Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 90

Late Realizations.
Rowan.

I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but fuck it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t fucking explain.

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens

revealing Noah.

“Dad” he throws himself at him and I catch him. “I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to

see you”

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. “Hey buddy”

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the

worst night of my life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten.

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened

now. I see it so fucking clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without

there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son.

that night happening

“Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.” He informs

me. “I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner
yet”

He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food. I

shamelessly take a plate and pile food on it.

I didn’t appreciate it when we were married. Taking the small things for granted. I admit that I’ve missed her cooking.

“So…Mom is a real catch” Noah begins making, me turn to him.

“Yes” I agree, not really sure where he was going with this.

“A lot of good looking guys want her…just a few days ago there was a man here who’d come to visit her. I wonder who’ll get her as his wife” he says it so casually, but I see the smirk he is trying to hide.

“What man?”

415 BONUS

I try to contain the jealousy, but it’s fucking hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is intense. “I don’t remember his name, but mom said that he was her new friend” the smirk is still in place as he say that “He was scary looking but I liked him, now I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Uncle Cal. He had tattoos which Uncle Cal doesn’t and from what I know women dig tattoos

and abs

I glare at him, but he just chuckles

Fuck it. I know he was trying to make me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never

liked my son less than I did at that moment.

at the door?” her voice comes

say anything.

Her hair is wet and her face is free from makeup. She looks so damn beautiful that

nothing but to tear it from

are you doing here?” she ask, her face changing into an indifference

expressive,

“Rowan?” she calls again.

I

wanted to see her.

out of here. Don’t forget to tell me when you’re leaving, dad” Noah

atmosphere.

doesn’t wait for us to say anything before he flees the room. Within seconds

I ask standing up and getting

she tries backing away from me, but there is nowhere

turns hard. I was jealous

about.” She sasses. “Could you

+15 BONUS

one of the many men who Noah seems to think are

Pushing her, but I just didn’t care. Not when envy was boiling in my blood. Or bitterness

don’t entertain any man” she whisper–shouts

as I

me. I feel every inch of her body. Her belly and her breast are pressed close

peaks of her breast.

felt was more than arousal. It

off me” she shrieks but I still don’t let her go. Instead I

of her baby

tries to push me away, but I’m solid. She can’t move me.

myself off her even if I’d

her like

I when this is

the hell are you talking about? I’m not yours. I’ve never been yours. Now let me go before Noah finds us like this and thinks we are getting back

happy. About the other thing, you will always be mine and I won’t let you whore yourself to other men when you fucking

move. The punch comes as a surprise, so because of the

can fuck whoever I want. I am a free woman and nothing is holding me back from sleeping with men who actually want me. Men who aren’t thinking of the love of their fucking

those words were going to come back to bite me in the fucking

“Ava…”

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while imagining Emma. You told I was just an object for scratching an itch. That I would never

me the hell aione?”

to tell her. To explain to her. The words instead get stuck in my throat. I don’t know how to express my feelings

So fucking much” my

for nine years. Nine

to find the

“This what?”

of a sudden be interested in me when you’ve ignored me

of our marriage? It’s just not making

explain something that I didn’t understand myself? I don’t

my feelings came from or when they

that I want you?”

is! You’ve hated me for so long, so yes, it’s hard

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