Her side of the story
Mom collapses in the chair after my admission. The heartbroken look in her eyes was undoing

me. The disappointed look she gave me nearly made me crumble on the spot.
Travis, who had been holding me, lets go as if I had burned him. He backs away from me slowly

until he’s a few feet away.

I know the rest had varying degrees of shock, but they didn’t matter to me right now. Not when

my family was looking at me like they didn’t know me. Like I was a stranger.

“Please tell me you’re playing a sick joke on me,” Mom pleads. “Tell me you didn’t have a child and

kept him hidden from us all these years.”

I want to lie to them just so the heartbroken and disappointed look in their eyes will disappear. I

know that I can no longer do that. There was no hiding from this. There was no more running from

the truth.

“I’m sorry. So sorry,” I cry as I stumble towards her. “I wanted to tell you, but I was so ashamed.”

I go to take her hand, but she flinches and pulls it away.

This is what I’ve been so afraid of. Ava was right. I was the perfect daughter. The one who never

made any mistakes.

The one that thought things through before, except for that one time. Now their image of me is

tarnished. Now they know that I am just like them. Human. The Ace card I had over Ava was gone. 2

I was in the same boat as Ava. I made mistakes that are now hunting me. Sleeping with Calvin

remains the greatest mistak

y life.

“H–How did this happen? When did it happen…did dad now?” Travis asks as he paces, frustration

clear in his steps.

“Dad didn’t know. No one except Calvin and Molly knew.” I look at the ground, unable to face the

look on my mom’s face.

“Start from the beginning and don’t leave a single thing out. I want to know why the hell you’ve

kept my grandson a secret from his family,” Mom growls, her eyes turning fierce.

I didn’t want to rehash the past, but at this point, I don’t think I had any choice. If I didn’t want

them to be even madder than they were right now, then I had to spill it.

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“When Rowan married Ava, I was broken I tried not to let it show. Tried to make you, dad, and

Travis believe I was okay because you were all so worried about me. I felt like I was drowning,

my world had exploded, and I’d been left with nothing.

any of you, but I fell

small as I did back then when I learned that

with Ava.

away. I didn’t eat, I didn’t sleep, and

when I refused

let you know. I didn’t want you to know

how tough

in memory. I had so much bitterness and resentment towards

would have been ecstatic. It was probably a

she had been going through her own kind of

after that. Molly became my anchor. My grades

or think about Rowan every second.” I take a deep

met Calvin again. It turns out we went to the

assignment partner.” 2

talk to him. After all, we weren’t friends. I tolerated

of the

co–existed. He stayed out of my way and I stayed out of

I wanted to stop, but now more than

some time. They weren’t

alled me to let me know that Ava had given birth to a baby

with his son at first sight. Everything around

to breathe through the pain of

so fucking hard.

was in pain, and I was really angry. Angry at myself for turning down Rowan’s proposal, angry

and sleeping with Ava, angry at Ava

I loved and angry at the baby for

of air. I don’t need to turn to know

the way I wanted it to, then he would

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on me, so that night I approached Calvin and seduced him I knew word would probably get back to Rowan, and that would have hurt him. That’s why I slept with Calvin that night, because I counted on Rowan’s friend telling him. He would have been so hurt, I would

it’s also how I lost my virginity. I was saving it for Rowan and

it was a mistake and that he should forget about what happened between us. I snuck out of his room, and I thought that was

had I been wrong. I hadn’t planned for what was

like the other didn’t exist, that is, until my period was late.

I’ve ever received. Deep in my heart, I believed that one day Rowan and I would get back together.

mistake to

morning after?” mom asks,

from being a complete mess, everything was new to me. To put it plainly, I was

so I didn’t really know that I should have.

n’t really enough to get me pregnant. Looking

she would have aused me to get one, but like

anyone to know.”

tell me that during all the years

virgin?” Travis asks in

dating, which was at seventeen,

with anything that walked and had a vagina. When

ready. My biggest regret was holding out

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a groan uncomfortably “Can we not

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a virgin. Anyway,” 1 paused. “I told Calvin about

wanted to get rid of it, but

asks, her

but nod my head. “Calvin threatened to tell you and dad if I went

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