Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 96

There’s just something…
Calvin had called immediately he got the missed call notification. He’d explained that the reason he didn’t pick up is because he was in a meeting and his phone had been silent.

He wanted to come home right away, but told him that everything was now fine. That I had taken

care of the situation and that Gunner was fine. He wasn’t crying anymore. Neither was he sad.

That was enough for me.

He was reluctant, but he finally agreed given that his meeting would run late.

Now here I was cooking dinner for us. With thousands of thoughts running through my head. It’s like I can’t get a break from my own thoughts. They’re constantly there and now there some that are added concerning Gunner.

“What are we having for dinner mom?” Noah asks sitting down at the counter.

“Yes, what? I am starving” Gunner adds smiling at me.

There it was again. That damn smile. It’s not that I hated it. I could never hate any smile Gunner gives me. It’s just that it fucking bothers me so much. There was something about it that I just couldn’t place my finger on.

“I’m not sure” I tell them. “Why don’t we see

what my craving will pick?”

Noah smiles wide and turns to Gunner. “Mom has insan

cravings. Sometimes they’re really great

and other times it’s totally disgusting”

Gunner nods his head. “Can I help?”

“Sure. Why don’t you flow the chicken?” I tell him.

Noah wasn’t really that helpful in the kitchen. In fact he was a complete disaster. That’s why he normally never helps unless it’s something he can actually do. Something he won’t mess up.

I got out the marinating sliced chicken breasts and the Ziploc bag of seasoned flour and handed them over to Gunner.

He took them willingly with a smile on his face. One thing I learned about him was that he loved food and he also loved cooking. He was going to make a very lucky woman happy one day if he continued like this.

“As for you, Noah, you can help with the dessert” I turn to him

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“At least that’s easy and I won’t mess it up” he says grinning, making both me and Gunner laugh

He was self–aware. I liked that about him.

“Now, if you get the buttermilk marinade on your fingers, don’t get it near your eyes. It’ll burn,

because of the Tabasco and salt that is in it I warn Gunner.

“Okay”

We get to work. Chatting and simply having fun. I was so glad that I could give this to Gunner. So happy that I was able to give him happiness. I couldn’t take away all his pain and sadness, but

this had to be enough for now.

He was a lovely boy. Shy at first, but when you got to know him, you realize how amazing he is. I

just couldn’t understand why his mother would do this to him.

From what little I gathered. She doesn’t want to be in his life. I don’t know if it’s by choice or

maybe forced circumstances, all I know is that it was hurting Gunner. The last thing I want is for

with

for” his low voice pulls

“What?” Noah asks him.

takes deep breath before answering. “This. Having a mom by my side. Watching

Don’t get me wrong,

never

goes my heart shattering into pieces for this little

Some things just aren’t possible. Like how Noah wants

to get

okay, honey?” I ask

you, Noah and dad. That is enough. I

like a

doing and give him a hug before kissing

“Damn!” Noah groans.

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chastise him and he

to get back together without realizing how lucky

and he immediately steps into

kissing his forehead too.

forgiven” I tell him while

praying and hoping, but I’ll stop pushing so

“Thank you” I say

work and eventually finish cooking. They both help me set the table and

down to eat.

foot down for some left overs. Calvin

cook something.

and then it is

was after they were asleep that the idea came to me. I had a five bedroom house. There was

Gunner’s room.

space while he was here. I quickly get excited about the idea. Immediately I take

what I would need.

have to

helpful when

know what he likes.

agree. Well I hoped he would. Plus

the room. He knows Gunner better

just finishing up the list of essentials when the doorbell rang. I

sure that it will Calvin

“Hi” I tell him.

says, giving me

and he comes in. We move

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they

“Yes”

didn’t know what to say. I had so many question, but I was

crying because of his mother” I start

I say those words, his face

I get and understand that she doesn’t love me and she never will, it hurts, but I learned to accept that. Turning her back on Gunner is something else. I

just a bitch? I’ve suffered through it since I first fell for Rowan. I didn’t want my friend to go through

to come see Gunner kills me. He

nothing to do with him. I tried hiding it from him, but as he got older he started to understand things. He started to understand that his mother doesn’t want him and she wants nothing to do with him. Fuck

radiating

of my reach. I regret ever falling in love with her. Regret ever meeting her. But the

one thing I can

my own lips. Didn’t I tell

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