Her side of the story
Mom collapses in the chair after my admission. The heartbroken look in her eyes was undoing

me. The disappointed look she gave me nearly made me crumble on the spot.
Travis, who had been holding me, lets go as if I had burned him. He backs away from me slowly

until he’s a few feet away.

I know the rest had varying degrees of shock, but they didn’t matter to me right now. Not when

my family was looking at me like they didn’t know me. Like I was a stranger.

“Please tell me you’re playing a sick joke on me,” Mom pleads. “Tell me you didn’t have a child and

kept him hidden from us all these years.”

I want to lie to them just so the heartbroken and disappointed look in their eyes will disappear. I

know that I can no longer do that. There was no hiding from this. There was no more running from

the truth.

“I’m sorry. So sorry,” I cry as I stumble towards her. “I wanted to tell you, but I was so ashamed.”

I go to take her hand, but she flinches and pulls it away.

This is what I’ve been so afraid of. Ava was right. I was the perfect daughter. The one who never

made any mistakes.

The one that thought things through before, except for that one time. Now their image of me is

tarnished. Now they know that I am just like them. Human. The Ace card I had over Ava was gone. 2

I was in the same boat as Ava. I made mistakes that are now hunting me. Sleeping with Calvin

remains the greatest mistak

y life.

“H–How did this happen? When did it happen…did dad now?” Travis asks as he paces, frustration

clear in his steps.

“Dad didn’t know. No one except Calvin and Molly knew.” I look at the ground, unable to face the

look on my mom’s face.

“Start from the beginning and don’t leave a single thing out. I want to know why the hell you’ve

kept my grandson a secret from his family,” Mom growls, her eyes turning fierce.

I didn’t want to rehash the past, but at this point, I don’t think I had any choice. If I didn’t want

them to be even madder than they were right now, then I had to spill it.

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“When Rowan married Ava, I was broken I tried not to let it show. Tried to make you, dad, and

Travis believe I was okay because you were all so worried about me. I felt like I was drowning,

I’d been left with nothing. When I went back to

of you, but I fell into

small as I did back then when

with Ava.

and I didn’t attend classes. In fact,

She started pushing, and when I refused

guys to let you know. I didn’t want you to know how I was struggling.

out how tough

so much bitterness

out how far I’d fallen, she would have been ecstatic. It was probably a

she had been going through her

that. Molly became my anchor. My grades were

or think about Rowan every second.” I take a deep

met Calvin again. It turns out we went to the same Uni

assignment partner.” 2

After all, we

of the obsession he

out of my way and I

wanted to stop, but now

for some

is, until the night m alled me to let me know that Ava had given birth

Rowan fell in love with his son at first sight. Everything around

surface.” I try to breathe through

so fucking hard.

I was really angry. Angry at myself for turning down Rowan’s proposal,

sleeping with Ava, angry at Ava for getting

and angry

a sharp intake of air. I don’t need to turn

had gone the way

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I knew word would probably get back to Rowan, and that would have hurt him. That’s why I slept with

don’t tell them, but it’s also how I lost my virginity. I was saving it for Rowan and in the

the man I loved. I told Calvin that it was a mistake and that he should forget about what happened between us. I snuck out

what was to come next.

the other didn’t exist, that is, until my period was late. A cheap test. and later, a doctor’s appointment

had been the worst news I’ve ever received. Deep in my heart, I believed that one day Rowan and I would get back together. I didn’t want an unwanted baby to hinder that.

mistake to

emergency pill the morning after?” mom

everything was new to me. To put it plainly, I was

first time I’ve ever h–had s–sex so I didn’t really know that I

tha‘ n’t really enough to get me pregnant. Looking

would have aused me to get one, but like I said,

anyone to know.”

all the years you

virgin?” Travis asks

started dating, which was

a vagina. When I’d told

We planned to wait till I was ready.

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not talk about this? It was years

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question, yes I was still a virgin. Anyway,” 1 paused. “I told Calvin

want the child and I wanted to get rid

asks, her

head. “Calvin threatened to tell

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