Her side of the story
Mom collapses in the chair after my admission. The heartbroken look in her eyes was undoing

me. The disappointed look she gave me nearly made me crumble on the spot.
Travis, who had been holding me, lets go as if I had burned him. He backs away from me slowly

until he’s a few feet away.

I know the rest had varying degrees of shock, but they didn’t matter to me right now. Not when

my family was looking at me like they didn’t know me. Like I was a stranger.

“Please tell me you’re playing a sick joke on me,” Mom pleads. “Tell me you didn’t have a child and

kept him hidden from us all these years.”

I want to lie to them just so the heartbroken and disappointed look in their eyes will disappear. I

know that I can no longer do that. There was no hiding from this. There was no more running from

the truth.

“I’m sorry. So sorry,” I cry as I stumble towards her. “I wanted to tell you, but I was so ashamed.”

I go to take her hand, but she flinches and pulls it away.

This is what I’ve been so afraid of. Ava was right. I was the perfect daughter. The one who never

made any mistakes.

The one that thought things through before, except for that one time. Now their image of me is

tarnished. Now they know that I am just like them. Human. The Ace card I had over Ava was gone. 2

I was in the same boat as Ava. I made mistakes that are now hunting me. Sleeping with Calvin

remains the greatest mistak

y life.

“H–How did this happen? When did it happen…did dad now?” Travis asks as he paces, frustration

clear in his steps.

“Dad didn’t know. No one except Calvin and Molly knew.” I look at the ground, unable to face the

look on my mom’s face.

“Start from the beginning and don’t leave a single thing out. I want to know why the hell you’ve

kept my grandson a secret from his family,” Mom growls, her eyes turning fierce.

I didn’t want to rehash the past, but at this point, I don’t think I had any choice. If I didn’t want

them to be even madder than they were right now, then I had to spill it.

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“When Rowan married Ava, I was broken I tried not to let it show. Tried to make you, dad, and

Travis believe I was okay because you were all so worried about me. I felt like I was drowning,

world had exploded, and I’d been left with

of you, but

as I did back then when

with Ava.

fading away. I didn’t eat, I didn’t sleep, and I didn’t attend

started pushing, and when I refused to

I didn’t want you to know how I was struggling. I

how tough things were for

memory. I had so much bitterness and resentment

I’d fallen, she would have been ecstatic. It

been going

Molly became my anchor. My grades were

think about Rowan every second.” I take a deep

that I met Calvin again. It turns out we went to

assignment partner.” 2

talk to him. After all, we weren’t friends.

show any remnants of the obsession he had for me in high

out of my way

hard. I wanted to stop, but now more than ever, I

well for some time. They weren’t

let me know

with his son at first sight. Everything around me crumbled, and

surface.” I try to breathe through the pain

so fucking hard.

in pain, and I was really angry. Angry at myself for

sleeping with Ava, angry

man I loved and angry

I don’t need to turn to

the

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Calvin for the way he crushed on me, so that night I approached Calvin and seduced him I knew word would probably get back to Rowan, and that would have hurt him. That’s why I slept with Calvin that night, because I counted

for Rowan and in the end I gave it to the guy

at the man I loved. I told Calvin that it was a mistake and that he should forget about what happened between us. I snuck out of his room, and I thought that was

planned for what was to come next. What destiny had

didn’t exist, that is, until my period was late. A cheap test. and later, a doctor’s appointment confirmed that

one day Rowan and I would get back

of my mistake to always be in

get an emergency pill the morning after?” mom asks, making me

to me.

s–sex so I didn’t really know that I should have.

tha‘ n’t really enough to get me pregnant. Looking back, maybe

one, but like I said, I was so ashamed, I didn’t

anyone to know.”

me that during all the

a virgin?” Travis asks in

we started dating,

anything that walked and had a vagina. When I’d told

ready. My

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was still a virgin. Anyway,” 1

didn’t want the child and I wanted to get rid

Mom asks, her voice ringing with horror and

“Calvin threatened to tell you and dad if I went

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