Bane of my existence.
Rowan
Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big
time.
I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when
I saw her almost naked body.
I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away
that I realized what I was about to do.
She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked
countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I
was seeing her for the first time.
Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I
sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5
It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.
Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to
push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2
Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my
vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr
to do it even if
I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d
wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.
I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of
moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.
I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire
fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.
Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to
escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1
I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had
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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked
nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that
nervous.
I’m fucking sure she’ll want
into my car, I drive off. Heading
was wound up so tight that it was barely hard
image
in record time. Picking up the toy, I head on inside. I was going to
going to my club
asks looking up from the sofa
nod my head. Gritting my molars
a mother knows when something
wrong?”
a fucking moment
because how
that the woman we’ve spent almost a decade hating,
she’s all I think about almost every second
pushed me away, I would have probably fucked her in
it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her back to my
started all over
the article?” her question pulls me
“What article?”
straightens and picks her phone from the table. She
to me. I take a seat as I look at the article that was published about an hour
on camera with ex–wife Ava Sharp while entering a mom
their second child? Stay tuned as
if she is, when it happened given
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curse. My hands folding into
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that Ava was pregnant. She
finds out about
and take my own. Dialing
for her
up on the first
Ava circulating, I
anger.
give me ten
is caught writing
bankruptcy”
“Yes sir”
the
private person. I was going to protect her privacy at all
matter what it takes.
on between you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her while.
she was trying to find the answers by staring deep
pregnancy rumor was true. That wasn’t my secret to tell
even have told
don’t know” I answer her in
that you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma
to her.
to her,
“Partly”
of air. I don’t look at
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and James‘ daughter?” I
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