Don’t woITY
I was so bored. So freaking bored. It isn’t bad during the weekends because Noah is around, but
during weekdays it is unbearable.
Letty and Corrine obviously worked throughout the day. So did my parents. I had hired Mary to
take care of the daily running of The Hope Foundation. Even if I were to go there, there would be
little for me to do except maybe sign documents that needed my approval.
We had become good friends with Calvin over the past week. I learned that he has his own
building and construction company. He started it about two years ago and so far he said it was
doing well. So he also wasn’t available during the day.
I was so bored that I’ve started thinking of going back to work. I was five months along so I still
had time before my due time came. Instead of that, I pick up my phone and dial the number.
“Hey Mrs. Derray, how are you doing?” I ask.
We lived in the same neighborhood and she had called me a few days ago. She had a teenage
daughter in highschool who was failing biology. She had asked me if I could tutor her.
“I’m good dear. I’m happy to hear from you, and how are you?” her voice is cheerful and it brings a
smile to my face.
“I’m good thank you” I pause a little. “I was calling to ask if you’re still interested in my tutor
services”
I hope that she hadn’t found someone else. Even if she had, I still had others who had requested
me to tutor the kids.
“Oh definitely yes. It has been stressing me out and I admit to praying that you would change your
mind”
When she had asked, it had been at the beginning of my leave. I’d turned her down not knowing
how bored I would get just staying at home doing nothing.
“Perfect then. How about after school hours? She can come by my house after school” I tell her
happily.
It’ll be in the afternoon, but I didn’t mind. Maybe I could help with our sex toy business. I couldn’t
be associated with it, but that doesn’t mean I can’t help. While Letty and Corrine focused on their
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“That’s fine with me. Will you charge weekly or per session?” she asks, still in her cheerful voice.
“It’ll be free dear. It’s a way for me to pass time since I took a long leave from work”
for a while and I
finally
come over today and
mean, the money I had in liquid cash and assets
three of my next
that I didn’t need the money. Beside, teaching
for me to
much. She’ll be over once she gets back
still shocked that I didn’t ask for
“You’re welcome”
three more parents that had
also stunned when I told them that I would be doing it for free. They
about this.
realize that they don’t
I lived in a middle–class neighborhood. Unlike the higher
these people are far too busy working to provide for their
gossip magazines and
I like being treated like any other person.
just
the calls, I sit down with a smile on my face. I feel like I
and at ease. For the first time since shit went
going to
honestly felt like doing a happy dance. I was so happy and so excited for some reason. I
I
I go to
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feeling my body relax even more. I spend a few more minutes under
before
the pile of clothes in my closest. I went shopping and bought new clothes
those
I put it on and check myself in the mirror.
I can’t
my make up today. I go for the nude look. After that I do my hair, preferring to curl
Satisfied with how I looked, I take my ballet shoes and put
to leave when my phone
the number, but I
“Hello?”
It’s Ethan” his gruff
introducing himself, I would still have known it’s
time I was deliriously happy with him. It was during the time he
felt wanted. If only it had been real and not
playing.
I push away the painful
are you?” I
him again. We’ve only spoken through letters. Mainly with me
on with
he answers,
while. This was the man I had no trouble telling my
felt tense and awkward.
spoken to mom and dad?” I ask after a while, just to
feels so weird calling them that while talking to Ethan. They raised him
too. Which just makes everything weird because
his one
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