Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

I’m fucking sure she’ll want

into my car, I drive off. Heading

was wound up so tight that it was barely hard

image

in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I was going to

going to my club

asks looking up from the sofa

nod my head. Gritting my molars

a mother knows when something

wrong?”

a fucking moment

because how

that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating,

she’s all I think about almost every second

pushed me away, I would have probably fucked her in

it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her back to my

started all over

the article?” her question pulls me

“What article?”

straightens and picks her phone from the table. She

to me. I take a seat as I look at the article that was published about an hour

on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering a mom

their second child? Stay tuned as

if she is, when it happened given

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curse. My hands folding into

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that Ava was pregnant. She

finds out about

and take my own. Dialing

for her

up on the first

Ava circulating, I

anger.

give me ten

is caught writing

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the

private person. I was going to protect her privacy at all

matter what it takes.

on between you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her while.

she was trying to find the answers by staring deep

pregnancy rumor was true. That wasn’t my secret to tell

even have told

don’t know” I answer her in

that you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma

to her.

to her,

“Partly”

of air. I don’t look at

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and James‘ daughter?” I

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