Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 90

Late Realizations.
Rowan.

I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but fuck it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t fucking explain.

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens

revealing Noah.

“Dad” he throws himself at him and I catch him. “I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to

see you”

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. “Hey buddy”

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the

worst night of my life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten.

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened

now. I see it so fucking clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without

there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son.

that night happening

“Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.” He informs

me. “I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner
yet”

He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food. I

shamelessly take a plate and pile food on it.

I didn’t appreciate it when we were married. Taking the small things for granted. I admit that I’ve missed her cooking.

“So…Mom is a real catch” Noah begins making, me turn to him.

“Yes” I agree, not really sure where he was going with this.

“A lot of good looking guys want her…just a few days ago there was a man here who’d come to visit her. I wonder who’ll get her as his wife” he says it so casually, but I see the smirk he is trying to hide.

“What man?”

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I try to contain the jealousy, but it’s fucking hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is intense. “I don’t remember his name, but mom said that he was her new friend” the smirk is still in place as he say that “He was scary looking but I liked him, now I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Uncle Cal. He had tattoos which Uncle Cal doesn’t and from what I know women dig tattoos

and abs

I glare at him, but he just chuckles

Fuck it. I know he was trying to make me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never

liked my son less than I did at that moment.

door?” her voice comes from the other room,

say anything.

into the kitchen in a robe. Her hair is wet and her face is free from makeup. She looks so damn

tear it from

doing here?” she ask, her face changing into

to be so expressive, now I barely know what she’s feeling or

“Rowan?” she calls again.

tell her. How am I supposed to tell her that I

wanted to see her.

Don’t forget to tell me when you’re

atmosphere.

for us to say anything before he flees the room. Within seconds we are

man Noah was talking about?” I ask

man?” she tries backing away from me, but there

one among your many suitors” my voice turns hard. I was jealous and pissed

was talking about.” She sasses. “Could you just leave? It’s late at night and

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can entertain one of the many men who Noah seems to think are interested in becoming your new husband”

it. Pushing her, but I just didn’t care. Not when envy was

don’t entertain

as I walk

of her body. Her belly and her breast are pressed close to my chest and abs. I harden when I feel the

peaks of her breast.

more than arousal. It

me” she shrieks but I still don’t let her go. Instead I press

of her

to push me away, but I’m solid. She can’t move me. Not only because

off her even if I’d wanted. She felt perfect in

with her like

when this

the hell are you talking about? I’m not yours. I’ve never been yours. Now let me

thing, you will always be mine and I won’t

move. The punch comes as a surprise, so because of

you’ve forgotten. Second, I can fuck whoever I want. I am a free woman and nothing is holding me back from sleeping with men who actually want me. Men who aren’t thinking of the love of their fucking life while they’re buried deep inside

those words were going to come back to bite me in the

“Ava…”

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just don’t get it. You yourself told me that you slept with me while imagining Emma. You told I was just an object for scratching an

me the hell aione?”

to her. The words instead get stuck in my throat. I don’t know how to

do want you, Ava. So fucking much” my voice turns soft and it

married for nine years. Nine fucking years. How

find the

“This what?”

you all of a sudden be interested in me when you’ve ignored

marriage? It’s

had me there, but how can I explain

my feelings came from or when

to accept that I want you?”

so long, so yes, it’s hard to believe that you are now attracted

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