Her side of the story
Mom collapses in the chair after my admission. The heartbroken look in her eyes was undoing

me. The disappointed look she gave me nearly made me crumble on the spot.
Travis, who had been holding me, lets go as if I had burned him. He backs away from me slowly

until he’s a few feet away.

I know the rest had varying degrees of shock, but they didn’t matter to me right now. Not when

my family was looking at me like they didn’t know me. Like I was a stranger.

“Please tell me you’re playing a sick joke on me,” Mom pleads. “Tell me you didn’t have a child and

kept him hidden from us all these years.”

I want to lie to them just so the heartbroken and disappointed look in their eyes will disappear. I

know that I can no longer do that. There was no hiding from this. There was no more running from

the truth.

“I’m sorry. So sorry,” I cry as I stumble towards her. “I wanted to tell you, but I was so ashamed.”

I go to take her hand, but she flinches and pulls it away.

This is what I’ve been so afraid of. Ava was right. I was the perfect daughter. The one who never

made any mistakes.

The one that thought things through before, except for that one time. Now their image of me is

tarnished. Now they know that I am just like them. Human. The Ace card I had over Ava was gone. 2

I was in the same boat as Ava. I made mistakes that are now hunting me. Sleeping with Calvin

remains the greatest mistak

y life.

“H–How did this happen? When did it happen…did dad now?” Travis asks as he paces, frustration

clear in his steps.

“Dad didn’t know. No one except Calvin and Molly knew.” I look at the ground, unable to face the

look on my mom’s face.

“Start from the beginning and don’t leave a single thing out. I want to know why the hell you’ve

kept my grandson a secret from his family,” Mom growls, her eyes turning fierce.

I didn’t want to rehash the past, but at this point, I don’t think I had any choice. If I didn’t want

them to be even madder than they were right now, then I had to spill it.

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“When Rowan married Ava, I was broken I tried not to let it show. Tried to make you, dad, and

Travis believe I was okay because you were all so worried about me. I felt like I was drowning,

had exploded, and I’d been left with nothing. When

of you, but I fell

on the grass, feeling as small as I did back

with Ava.

I didn’t sleep, and I didn’t attend classes.

She started pushing, and when I refused to get better,

let you know. I didn’t want you to know

out how tough things

much bitterness and resentment towards Ava back then.

she ever found out how far I’d fallen, she would have been ecstatic. It

been going

going well after that. Molly became my anchor. My grades were

second.” I take a

I met Calvin again. It turns out we went to the same Uni

assignment partner.” 2

we weren’t friends. I tolerated him because he was

any remnants of the obsession he had for

him. We co–existed. He stayed out of my way and I stayed out of

I wanted to stop, but now more than ever, I knew they

for some time. They

alled me to let me know that Ava had given birth to a

first sight. Everything around me crumbled, and all

try to breathe through

so fucking hard.

Angry at myself for turning down Rowan’s

and sleeping with Ava, angry at Ava for getting

I loved and angry at the baby

don’t need to turn to know that it

if everything had gone the way I wanted it to, then he

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Calvin for the way he crushed on me, so that night I approached Calvin and seduced him I knew word would probably get back to Rowan, and that would have hurt him. That’s why I slept with Calvin that night, because I counted on Rowan’s friend telling

my virginity. I was saving it for Rowan and in the end I gave it to the guy who kept

that it was a mistake and that

I hadn’t planned for what was to

other like the other didn’t exist, that is, until my period was late. A

news I’ve ever received. Deep in my heart, I believed that one day Rowan and I would get

my mistake to always be

pill the morning after?” mom asks, making me blush a

being a complete mess, everything was new to me. To

s–sex so I didn’t really know

really enough to get me pregnant. Looking back,

she would have aused me to get one, but

anyone to know.”

all the years you dated Rowan,

still a virgin?” Travis asks

Before we started dating, which

vagina. When

till I was ready. My biggest regret

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releases a groan uncomfortably “Can we not talk about this? It was years

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was still a virgin. Anyway,” 1 paused. “I told Calvin about

the child and I wanted to get rid of it,

Mom asks, her voice

but nod my head. “Calvin threatened to tell

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