Her side of the story
Mom collapses in the chair after my admission. The heartbroken look in her eyes was undoing

me. The disappointed look she gave me nearly made me crumble on the spot.
Travis, who had been holding me, lets go as if I had burned him. He backs away from me slowly

until he’s a few feet away.

I know the rest had varying degrees of shock, but they didn’t matter to me right now. Not when

my family was looking at me like they didn’t know me. Like I was a stranger.

“Please tell me you’re playing a sick joke on me,” Mom pleads. “Tell me you didn’t have a child and

kept him hidden from us all these years.”

I want to lie to them just so the heartbroken and disappointed look in their eyes will disappear. I

know that I can no longer do that. There was no hiding from this. There was no more running from

the truth.

“I’m sorry. So sorry,” I cry as I stumble towards her. “I wanted to tell you, but I was so ashamed.”

I go to take her hand, but she flinches and pulls it away.

This is what I’ve been so afraid of. Ava was right. I was the perfect daughter. The one who never

made any mistakes.

The one that thought things through before, except for that one time. Now their image of me is

tarnished. Now they know that I am just like them. Human. The Ace card I had over Ava was gone. 2

I was in the same boat as Ava. I made mistakes that are now hunting me. Sleeping with Calvin

remains the greatest mistak

y life.

“H–How did this happen? When did it happen…did dad now?” Travis asks as he paces, frustration

clear in his steps.

“Dad didn’t know. No one except Calvin and Molly knew.” I look at the ground, unable to face the

look on my mom’s face.

“Start from the beginning and don’t leave a single thing out. I want to know why the hell you’ve

kept my grandson a secret from his family,” Mom growls, her eyes turning fierce.

I didn’t want to rehash the past, but at this point, I don’t think I had any choice. If I didn’t want

them to be even madder than they were right now, then I had to spill it.

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“When Rowan married Ava, I was broken I tried not to let it show. Tried to make you, dad, and

Travis believe I was okay because you were all so worried about me. I felt like I was drowning,

exploded, and I’d been left with nothing. When I

of you, but

as small as I did back then when I learned that Rowan

with Ava.

didn’t sleep, and I didn’t attend classes.

this. She started pushing, and when I refused

to let you know. I didn’t want you to know how I was

tough

had so much bitterness

far I’d fallen, she would have

discovered she had been going through her

after that. Molly became my

every second.” I take a deep breath “It

It turns out we went to

assignment partner.” 2

After all, we weren’t friends. I tolerated

and when he didn’t show any remnants of the obsession he had for me in high

him. We co–existed. He stayed out of my way and I

stop, but now more than

some time. They weren’t perfect, but they

until the night m alled me to let me know

at first sight.

came to the surface.” I try to breathe through the pain

so fucking hard.

was in pain, and I was really angry. Angry at myself for turning down Rowan’s proposal, angry

drunk and sleeping with Ava, angry at Ava for getting pregnant and

angry at the baby for being

a sharp intake of air. I don’t need to turn to know that it is from Rowan.

around Noah because if everything had gone the way I wanted it to, then

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probably get back to Rowan, and that would have hurt him. That’s why I slept with Calvin that night, because I counted on Rowan’s friend telling him. He would have been so hurt, I would have gotten my revenge, and maybe then it would no longer

my virginity. I was saving it for Rowan and in the end I gave it to the guy who kept fighting

I loved. I told Calvin that it was a mistake and that he should forget about what happened between

what was to

went back to ignoring each other like the other didn’t exist, that is, until my period was late.

that one day Rowan and

of my mistake to

pill the morning after?” mom asks,

from being a complete mess, everything was new to me.

the–the first time I’ve ever h–had s–sex so I didn’t really

assumed tha‘ n’t really enough to get me pregnant.

one, but like I said, I was so ashamed,

anyone to know.”

to tell me that during all the

still a virgin?” Travis asks

Before we started dating,

with anything that walked and had a vagina. When

ready.

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“Can we not talk about this? It

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question, yes I was still a virgin. Anyway,” 1 paused. “I told

I wanted to get rid of it,

asks, her voice ringing with

but nod my head. “Calvin threatened to tell you and dad if

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