Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

I’m fucking sure she’ll want to

I drive

tight that it was barely

image of Ava out of my

get to the house in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside.

my club to get myself

mom asks

my head. Gritting my molars against the frustration

a mother knows when something is

wrong?”

a heart to heart man but for a fucking moment I think of talking

how can

the woman we’ve spent almost a decade

she’s all I think about almost every second of

can I tell her that if Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would

it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her back

started all

this about the article?” her question pulls me from

“What article?”

her phone from the table. She scrolls through it, taps

me. I take a seat as I

ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering a mom

their second child? Stay tuned as

whether Ava is truly pregnant and if she is, when it happened given they’ve

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curse. My hands

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I know, only four people knew that Ava was pregnant. She was

finds out about the

Dialing the number of my one of my contacts

wait for

up on the

article about me and Ava circulating,

anger.

see it, give me

is caught writing articles about Ava’s private life,

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

cut of the phone, still

person. I was going to protect

matter what it takes.

on between you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her

was trying to find the

didn’t ask if the pregnancy rumor was true. That wasn’t my

even have

I answer

been distant with Emma. Emma told her that you broke

talk to her. Is this

her, but what would be

“Partly”

look at her. Afraid of what

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that Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?”

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