Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 90

Late Realizations.
Rowan.

I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but fuck it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t fucking explain.

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens

revealing Noah.

“Dad” he throws himself at him and I catch him. “I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to

see you”

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. “Hey buddy”

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the

worst night of my life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten.

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened

now. I see it so fucking clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without

there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son.

that night happening

“Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.” He informs

me. “I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner
yet”

He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food. I

shamelessly take a plate and pile food on it.

I didn’t appreciate it when we were married. Taking the small things for granted. I admit that I’ve missed her cooking.

“So…Mom is a real catch” Noah begins making, me turn to him.

“Yes” I agree, not really sure where he was going with this.

“A lot of good looking guys want her…just a few days ago there was a man here who’d come to visit her. I wonder who’ll get her as his wife” he says it so casually, but I see the smirk he is trying to hide.

“What man?”

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I try to contain the jealousy, but it’s fucking hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is intense. “I don’t remember his name, but mom said that he was her new friend” the smirk is still in place as he say that “He was scary looking but I liked him, now I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Uncle Cal. He had tattoos which Uncle Cal doesn’t and from what I know women dig tattoos

and abs

I glare at him, but he just chuckles

Fuck it. I know he was trying to make me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never

liked my son less than I did at that moment.

voice comes from

say anything.

the kitchen in a robe. Her hair is wet and her face is free from makeup. She looks so damn beautiful that I can’t put it into words. The robe leaves nothing to the

nothing but to tear

What are you doing here?” she ask,

that too. She used to be so expressive, now I barely know

“Rowan?” she calls again.

I

wanted to see her.

out of here. Don’t forget to tell me when you’re

atmosphere.

anything before he flees the room. Within

about?” I ask standing up

tries backing away from me, but there is

suitors” my voice turns hard. I was jealous and pissed off because I wanted her

you’re talking about or what he was talking about.” She sasses. “Could you just leave? It’s

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of the many men who Noah seems to think are interested in becoming your

didn’t care. Not when envy was boiling in

I don’t entertain

me as I walk closer

her body. Her belly and her breast are pressed close to my

peaks of her breast.

than arousal. It

still don’t let

of her baby

to push me away, but I’m solid. She can’t move me. Not

but because I couldn’t pull myself off her even if I’d wanted. She felt perfect in my

stay with her like

I when this is exactly where I want

hell are you talking about? I’m not yours. I’ve never been yours. Now let me go before Noah finds us like this and thinks we

About the other thing, you will always be mine and I won’t let you whore yourself to other men when you fucking belong to

twitches. Fire burning inside her brown orbs. I don’t see her hand move. The punch comes as a surprise, so

am a free woman and nothing is holding me back from

to come back to bite me in

“Ava…”

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don’t get it. You yourself told me that you slept with me while imagining Emma. You told I was just an object for scratching an itch. That I would never be the

me the hell aione?”

her. To explain to her. The words instead get stuck in my throat. I don’t know how to express

do want you, Ava. So fucking much” my

married for nine years. Nine fucking years.

struggles to find the

“This what?”

of a sudden be interested in

marriage? It’s just not making any

how can I explain something

my feelings came from or when they came to

difficult to accept that I want you?”

so yes, it’s hard to believe that

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