Ex-Husband's Regret

I’m sorry
I watch my lawyer nervously as he goes through the business proposal Corrine sent me.

I have to hand it to her. The woman worked fast. It hasn’t even been a day since we discussed the idea and already she had the proposal ready.

It was either that or she had already worked on it beforehand and she was just waiting for Letty and I to agree.

Staring at Rodgers, I wonder what was going on inside his head right now. He has been not only my lawyer but my advisor since I made my first million. I never get into a business without having his input first. So far he is the best and has never been wrong.

All the businesses he told me had the potential to prosper actually did and those he warned me against ended up failing. So as you can see, his input is really important.

“What do you think?” I ask him when I can’t take the nervousness anymore.

His eyes scan the document one more time before he lifts his head.

“It’s a great idea. I can see its potential” he answers.

I’ve worked with the man long enough to know that there was a ‘but‘ in there. With the way he paused, it was clear that he had concerns, but he didn’t know how to let me know.

“What is it?” I prompt, wanting him to speak up before my heart bursts in anxiety.

He stares at me carefully. As if he was trying to gather his thoughts and organize them before speaking.

The more he continued to stare at me without speaking, the more anxious I got.

“Spit it out, Rodger’s”

“I just feel like this isn’t really a traditional idea” he finally says.

“I know it’s not”

“Plus there is the other aspect.” He pauses before continuing. “Have you thought about how this will affect the foundation aspect of your life”

I frown at that. He sees my unhappiness and rushes to correct himself.

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“I’m not saying it’s a bad idea. It’s actually really good and has the potential to become a huge company. All I’m saying is that as the founder of Hope foundation you have an image to uphold. Now that people know your identity, they associate you with the kids you help. Most people would probably stop donating if they find out you’re part owner of a sex toy company”

My eyes drop to my desk.

Since I had extra rooms in the house, I had decided to turn one of them into a home office given I was going to spend the majority of my time home until after I gave birth.

I stew on it for a while before realizing that what he said is right. I was the face of a children’s organization, so, for me to be in that line of business, it will be viewed as going against what is morally acceptable when dealing with kids.

I sigh in defeat, I was against the idea at first, but I got excited about it later on. It seemed like fun to start such a company with friends.

“You’re right. A lot of the social elites would probably stop donations once word gets out”

He nods his head and then we are quiet for a moment.

I was deep in thought. Thinking of how I was going to let Corrine and Letty down easily. I know they would be disappointed but I’m sure they’d understand where I was coming from. After all,

that’s what friends do.

“This is a big opportunity and I don’t want you to lose it.” He starts, pulling me from my thoughts.” Would you friends be open to having you as a silent partner?”

Slowly, my excitement starts growing. I can see in which direction he is heading towards. In some

shares and I was consulted in major decision making, but most people didn’t know

could work. I’ll have to talk to them, though I’m sure

Feeling my

then” he says standing up. “Talk to them and

required documents”

again Rodger’s for your

pay me a hefty amount to make sure I

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“I’ll see you, Ava”

“See you too, Rodger’s”

my phone.

Corrine.

picks after the

off

really sorry Ava. I’ve wanted to apologize, I just didn’t know where to

makes me want

worrying her.

about, Letty? What are

confusion. As far

anything that

pushing. I keep pushing the issue about Rowan not realizing

happy and a part of me thinks Rowan is your

hard to believe that all of it

rant so she doesn’t give

be happy. You told me that you used

that it seems he has, you

get it”

I sigh. This again?

was getting tired of hearing them speak about Rowan and

time they did. Rowan didn’t factor in my life and neither did his feelings. He

shove them up his stuck

it this once and then I never

before continuing.

and a part of me will probably forever will. Sure, you can’t get

one you

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had became too painful for me, so in order to preserve the little pieces of myself

it so deep that it could never

love I had for Rowan. Like

but it was buried under years of his cruelty. The pain he inflicted later became

the love I felt.

never lifted a hand against me, but sometimes I wish

mental one and those inflicted

in a way I would never wish on my

the hurricane that

hurts me, but I have to

I didn’t mean to drench

want me to be happy,

nine years we were married, what makes you think we’ll be happy together

keep telling Letty, I doubt Rowan has any feelings for me except hate, and even if

too much has already happened for us to move

I promise never to mention