Her side of the story
Mom collapses in the chair after my admission. The heartbroken look in her eyes was undoing

me. The disappointed look she gave me nearly made me crumble on the spot.
Travis, who had been holding me, lets go as if I had burned him. He backs away from me slowly

until he’s a few feet away.

I know the rest had varying degrees of shock, but they didn’t matter to me right now. Not when

my family was looking at me like they didn’t know me. Like I was a stranger.

“Please tell me you’re playing a sick joke on me,” Mom pleads. “Tell me you didn’t have a child and

kept him hidden from us all these years.”

I want to lie to them just so the heartbroken and disappointed look in their eyes will disappear. I

know that I can no longer do that. There was no hiding from this. There was no more running from

the truth.

“I’m sorry. So sorry,” I cry as I stumble towards her. “I wanted to tell you, but I was so ashamed.”

I go to take her hand, but she flinches and pulls it away.

This is what I’ve been so afraid of. Ava was right. I was the perfect daughter. The one who never

made any mistakes.

The one that thought things through before, except for that one time. Now their image of me is

tarnished. Now they know that I am just like them. Human. The Ace card I had over Ava was gone. 2

I was in the same boat as Ava. I made mistakes that are now hunting me. Sleeping with Calvin

remains the greatest mistak

y life.

“H–How did this happen? When did it happen…did dad now?” Travis asks as he paces, frustration

clear in his steps.

“Dad didn’t know. No one except Calvin and Molly knew.” I look at the ground, unable to face the

look on my mom’s face.

“Start from the beginning and don’t leave a single thing out. I want to know why the hell you’ve

kept my grandson a secret from his family,” Mom growls, her eyes turning fierce.

I didn’t want to rehash the past, but at this point, I don’t think I had any choice. If I didn’t want

them to be even madder than they were right now, then I had to spill it.

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“When Rowan married Ava, I was broken I tried not to let it show. Tried to make you, dad, and

Travis believe I was okay because you were all so worried about me. I felt like I was drowning,

had exploded, and I’d been left with nothing.

you, but

the grass, feeling as small as I did back then when

with Ava.

I didn’t sleep, and I didn’t attend classes. In fact, I rarely left

Molly noticed this. She started pushing, and when I refused to get better, she

guys to let you know. I didn’t want you to know how I was struggling.

how tough things were

so much bitterness

out how far I’d fallen, she would

been going through her own

that. Molly became my anchor. My grades

second.” I take a deep breath

again. It turns out we went to the same Uni and he was also

assignment partner.” 2

him. After all, we weren’t friends. I tolerated him because he was

remnants of the obsession he

of him. We co–existed. He stayed out of my way and I stayed

now more than ever, I knew they

were going well for some time. They weren’t perfect,

to let me know that Ava had given birth to a baby

fell in love with his son at first sight. Everything

I try to breathe through the pain

so fucking hard.

really angry. Angry at

sleeping with Ava, angry at Ava for getting pregnant and

angry at the baby

don’t need to turn

because if everything had gone the way I wanted

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I knew word would probably get back to Rowan, and that would have hurt him. That’s why I slept with

was saving it for Rowan and in the end I gave it to the guy

it the next morning. It had been foolish of me to sleep with a guy I didn’t even like just to get back at the man I loved. I told Calvin that it was a mistake and that he should forget about what happened between us. I snuck out of his room, and I thought that was that. That it was a

for what was to come next.

until my period was late. A cheap test.

had been the worst news I’ve ever received. Deep in my heart, I believed that one day Rowan and I would get back together. I didn’t want an unwanted baby

to always be in

morning after?” mom asks,

new to

so I didn’t really know that

tha‘ n’t really enough to get me pregnant. Looking back, maybe if

one, but like

anyone to know.”

want to tell me that during all the years you dated Rowan, you never slept

still a virgin?” Travis

we started dating, which was

vagina. When I’d told him I wasn’t

I was ready. My

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groan uncomfortably “Can we not talk about this? It was years

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answer your question, yes I was still a virgin.

want the child and I wanted to get rid of

her voice ringing with horror and

anything, but nod my head. “Calvin threatened to tell you

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