Ex-Husband's Regret

Kidnapped again
Today I wasn’t in the best of moods. Mainly because Noah was still mad at me for kicking Rowan out I thought I had covered things up well. It turns out that he could see past my bullshit.

At times like this, I wish that we hadn’t pretended in front of Noah. I know that we thought we were protecting him. That we were giving him a happy childhood. All we did was deceive him.

Now he has it in his head that we were once in love and that we can be again.

I don’t know how to tell him the truth without breaking his little heart. I don’t know how to tell

him that everything he believes about me and Rowan is a lie.

My biggest fear is that he’ll hate us for lying to him if the truth comes out. Then again we can’t continue like this. We can’t continue with him believing that there is a chance for me and Rowan.

I sigh and get out of bed. I had gone back to sleep after Noah left for school. As the days progress,

the bigger I get and the more tired I feel.

Dragging my feet, I head to the bathroom and take a shower. It still doesn’t take away the fatigue

from my bones. Deciding on a dress, I put on a white spaghetti strap dress with blue flowers on it.

It reached just above my knees and showed my belly. Since my parents now knew the truth about

my pregnancy, it was time to stop hiding it.

Not in the mood to do my makeup, I opt for just concealer to cover up my dark under eyes.

I leave my room and get downstairs just as my doorbell rings.

I was really not in the mood to see or talk to anyone. Not when I was feeling like shit.

I open my front door and wish that I hadn’t. Travis was standing on my door step looking

disheveled. (1

I go to close the door, but he stops it before I can slam it on his face.

“Please Ava” he begs tiredly.

“What do you want?” I ask, my voice cold even to my own ears.

It was really funny how much my voice automatically changes nowadays. I don’t even put any

effort in it. It just grows cold and unattached. As if I was speaking to a total stranger.

“Can I come in?” he asks.

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“Fuck No! Speak what you came here to say and leave”

I would be lying if I said I wasn’t curious about why he was here. The last time I saw Travis was

mother revealed the truth about how I came to be

and my curiosity gets stronger. Travis has always been

him this nervous in front of me was

out already! I don’t have all day” I snap after a

to question why I even gave him a chance to speak. I should have

on his sorry ass.

if you could talk to Nora and Theo” he finally speaks, but it was so

straining to hear him.

“About what?”

after us. Making almost all investors who

brokenly. “The company is sinking,

and funds” (2

I thought mom and

actually go after the Sharps for what they did to

anything, it’s that company. It

him here, basically begging me to help him

he has tried everything and talking to me is the last and only

know I don’t really care if that company sinks or

my ches

looked tired and worn out. Like he has been burning both ends of

hasn’t mentioned anything about this to me. Then again, I told her never

Travis in my presence.

I beg you. We’re

that word has my hackles up. Bringing the familiar angry

are we family, Travis? If I remember correctly you cut me off. You said

you and renounced me as your sister

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“Ava.*

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want to hear a

time you treated me

pieces because I hurt you

times you said I deserved the pain I

me like I didn’t matter?

still

is there to say anyway? He knows the truth. He didn’t

him and the rest I was nothing

do anything to get rid

didn’t consider me your family back then, what makes you

family now? Whatever you are trying to do by playing the family card with

I used to note the difference between us. Travis

by just seeing them you could guess that they’re related. I on

have been the first

about me. The only

but I won’t let you. Go home, Travis

that, I push him away and slam the door hard. I lean against it