Her side of the story
Mom collapses in the chair after my admission. The heartbroken look in her eyes was undoing

me. The disappointed look she gave me nearly made me crumble on the spot.
Travis, who had been holding me, lets go as if I had burned him. He backs away from me slowly

until he’s a few feet away.

I know the rest had varying degrees of shock, but they didn’t matter to me right now. Not when

my family was looking at me like they didn’t know me. Like I was a stranger.

“Please tell me you’re playing a sick joke on me,” Mom pleads. “Tell me you didn’t have a child and

kept him hidden from us all these years.”

I want to lie to them just so the heartbroken and disappointed look in their eyes will disappear. I

know that I can no longer do that. There was no hiding from this. There was no more running from

the truth.

“I’m sorry. So sorry,” I cry as I stumble towards her. “I wanted to tell you, but I was so ashamed.”

I go to take her hand, but she flinches and pulls it away.

This is what I’ve been so afraid of. Ava was right. I was the perfect daughter. The one who never

made any mistakes.

The one that thought things through before, except for that one time. Now their image of me is

tarnished. Now they know that I am just like them. Human. The Ace card I had over Ava was gone. 2

I was in the same boat as Ava. I made mistakes that are now hunting me. Sleeping with Calvin

remains the greatest mistak

y life.

“H–How did this happen? When did it happen…did dad now?” Travis asks as he paces, frustration

clear in his steps.

“Dad didn’t know. No one except Calvin and Molly knew.” I look at the ground, unable to face the

look on my mom’s face.

“Start from the beginning and don’t leave a single thing out. I want to know why the hell you’ve

kept my grandson a secret from his family,” Mom growls, her eyes turning fierce.

I didn’t want to rehash the past, but at this point, I don’t think I had any choice. If I didn’t want

them to be even madder than they were right now, then I had to spill it.

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“When Rowan married Ava, I was broken I tried not to let it show. Tried to make you, dad, and

Travis believe I was okay because you were all so worried about me. I felt like I was drowning,

I’d been left with nothing.

of you,

I did back then when I learned

with Ava.

away. I didn’t eat, I didn’t sleep, and I didn’t attend classes. In fact, I rarely

this. She started pushing, and when I refused to get

let you know. I didn’t want you to know how I was struggling. I didn’t

out how tough things were for

was lost in memory. I had so much

she would have been ecstatic. It was probably

that I discovered she had been going

that. Molly became my anchor. My grades were improving,

every second.” I take

It turns out we went to the same Uni

assignment partner.” 2

After all, we weren’t friends. I tolerated him because he

remnants of the obsession

We co–existed. He stayed out of my

stop, but now more than ever, I knew they

going well for some time.

is, until the night m alled me to let me know that Ava had given

in love with his son at first sight. Everything around me crumbled, and all the

hiding came to the surface.” I try to breathe through the pain of

so fucking hard.

and I was really angry. Angry at myself for turning down Rowan’s proposal, angry

with Ava, angry at Ava for getting pregnant and

loved and angry at the baby for being

of air. I don’t need to turn

Noah because if everything had gone the way I wanted it to,

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Calvin and seduced him I knew word would probably get back to Rowan, and that would have hurt him. That’s why I slept with Calvin that

I was saving it for Rowan and in the end I gave it to the guy

the man I loved. I told Calvin that it was a mistake and that he should forget about what happened between us. I

had I been wrong. I hadn’t planned for what was to come next. What destiny had planned

is, until my period was late. A cheap

believed that one day Rowan

mistake to always be in

you get an emergency pill the morning after?” mom asks, making me blush

to me. To put it plainly, I

so I didn’t

enough to get me pregnant. Looking back, maybe if

would have aused me to get one, but like I said, I was so ashamed, I

anyone to know.”

tell me that during all the years you dated Rowan,

virgin?”

knew Rowan wasn’t. Before we started dating, which was at

with anything that walked and had a vagina. When I’d told

till I was ready. My biggest regret was

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releases a groan uncomfortably “Can we not talk about this? It was

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I was still a virgin. Anyway,” 1 paused.

want the child and I wanted to get rid

wanted an abortion?” Mom asks, her

head. “Calvin threatened to tell you and dad if

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