Anxious heart
Rowan

“Sir? Is there anything you need me to get for you from the restaurant?” My secretary asks, but I continue

staring outside my office window.

The view was really great. It was one of the reasons why I chose it, but today it didn’t offer me the

tranquility it usually does.

“No. Not today,” I answer without looking at her.

“Okay then, I’ll be back in thirty minutes”

I don’t answer her and after a few seconds I hear the door closing. I sigh in frustration. For some reason

the feeling of foreboding clung to me. It surrounded me in waves. Today more so than the previous days.

I don’t know what it is, but my heart is anxious. I can’t settle nor can I fucking focus. It’s like my soul is

trying to tell me something, but I can’t figure out what.

Trying to distract myself, I think about Ava and our talk. I get her. Damn do I get her hesitation. I’ve spent

more than ten years drilling into her that Emma was the only woman I’ll ever love.

I did everything in my power to show her just how little I cared for her. I’ve spent nine years punishing her

for something that was beyond her control. I drilled into her head that I hated her with every fiber of my

being.

How then could I turn around and claim to love her?

It’s frustrating as hell, but I understand her. I understand her reluctance to believe me. If the roles had

been switched I wouldn’t have believed it so easily.

Apart from all that, I also have to consider the pain I’ve caused her. Nine years of pain and mistreatment isn’t something you get over within a day or week. Hell. It will probably take years to heal the wounds i

inflicted. 2

though and considering the damage I caused, I can’t help but wonder

she’ll ever forgive me.

that more than anything, but if she doesn’t take me back, then let it be so. I’ll

caused over

her. To focus on her beautiful face and tactics I

never felt this way before. Never had this unshakable feeling like something bad was going to happen. I try to assure myself, but it doesn’t work. I stand up and start pacing again. I felt wired. Like I was

crazy.

fucking care. Not when I feel like my

It was better than listening to my own since it was distorted, jumbled and confused the hell out of

when my door opened. I turn to find Gabe. He looked like hell froze

anguish in them.

share that trait as twins. If he looks anything other than that then something

I ask as my heart

our

finish his sentence. His voice was

me what’s wrong. Is it mom or

swallow, before

he finally

when an unrecognizable voice mentions her name.

the direction of the

me” My brother begs me, but I

to know what the hell the

BREAKING NEWS.

in big, bold

founder of The Hope Foundation was today gunned down by unknown people. We are yet to know the state she’s in, but the gunman opened fire to what

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have prepared me to

multiple times

Ava as she was walking out of an ice cream shop. Her eyes were

Whoever took the video captured a black SUV with tinted windows

direction. Just before the drove past her, a masked person, rolled the window down

several times. They sped past her, leaving Ava to

pool of blood

video ends, and the

gangsters would shoot a pregnant woman,

find out.”

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