Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 77

Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

of me wishes I hadn’t because now I’m

drive off. Heading towards my parent’s

was barely hard to breathe. Everything inside

the damn image of Ava out of my

time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I

going to my club to get myself a fucking

mom asks looking up from the sofa she

molars against the frustration I

knows when something is right. When her

something wrong?” she asks

a fucking moment I think

because how

almost

she’s all I think about almost every

that if Ava hadn’t pushed me away,

room? That it wouldn’t have been enough and

started all

the article?” her question

“What article?”

her phone from the table.

I look at the article

caught on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering a mom and baby

couple be expecting their second child? Stay tuned as we

truly pregnant and if she

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My hands folding

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Ava

out about the

mom’s phone down and take my own. Dialing the number of my one of my contacts in

wait for her to

she picks up

article about me and Ava circulating, I want it

anger.

it, give

that if anyone is caught writing

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

cut of the

I was going to protect her privacy at all coast.

matter what it takes.

going on between you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her

to find the answers by

if the pregnancy rumor

even have

know” I answer

tells me that you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma told her that you

her. Is this because

her, but what would

“Partly”

look at her. Afraid of what I’ll see

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Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask when she

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