Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 90

Late Realizations.
Rowan.

I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but fuck it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t fucking explain.

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens

revealing Noah.

“Dad” he throws himself at him and I catch him. “I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to

see you”

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. “Hey buddy”

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the

worst night of my life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten.

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened

now. I see it so fucking clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without

there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son.

that night happening

“Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.” He informs

me. “I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner
yet”

He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food. I

shamelessly take a plate and pile food on it.

I didn’t appreciate it when we were married. Taking the small things for granted. I admit that I’ve missed her cooking.

“So…Mom is a real catch” Noah begins making, me turn to him.

“Yes” I agree, not really sure where he was going with this.

“A lot of good looking guys want her…just a few days ago there was a man here who’d come to visit her. I wonder who’ll get her as his wife” he says it so casually, but I see the smirk he is trying to hide.

“What man?”

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I try to contain the jealousy, but it’s fucking hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is intense. “I don’t remember his name, but mom said that he was her new friend” the smirk is still in place as he say that “He was scary looking but I liked him, now I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Uncle Cal. He had tattoos which Uncle Cal doesn’t and from what I know women dig tattoos

and abs

I glare at him, but he just chuckles

Fuck it. I know he was trying to make me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never

liked my son less than I did at that moment.

who was at the door?” her voice comes from the other room, interrupting me before I

say anything.

wet and her face is free from makeup. She looks so damn beautiful that I can’t put it

tear it from

ask, her face changing into

hate that too. She used to be so expressive, now I barely know what she’s feeling

“Rowan?” she calls again.

How am I supposed to tell

wanted to see her.

to tell me

atmosphere.

for us to say anything before he flees the room. Within

is the man Noah was talking about?” I ask standing up and getting

backing away from me, but there is

among your many suitors” my voice turns hard. I was jealous and pissed off because I wanted her to my fucking

he was talking about.” She sasses. “Could you just leave? It’s late at night and you shouldn’t

+15 BONUS

you can entertain one of the many men who Noah seems to think are interested in becoming your new husband”

Not when envy was boiling in my blood. Or bitterness

don’t entertain any man”

as

feel every inch of her body. Her belly and her breast are pressed close to my chest and abs. I harden when I feel the

peaks of her breast.

arousal. It was something else.

she shrieks but I still don’t

mindful of her

I’m solid. She

but because I couldn’t pull myself off her even if

her like

would I when this is exactly where

yours. Now let me go before Noah finds us like

mine and I won’t let you whore yourself to other men when you fucking belong to me”

I don’t see her hand move. The punch comes as a surprise, so because of

time in case you’ve forgotten. Second, I can fuck whoever I want. I am a free woman and nothing is holding me back from sleeping with men who actually want me. Men who aren’t thinking of the love of

were going to come back to bite me in the fucking

“Ava…”

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Emma. You told I was just an object for scratching an itch. That I would never be the woman you want, so what

me the hell aione?”

her. The words instead get stuck in my

Ava. So fucking much” my voice turns soft and it shocks both

Nine fucking years. How then can you be

struggles to find the right

“This what?”

all of a sudden be interested in

marriage? It’s just not

can I explain something that

my feelings came from or when they

it too difficult to accept that I want you?” I ask

so long, so yes, it’s hard to believe that you are now

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