Ex-Husband's Regret

Kidnapped again
Today I wasn’t in the best of moods. Mainly because Noah was still mad at me for kicking Rowan out I thought I had covered things up well. It turns out that he could see past my bullshit.

At times like this, I wish that we hadn’t pretended in front of Noah. I know that we thought we were protecting him. That we were giving him a happy childhood. All we did was deceive him.

Now he has it in his head that we were once in love and that we can be again.

I don’t know how to tell him the truth without breaking his little heart. I don’t know how to tell

him that everything he believes about me and Rowan is a lie.

My biggest fear is that he’ll hate us for lying to him if the truth comes out. Then again we can’t continue like this. We can’t continue with him believing that there is a chance for me and Rowan.

I sigh and get out of bed. I had gone back to sleep after Noah left for school. As the days progress,

the bigger I get and the more tired I feel.

Dragging my feet, I head to the bathroom and take a shower. It still doesn’t take away the fatigue

from my bones. Deciding on a dress, I put on a white spaghetti strap dress with blue flowers on it.

It reached just above my knees and showed my belly. Since my parents now knew the truth about

my pregnancy, it was time to stop hiding it.

Not in the mood to do my makeup, I opt for just concealer to cover up my dark under eyes.

I leave my room and get downstairs just as my doorbell rings.

I was really not in the mood to see or talk to anyone. Not when I was feeling like shit.

I open my front door and wish that I hadn’t. Travis was standing on my door step looking

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I go to close the door, but he stops it before I can slam it on his face.

“Please Ava” he begs tiredly.

“What do you want?” I ask, my voice cold even to my own ears.

It was really funny how much my voice automatically changes nowadays. I don’t even put any

effort in it. It just grows cold and unattached. As if I was speaking to a total stranger.

“Can I come in?” he asks.

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“Fuck No! Speak what you came here to say and leave”

I would be lying if I said I wasn’t curious about why he was here. The last time I saw Travis was

truth about how I came to be

him hesitate and my curiosity gets stronger. Travis

him this nervous in front of me

I

I even gave him a

on his sorry ass.

if you could talk to Nora and Theo” he finally speaks, but it was so low

straining to hear him.

“About what?”

They’ve gone after us. Making almost all investors who are

he says brokenly. “The company is

and funds” (2

were being honest, I thought mom and dad’s threat was just that, a threat. I didn’t

go after the

is anything that Travis loves more than anything, it’s that company. It was and

begging me to help him means he has reached

tried everything and talking to me is the last and

have to know I don’t really care if that company sinks or not” I state, folding my hands

my ches

and worn out. Like he has

me. Then again, I told her never to

Travis in my presence.

beg

word has my hackles up.

I scoff. “How are we family, Travis? If I remember correctly

to you and renounced me as your sister

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“Ava.*

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him off. I don’t want to hear a thing

you took Emma’s side, every time you

tore my heart to pieces because I hurt you precious sister,

family? What about the times you said I deserved

didn’t matter? What about all

still your

what is there to say anyway?

then. To him and the rest I

anything to

me, if you didn’t consider me your family back then, what makes

my family now? Whatever you are trying to do by playing the family card with

his. I used to note the difference between us. Travis and Emma didn’t

seeing them you could guess that they’re related. I on the other hand

them. That should have been the

you’ve never cared about me. The only reason you’re

use me, but I won’t let you. Go home, Travis and don’t ever

door hard. I lean against