Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

hadn’t because now I’m fucking sure she’ll want to

my car, I drive off. Heading towards my parent’s

tight that it was barely hard to breathe. Everything

damn image

Picking up the toy, I head

was going to my club to get myself a

did you get it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa she was sitting

nod my head. Gritting my molars against the frustration I was

knows when something is right. When her child

wrong?”

fucking moment I think of talking to her. I stop

because how

I tell her that the woman we’ve spent almost a

all I think about

tell her that if Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would have probably fucked her in

it wouldn’t have been enough and I would have taken her back to my

started all over

the article?” her

“What article?”

the table. She scrolls through it,

I take a seat as I

ex–wife Ava Sharp

expecting their second child? Stay tuned as we gather

is truly pregnant and if she is, when it happened

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My hands folding into

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four people knew that Ava

finds out about

my own. Dialing the number of my one of

for her to pick

picks up on the

article about me and Ava circulating, I want it taken down” I growl, fueled

anger.

give me ten

is caught writing articles about Ava’s private

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

cut of the phone,

going to protect her privacy at all coast.

matter what it takes.

on between you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her while. Her

trying to find the answers by staring deep into

didn’t ask if the pregnancy rumor was true. That wasn’t my secret to tell and

have told

don’t know” I answer her

with Emma.

to her.

lying to her, but what would

“Partly”

of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid

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Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask when she

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