty. The pain he inflicted later became

the love I felt.

lifted a hand against me, but sometimes I wish he

unlike the mental one and those inflicted on the

never wish on my worst enemy. Burying that

I could survive the

It hurts me, but

sorry, Ava. I didn’t mean to drench

know, Letty and I know you want me to be happy, but Rowan isn’t the

nine years we were married, what makes you think we’ll be happy

keep telling Letty, I doubt Rowan has any feelings for me

already happened for us to

really sorry. I promise never to mention it