Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 90

Late Realizations.
Rowan.

I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but fuck it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t fucking explain.

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens

revealing Noah.

“Dad” he throws himself at him and I catch him. “I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to

see you”

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. “Hey buddy”

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the

worst night of my life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten.

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened

now. I see it so fucking clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without

there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son.

that night happening

“Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.” He informs

me. “I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner
yet”

He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food. I

shamelessly take a plate and pile food on it.

I didn’t appreciate it when we were married. Taking the small things for granted. I admit that I’ve missed her cooking.

“So…Mom is a real catch” Noah begins making, me turn to him.

“Yes” I agree, not really sure where he was going with this.

“A lot of good looking guys want her…just a few days ago there was a man here who’d come to visit her. I wonder who’ll get her as his wife” he says it so casually, but I see the smirk he is trying to hide.

“What man?”

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I try to contain the jealousy, but it’s fucking hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is intense. “I don’t remember his name, but mom said that he was her new friend” the smirk is still in place as he say that “He was scary looking but I liked him, now I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Uncle Cal. He had tattoos which Uncle Cal doesn’t and from what I know women dig tattoos

and abs

I glare at him, but he just chuckles

Fuck it. I know he was trying to make me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never

liked my son less than I did at that moment.

the door?” her voice comes from

say anything.

from makeup. She looks so damn beautiful that I can’t put it into words. The robe

to tear

are you doing here?” she ask,

so expressive, now I barely

“Rowan?” she calls again.

her. How am I supposed to tell her that I

wanted to see her.

me when you’re leaving,

atmosphere.

wait for us to say anything before he flees the

man Noah was talking about?” I ask standing up and getting close

from me, but there is nowhere to

voice turns hard. I was jealous and pissed off because

what he was talking about.” She sasses. “Could you just

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men who Noah seems to think are interested in

Not when envy was boiling in my blood. Or bitterness was clouding

with you? I don’t entertain any man”

doesn’t faze me as I walk

feel every inch of her body. Her belly and her breast

peaks of her breast.

I felt was more than arousal. It was

me” she shrieks but I still don’t let her go. Instead I press closer to

mindful of her

I’m solid. She

off her even if I’d wanted. She felt

with her like this

would I when this is exactly where I want you? You’re

are you talking about? I’m not yours. I’ve never been yours. Now let me go before Noah finds us

be happy. About the other thing, you will always be mine and I won’t

Fire burning inside her brown orbs. I don’t see her hand move. The punch comes as a surprise, so because of the shock I release her.

free woman

to come back to bite me

“Ava…”

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want Rowan? Because I just don’t get it. You yourself told me that you slept with me while imagining Emma. You told I was just an object for scratching an itch. That I would never

me the hell aione?”

To explain to her. The words instead get stuck in my throat. I don’t know how to express my feelings

my voice turns soft and it shocks both

married for nine years. Nine fucking years. How then can you

struggles to find

“This what?”

of a sudden be interested in me when you’ve ignored me

our marriage? It’s just

but how can I explain something that I didn’t

from or when they

accept that I

for so long, so yes, it’s hard to believe that

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