Bane of my existence.
Rowan

Fuck!! watch as Ava flees from the shop. I want to follow her, but I know that I’ve messed up big

time.

I saw the panic in her eyes, but it was like I was in a trance. My mind shut down completely when

I saw her almost naked body.

I didn’t realize that I had moved or that I had cornered her. It wasn’t until she pushed me away

that I realized what I was about to do.

She was my wife for fucks sake, but she has never affected me on this level. I’ve seen her naked

countless times yet this time it was different. I couldn’t fucking explain it, but it was. It was like I

was seeing her for the first time.

Our sex life was good, but I had always held back. I still loved Emma back then and every time I

sough intimacy from Ava, I felt like I was betraying Emma. 5

It was the hardest at the beginning of our marriage. I drowned in guilt each time I touched Ava.

Always drinking myself stupid after we were done. After, I learnt to ignore the guilt. Learned to

push it back so my body can get what it needs. (2

Even though I didn’t love, Ava, I couldn’t cheat. After watching my parents, I took marriage and my

vows seriously. I had countless of opportunities, but I couldn’t have tr

to do it even if

I run my hand through my hair. Grabbing the strands in frustration. The intensity at which I’d

wanted Ava a few minutes ago almost brought me to my knees.

I couldn’t get the image of her sexy little body out of my fucking mind. Or the image I had of

moving her panties to the side and sinking inside her warm heat.

I hadn’t even seen her whole body yet I was fucking hard. Harder than I’ve ever been my entire

fucking life. The whole thing just confused me and scared the crap out of me.

Cursing again, I leave the room. The need to escape filling my bones. I was not only trying to

escape the memories, but also the need that had taken every inch of my body. 1

I usually don’t shop in malls. I have everything custom made by an exclusive designer. Mom had

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I never expected to see Ava. I saw her just as I was about to pull off the parking lot. She looked

nervous and shifty, so I decided to follow her, because I was curious on what would make her that

nervous.

I hadn’t because now I’m fucking sure she’ll

drive off. Heading towards my

barely hard to breathe. Everything inside me was

get the damn image of

the toy, I head on inside.

to my club to get myself a fucking

it?” mom asks looking up from the sofa she was sitting

my head. Gritting my molars against the frustration I was

when something is right. When her child

something wrong?” she

to heart man but for a fucking moment I

how can

the woman we’ve spent almost

all I think about

if Ava hadn’t pushed me away, I would have probably fucked her in

and I

all over

her question pulls me from

“What article?”

and picks her phone from the table. She

as I look at the article that was

ex–wife Ava Sharp

their second child? Stay

whether Ava is truly pregnant and if she is, when

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curse. My hands

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know, only four people knew that Ava was pregnant. She was

out

Dialing the number

wait for her to pick

she picks up

article about me and Ava circulating, I want it taken down” I growl, fueled

anger.

it, give me ten

be known that if anyone is caught writing

bankruptcy”

“Yes sir”

the phone,

been a private person. I was going

matter what it takes.

you and Ava, Ro?” mom asks after her while. Her

was trying to find the answers

rumor was true. That wasn’t my secret to

have told

I answer her

that you’ve been distant with Emma. Emma told her that you broke things off

her. Is this

lying to her, but what would be

“Partly”

sharp intake of air. I don’t look at her. Afraid of what

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know that Ava wasn’t Kate and James‘ daughter?” I ask when

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