Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

now I’m fucking sure she’ll

into my car, I drive off. Heading towards

so tight that it was barely hard to breathe. Everything inside me

get the damn image of Ava out

the house in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I was going to hand

to my club to get myself a fucking

here, did you get it?” mom asks looking up from

just nod my head. Gritting my molars against the

knows when something is right. When her

something wrong?” she asks

to heart man but for a fucking moment I think of talking to

how can

spent almost a decade hating, now has me

about almost every second of the

if Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I

room? That it wouldn’t have been enough and I

all

about the article?” her question pulls me

“What article?”

the table. She scrolls through it, taps on

a seat as I look at the

Wood caught on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering

second

is truly pregnant and if she is,

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curse. My hands folding into

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knew that Ava was pregnant. She was

finds out about the

and take my own. Dialing the number of

I wait for her to

up on the

Ava circulating, I want

anger.

give

let it be known that if anyone is caught writing articles about Ava’s

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the phone,

I was going to protect her privacy at all coast.

matter what it takes.

Ro?” mom asks after her while. Her gaze piercing

she was trying to find the answers by staring

rumor was true. That wasn’t

even have told

don’t know” I answer her in

been distant with Emma. Emma told

to her. Is

lying to her, but what would be

“Partly”

of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid

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that Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask

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