Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

I hadn’t because now I’m fucking sure she’ll want to distance herself

drive off. Heading

wound up so tight that it was barely hard to

couldn’t get the damn image of Ava

house in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I was going to hand

I was going to my club to get

did you get it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa she

Gritting my molars against the frustration I was

a mother knows when something is right. When

something wrong?”

a fucking moment I think of talking to

because how can

her that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating, now has me all tied up

about almost every

hadn’t pushed me away, I would have probably fucked

it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her

all

her question

“What article?”

her phone from the table. She scrolls through it, taps on

as I look

with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering a mom and baby

expecting their second child? Stay tuned

whether Ava is truly pregnant and if she is,

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curse. My hands

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Ava was pregnant. She was going

finds out about the

place mom’s phone down and take my own. Dialing the number of my one of my contacts

for her

she picks up on the first

about me and Ava circulating, I want it taken down” I growl,

anger.

see it, give me ten

anyone is caught

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

cut of the

always been a private person. I was going to protect

matter what it takes.

on between you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after

to find the answers by staring

she didn’t ask if the pregnancy rumor was

even have told

know” I answer

tells me that you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma told her that you

her. Is this because

of lying to her, but

“Partly”

I don’t look at

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Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask when she doesn’t say

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