Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 77

Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

hadn’t because now I’m fucking sure she’ll want

drive off. Heading towards

was barely hard to breathe.

get the damn image of Ava out of

up the toy, I head on inside.

my club

finally here, did you get it?” mom asks

head. Gritting my molars against the

when something is right.

something wrong?” she

man but for a fucking moment I think of

how can

tell her that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has me all tied up

I think about almost every second of

if Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would

enough and I would have taken

started all

this about the article?” her question pulls me

“What article?”

picks her phone from the table. She scrolls through it, taps on

a seat as I look

with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering a

second child?

on whether Ava is truly pregnant and if she is, when

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curse. My hands folding into

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know, only four people knew that Ava was pregnant. She was going to lose it

finds out about

Dialing the number of my

for her

picks up

a new article about me and Ava circulating, I want it taken

anger.

give me

be known that if anyone is caught writing

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

of the

was going to protect her privacy at all coast.

matter what it takes.

you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her while. Her

trying to find the answers by staring

the pregnancy rumor was

even have told

know” I answer

you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma told her

even talk to her.

think of lying to her, but what would be the

“Partly”

sharp intake of air. I don’t look

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that Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I

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