Her side of the story
Mom collapses in the chair after my admission. The heartbroken look in her eyes was undoing

me. The disappointed look she gave me nearly made me crumble on the spot.
Travis, who had been holding me, lets go as if I had burned him. He backs away from me slowly

until he’s a few feet away.

I know the rest had varying degrees of shock, but they didn’t matter to me right now. Not when

my family was looking at me like they didn’t know me. Like I was a stranger.

“Please tell me you’re playing a sick joke on me,” Mom pleads. “Tell me you didn’t have a child and

kept him hidden from us all these years.”

I want to lie to them just so the heartbroken and disappointed look in their eyes will disappear. I

know that I can no longer do that. There was no hiding from this. There was no more running from

the truth.

“I’m sorry. So sorry,” I cry as I stumble towards her. “I wanted to tell you, but I was so ashamed.”

I go to take her hand, but she flinches and pulls it away.

This is what I’ve been so afraid of. Ava was right. I was the perfect daughter. The one who never

made any mistakes.

The one that thought things through before, except for that one time. Now their image of me is

tarnished. Now they know that I am just like them. Human. The Ace card I had over Ava was gone. 2

I was in the same boat as Ava. I made mistakes that are now hunting me. Sleeping with Calvin

remains the greatest mistak

y life.

“H–How did this happen? When did it happen…did dad now?” Travis asks as he paces, frustration

clear in his steps.

“Dad didn’t know. No one except Calvin and Molly knew.” I look at the ground, unable to face the

look on my mom’s face.

“Start from the beginning and don’t leave a single thing out. I want to know why the hell you’ve

kept my grandson a secret from his family,” Mom growls, her eyes turning fierce.

I didn’t want to rehash the past, but at this point, I don’t think I had any choice. If I didn’t want

them to be even madder than they were right now, then I had to spill it.

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+15 BONUS

“When Rowan married Ava, I was broken I tried not to let it show. Tried to make you, dad, and

Travis believe I was okay because you were all so worried about me. I felt like I was drowning,

world had exploded, and I’d been left with nothing.

you,

down on the grass, feeling as small as I did back then when I learned

with Ava.

sleep, and I didn’t attend classes. In fact,

started pushing, and when

you to know how I was

tough things were for

had so much bitterness and resentment towards Ava

I’d fallen, she would have

discovered she had been

were going well after that. Molly became

Rowan every second.”

Calvin again. It turns out we went to the

assignment partner.” 2

to him. After all, we weren’t friends. I tolerated

when he didn’t show any remnants of the obsession he had

being weary of him. We co–existed. He stayed out of my way and I stayed out of

wanted to stop, but now more

going well for some time. They weren’t perfect, but

alled me to let me know that Ava had given

in love with his son at first sight. Everything

to breathe

so fucking hard.

pain, and I was really angry. Angry at myself for turning down Rowan’s proposal,

and sleeping with Ava, angry at

man I loved and angry at the baby

to turn to know that it is from Rowan. I still

Noah because if everything had gone the way I wanted it to, then he

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*15 BONUS

Calvin and seduced him I knew word would probably get back to Rowan, and that would have hurt him. That’s why I slept

Rowan and in the end I gave it to the guy who

that it was a mistake and that he should forget about what happened between us. I snuck out of

hadn’t planned for what was to come next. What destiny had planned

exist, that is, until my period was late.

that one day Rowan and I would get back together. I didn’t want an unwanted baby to hinder that. I

to always be

didn’t you get an emergency pill the morning after?” mom asks,

a complete mess, everything was new to me.

I didn’t really know that I should have.

n’t really enough to

me to get one, but like I said, I was so

anyone to know.”

that during all the years you dated Rowan, you never slept

a virgin?” Travis

wasn’t. Before we started dating, which was at seventeen, he’d

anything that walked and had a vagina. When I’d told him I wasn’t ready,

wait till I was ready.

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we not talk about this? It was

+15 BONUS

yes I was still a virgin.

I wanted to get rid of it, but he

Mom asks, her voice ringing with horror

threatened to tell you and dad if I went

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