Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 77

Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

I’m fucking sure she’ll want to

into my car, I drive off. Heading

barely hard to breathe. Everything inside

image of Ava out of

to the house in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I was going to hand it

my club to get myself a fucking

here, did you get it?” mom asks looking up from the

nod my head. Gritting my molars

always, a mother knows when something is right.

something wrong?” she asks

heart to heart man but for a fucking moment I think of talking to her. I

how

we’ve spent almost

I think about

her that if Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I

been enough and

started all

article?” her question pulls

“What article?”

and picks her phone from the table. She scrolls through it,

I take a seat as I look at

on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering

the divorced couple be expecting their second child? Stay tuned as

whether Ava is truly pregnant and if she

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hands folding into

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that Ava

out about the

my own. Dialing the number of my one of

wait for her to pick

up

a new article about me and Ava circulating, I want it taken down” I

anger.

it, give me

if anyone is caught writing articles about

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

cut of the phone, still

going to protect her

matter what it takes.

between you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her while. Her

to find the answers

didn’t ask if the pregnancy rumor was true. That wasn’t my secret to tell and

have told

I answer her in

been distant with Emma. Emma told

talk to her. Is this because of

lying to her, but what would be

“Partly”

look at her.

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James‘ daughter?” I ask

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