Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 90

Late Realizations.
Rowan.

I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but fuck it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t fucking explain.

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens

revealing Noah.

“Dad” he throws himself at him and I catch him. “I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to

see you”

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. “Hey buddy”

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the

worst night of my life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten.

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened

now. I see it so fucking clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without

there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son.

that night happening

“Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.” He informs

me. “I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner
yet”

He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food. I

shamelessly take a plate and pile food on it.

I didn’t appreciate it when we were married. Taking the small things for granted. I admit that I’ve missed her cooking.

“So…Mom is a real catch” Noah begins making, me turn to him.

“Yes” I agree, not really sure where he was going with this.

“A lot of good looking guys want her…just a few days ago there was a man here who’d come to visit her. I wonder who’ll get her as his wife” he says it so casually, but I see the smirk he is trying to hide.

“What man?”

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I try to contain the jealousy, but it’s fucking hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is intense. “I don’t remember his name, but mom said that he was her new friend” the smirk is still in place as he say that “He was scary looking but I liked him, now I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Uncle Cal. He had tattoos which Uncle Cal doesn’t and from what I know women dig tattoos

and abs

I glare at him, but he just chuckles

Fuck it. I know he was trying to make me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never

liked my son less than I did at that moment.

who was at the door?” her voice comes from the other room, interrupting

say anything.

into the kitchen in a robe. Her hair is wet and her face is free from makeup. She looks so damn beautiful that I can’t put it into words. The robe

tear it from her

What are you doing here?” she ask, her face

used to be so expressive, now I barely

“Rowan?” she calls again.

I supposed to tell her that I

wanted to see her.

of here. Don’t forget to tell me when you’re leaving, dad” Noah

atmosphere.

before he flees the

talking about?” I ask standing up

backing away from

one among your many suitors” my voice turns hard. I was jealous and pissed off because I

he was talking about.” She sasses. “Could you just leave?

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that? Is it so you can entertain one of the many men who Noah seems to think are interested

but I just didn’t care. Not when envy was boiling in my blood. Or

wrong with you? I don’t entertain any man”

me as I walk closer to

to me. I feel every inch of her body. Her belly and her breast are pressed

peaks of her breast.

I felt was more than arousal. It

still don’t

mindful of

solid. She can’t

myself off her even if I’d wanted. She felt

with her like this

Why would I when this is exactly where I want

are you talking about? I’m not yours. I’ve never been yours. Now let

other thing, you will always be mine and I won’t

hand move.

case you’ve forgotten. Second, I can fuck whoever I want. I am a free woman and nothing is holding me back from sleeping with men who actually want me. Men who aren’t thinking of the love of their fucking life while they’re buried deep

words were going to come back to bite me in the

“Ava…”

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told I

me the hell aione?”

words instead get stuck in my throat. I don’t know how to express

my voice

for nine years. Nine fucking years. How

struggles to find

“This what?”

of a sudden be interested in me

It’s just

me there, but how can I explain something that I didn’t understand myself? I don’t

from or when they came to

difficult to accept that I want you?” I

so yes, it’s

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