Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 77

Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

of me wishes I hadn’t because now I’m fucking sure she’ll want

car, I drive off. Heading towards my parent’s

was wound up so tight that it was barely hard to breathe.

couldn’t get the damn image of

time. Picking up the toy, I head on

club to get myself a

did you get it?” mom asks looking

molars against the frustration I

something is right. When

wrong?” she

not a heart to heart man but for a fucking moment I think of talking to

because how can

her that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating,

That she’s all I think about almost every

can I tell her that if Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would have probably fucked her in

it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her back to my

all

the article?” her question pulls me from

“What article?”

her phone from the table. She scrolls through it, taps on

a seat as I look at the article that was

ex–wife Ava Sharp

the divorced couple be expecting their second child? Stay

truly pregnant and if she is, when it

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My hands folding into

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Ava was pregnant.

out about the

and take my own. Dialing the number

industry. I wait for her to pick

up on

article about me and Ava circulating, I

anger.

it, give

that if anyone is caught writing articles about

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the phone, still

person. I was going to protect

matter what it takes.

Ro?” mom asks

she was trying to find the answers by

was glad she didn’t ask if the pregnancy rumor

have

know” I answer her

distant with Emma. Emma told her that you broke things

talk to her. Is this because of

to her, but

“Partly”

of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid of

3/5

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Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask when she

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