Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 90

Late Realizations.
Rowan.

I stare at the door, wondering what the hell I was doing here. I should give Ava her space, but fuck it. I can’t seem to stay away from her. I’m drawn to her in a way I can’t fucking explain.

Knocking, I wait rather impatiently for the door to be opened. A minute later, the door opens

revealing Noah.

“Dad” he throws himself at him and I catch him. “I thought I would have to wait till Saturday to

see you”

I hug him close to me. Feeling myself relax and melt. “Hey buddy”

How could I ever have hated Ava? I wonder. She gave me the best gift when she gave birth to Noah. I should have appreciated her then instead of punishing her. The night I thought was the

worst night of my life, brought about the best gift I could have gotten.

I didn’t see it then because I had my head so up my ass I couldn’t see straight. My eyes are opened

now. I see it so fucking clearly. Ava was right. I used to regret that night not realizing that without

there wouldn’t be Noah and no matter what, I would never regret my son.

that night happening

“Come in. Mom is in the shower. She said she needed to soak her tired, aching bones.” He informs

me. “I’m having my dinner and there is enough. You can have some if you haven’t eaten dinner
yet”

He leads me into the kitchen. He gets on the stool and resumes eating after pointing to the food. I

shamelessly take a plate and pile food on it.

I didn’t appreciate it when we were married. Taking the small things for granted. I admit that I’ve missed her cooking.

“So…Mom is a real catch” Noah begins making, me turn to him.

“Yes” I agree, not really sure where he was going with this.

“A lot of good looking guys want her…just a few days ago there was a man here who’d come to visit her. I wonder who’ll get her as his wife” he says it so casually, but I see the smirk he is trying to hide.

“What man?”

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I try to contain the jealousy, but it’s fucking hard. The need to scream that Ava is mine is intense. “I don’t remember his name, but mom said that he was her new friend” the smirk is still in place as he say that “He was scary looking but I liked him, now I don’t know who I like better for mom. Him or Uncle Cal. He had tattoos which Uncle Cal doesn’t and from what I know women dig tattoos

and abs

I glare at him, but he just chuckles

Fuck it. I know he was trying to make me jealous and I should let it go, but I can’t. I have never

liked my son less than I did at that moment.

voice comes from the other room,

say anything.

hair is wet and her face is free from makeup. She looks so damn beautiful that I can’t put it into words. The

nothing but to tear it from her

doing here?” she ask, her face changing

so expressive, now I barely know what

“Rowan?” she calls again.

don’t know what to fucking tell her. How am I supposed to tell her that I

wanted to see her.

to tell me when you’re leaving,

atmosphere.

doesn’t wait for us to say anything before he flees the

I ask standing up and getting close to

tries backing away from me,

jealous and pissed off because I wanted her to

know what you’re talking about or what he was talking about.” She sasses. “Could you just leave? It’s late

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men who Noah

Pushing her, but I just didn’t care. Not when envy was boiling

with you? I don’t

faze me as I walk closer to

waist, I bring her closer to me. I feel every inch of her body. Her belly and her breast are pressed close to my chest

peaks of her breast.

arousal. It

me” she shrieks but I still don’t let

mindful of her

to push me away, but I’m solid. She can’t move me. Not

her even

with her like

chance, Ava. Why would I when this is exactly where I

you talking about? I’m not yours. I’ve never been yours. Now let me go before Noah finds us like this and thinks

the other thing, you will always be mine and I

don’t see her hand move. The

forgotten. Second, I can fuck whoever I want. I am a free woman and nothing is holding me back from sleeping with men who

back to bite me in the fucking ass.

“Ava…”

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You told I was just an object for scratching an itch. That I would never be the woman you want, so what

me the hell aione?”

words instead get stuck in my throat. I don’t know how to express my feelings

fucking much” my voice turns soft and it

now? We were married for nine years. Nine fucking years. How then can you be

to find the right

“This what?”

How can you all of a sudden be interested in me when you’ve ignored me for

marriage? It’s just not making any

there, but how can I explain something

from or when

too difficult to accept that I want

for so long, so yes, it’s hard to believe that you are now attracted

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