Ex-Husband's Regret
Chapter 85
His Unbelievable words
Ava
“W–what?” I stammer, looking at Rowan in complete shock
I couldn’t have heard him correctly. The Rowan I knew would have done anything for Emma Including sacrificing me.
My heart beats wildly as I stare at his blank face.
“You heard me, Ava” he repeats. No trace of lying in his voice. “If it had to come to it, I would have
gladly let her die if it meant saving you”
At first I thought that he’d lied so I wouldn’t feel bad. After all, who likes knowing that the man
she spent almost a decade with would gladly save another woman?
I thought he was saying that just to spare my feelings. Looking at his face though, I realize that he
was telling the truth. It was written on his face and in his eyes. Besides, when has Rowan ever
spared my feelings? He’s never shied away from telling how it is so why would he start lying now?
I release a deep breath and untangle my hands from his. It felt too intimate. I already had so much
thoughts dancing in my head. I didn’t need his warm hands confusing me more.
“You don’t mean that” I tell him after a while. “Emma is the woman you’ve loved since the first
time you realized what love is. You’ve been in love with her for so many years, how then can you
so casually say you would sacrifice her for my sake?”
His brows draw into a frown. He goes to speak, but I interrupt him.
“I’m the one that has meant nothing to you from the start. Remember? You hate me Rowan. You’ve
hated me for years, so what the hell is going on? How can you just decide one day that I’m more
important than your precious Emma? Something is just not adding up. You just can’t unhate me
all of a sudden” 2
I fall back on the pillow in exhaustion. I knew what I said was the damn truth. There is just no way all the hate, resentment and bitterness he has had for me for the past nine years disappeared
into thin air.
You just don’t wake up one day a brand new person. Intense feelings are hard to get rid of. Hard to bury. I should know that. Didn’t I struggle with trying to kill and bury the love I had for Rowan?
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finally nd myself of it.
Ava
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to say something, but I am just done. I don’t want to hear it. I don’t want him to make up pretty little
hated
would want such a
wanted? For them to realize their
don’t know how to deal with this new versions of their persona.
doesn’t trust
brand new feelings towards me. It feels like a game. A game of waiting for
you
wanted to be. Emma
Please don’t screw things up. What we had meant nothing. It was a mistake from the beginning. We both spent those nine years in misery,
has always been with Emma, and mine…well mine is now
I see it in his eyes as the grey pools
inside. I still. Waiting for a fight, but it
sags against his chair, before letting out
I leave you alone…for now” he says in a
it, but instead of leaving immediately, he bends and the
can say or do anything. He leaves,
what the hell just happened. It’s not that I am
is used to doing whatever the fuck he wants, yet he left when
tell he didn’t
regain my energy, I think about what he told me. Of
Rowan we are talking about. The same Rowan that told me
like Emma or
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hell is going on with him? I question but don’t get any
would have believed if he told me that he would give up Emms
me that I am nothing. That I meant nothing to him. So how does he expect to flip things around
questions were doing my head in, so I push them aside instead. Whatever was going on in Rowan’s head
meaning too, exhaustion takes over and
with me. They looked as exhausted as I
the Sharps. The fact that I finally had
must have made a sound, because
voice
fill. I blink to try and push them back, but it
imagined” My voice was so full of
You can’t imagine how I’ve been dying to hear you say that” mom
More
I bask in
separate as the door opens and a nurse
Ava?” she asks smiling kindly at
happy when they told me that my baby
baby
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hold my son* I tell
me that he was with his parents I planned to pick him
a second away from him because I knew today would have gone differently. If it
alive to
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