His confession
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I’ve been obsessing for the last few days over the note. I just wanted to nail whoever this person is so

that I could move on peacefully with my life.

I hated that I was now jumpy and scared all the damn time. Noah has even noticed that I haven’t been

myself. Every time he asks, I just tell him that I am okay when I am clearly not.

My life was so simple back when I was married to Rowan as compared to now. The only thing I worried

about was whether or not he would come for dinner or if he would ever love me. I know I used to be in

constant pain, but I’d pick that over dying any day.

I haven’t had a moment of peace since I divorced Rowan. An attempt on my life was made three times.

My car was blown up, my house burned down, and I was kidnapped twice. After I agreed to Reaper being

in my life, I thought that things would settle down, but no… Now someone was after me. Again.

“Mom, can I go over at Gunner’s?” Noah asks, scaring the crap out of me.

I try to calm my heart down. See what I mean when I say I’m jumpy?

He looks at me funny, but I ignore it and force my lips into a semblance of a smile.

“Sure, use the back door, though, okay?”

He nods his head, and I stand up. I wanted to make sure that he crossed over to Calvin’s side safely and

that he got inside his house.

“Today we are going to play games. Last time I won, this time Gunner hopes that he wins,” he tells me as

we walk.

“That’s good”

I haven’t seen Calvin since that day in my kitchen. He has been avoiding me as much as he can. I’m not

sure if it’s because he’s embarrassed or because he was hurt by my rejection. Maybe it is both.

Anyway, I’ve been giving him space because I didn’t want things to be even more awkward than they

already were.

“See you later, mom,” Noah says as he crosses over to Cal’s.

their

is a

it wasn’t another

door and find Rowan Fuck I’d forgotten that we were supposed

happened, the talk was the

he asks, shoving his hands inside his

this was something I wasn’t

I tell him

was a note arriving while he

me a

“What?” I ask.

would put

in or

one last look before he enters my house. Without waiting

someone is watching

over the past few days that

issue the better for my mental

seat in my recliner. I bought it a few weeks ago because

mattress because it made

me about?” I stare into his eyes. “It sounded pretty important. Is it

Noah?”

before

at him, confused, wondering if he had truly lost his mind.

no us, Rowan. You seem to be forgetting that a lot

to do this with him. Not when

please,” he

the desperation in his voice stops me. I don’t know what it is, but I don’t want to put too much

for a while, as if he were struggling to find the right words.

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you, he finally

I gape at him like a fish out of water. He wasn’t seated that far from me,

his forehead for a

a fever? Or maybe I just didn’t hear you,

features soften. He grabs my hand, turns it,

I was so overcome with bitterness and anger that I didn’t realize what a true gem I had married. In the last few months, it’s been hard to be

completely stunned, as he gets out of the chair and kneels before me. This all seems like a dream. It’s like I am in a

function. “You don’t love me. You’ve never loved me. Emma is your one and

feel bad for him, but I

How can he be in love with me

to me Ava” he says as the pain changes

a few months ago. You have proven over and over again how little you care for me. You have hurt me more times than I can count, all in the name of punishing me for ruining your relationship with Emma. You held on to her for years, and now

familiar pain creeps back up, but I force it down.

heartache.

hurting you, but if

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