Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 77

Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

of me wishes I hadn’t because now I’m fucking sure she’ll want to distance herself

my car, I drive off. Heading

was barely

the damn image

in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I was going

to my club to get myself

it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa she

Gritting my molars against the frustration I was currently

knows when something is right. When

wrong?” she asks

heart man but for a fucking moment I think

how can

I tell her that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has

That she’s all I think about

Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I

have been enough and I would have taken her back to my

started all

article?” her question pulls me from

“What article?”

phone from the table. She scrolls through it, taps on

it to me. I take a seat as I look

caught on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering a mom and baby

divorced couple be expecting their second child? Stay tuned as we

and if she is, when it happened given they’ve

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knew that Ava was pregnant. She was going to lose it

out about

mom’s phone down and take my own. Dialing the number of my

I wait for her to pick

picks up

a new article about me and Ava circulating, I want it

anger.

it, give me ten

that if anyone is caught writing

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the phone, still

going

matter what it takes.

and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her while.

to find the answers by staring deep into my

rumor was true. That wasn’t my secret

have

don’t know” I answer

with Emma. Emma told her that you broke things

her. Is this because of

think of lying to her, but what would be the

“Partly”

hear her sharp intake of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid of what I’ll

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James‘ daughter?” I ask

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