Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

hadn’t because now I’m fucking sure she’ll

car, I drive off. Heading towards my parent’s

was barely hard to breathe. Everything

image

house in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside.

to my club

did you get it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa

my head. Gritting my molars against the frustration

when something is right.

wrong?” she

for a fucking moment

how can

we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has me all tied up

That she’s all I think about almost every second

if Ava hadn’t pushed me away,

and I

started all

this about the article?” her question pulls me from

“What article?”

phone from the table. She scrolls through it, taps on

take a seat as I look at the article that was published about

Ava Sharp while entering a mom

their second child? Stay tuned as we gather

whether Ava is truly pregnant and if she is, when it happened given they’ve

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hands folding

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four people knew that Ava was pregnant. She was going to lose it

finds out about

place mom’s phone down and take my own. Dialing the number

wait for

she picks up on the first

new article about me and Ava circulating, I want it taken

anger.

see it, give

known that if anyone is caught writing articles about Ava’s private

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

cut of the phone,

a private person. I was going to

matter what it takes.

Ro?” mom asks after her

to find the answers by staring deep into my

the pregnancy rumor

have told

know” I

Emma. Emma told her that you

even talk to her. Is this because of

her, but what would be

“Partly”

intake of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid

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that Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask when

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