Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 77

Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

now I’m fucking

car, I drive off. Heading towards my parent’s

it was barely

the damn image of Ava out of

the toy, I head on

going to my club to get myself a

finally here, did you get it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa

nod my head. Gritting my molars against the

mother knows when something is right. When

something wrong?”

heart to heart man but for a fucking moment I think of talking to

because how can

I tell her that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has me all tied

she’s all I think about almost every second of the

Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would have probably

been enough and I would

all

the article?” her question pulls me

“What article?”

phone from the table. She scrolls

take a seat as I look at the article that

Ava

be expecting their second child? Stay tuned

pregnant and if she is, when it happened given they’ve

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My hands folding

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know, only four people knew that Ava was pregnant.

finds out

place mom’s phone down and take my own. Dialing the number of my one of my contacts

wait for her to pick

she picks up on the first

about me and Ava circulating, I want

anger.

give

be known that if anyone is caught writing articles about Ava’s private

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the phone, still

private person. I was going to protect her privacy at all

matter what it takes.

you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her

was trying to find the answers by staring deep

pregnancy rumor was

have

know” I answer her in

tells me that you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma told her that you

her. Is

her, but what would be

“Partly”

I don’t look at her. Afraid of

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Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘

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