Anxious heart
Rowan

“Sir? Is there anything you need me to get for you from the restaurant?” My secretary asks, but I continue

staring outside my office window.

The view was really great. It was one of the reasons why I chose it, but today it didn’t offer me the

tranquility it usually does.

“No. Not today,” I answer without looking at her.

“Okay then, I’ll be back in thirty minutes”

I don’t answer her and after a few seconds I hear the door closing. I sigh in frustration. For some reason

the feeling of foreboding clung to me. It surrounded me in waves. Today more so than the previous days.

I don’t know what it is, but my heart is anxious. I can’t settle nor can I fucking focus. It’s like my soul is

trying to tell me something, but I can’t figure out what.

Trying to distract myself, I think about Ava and our talk. I get her. Damn do I get her hesitation. I’ve spent

more than ten years drilling into her that Emma was the only woman I’ll ever love.

I did everything in my power to show her just how little I cared for her. I’ve spent nine years punishing her

for something that was beyond her control. I drilled into her head that I hated her with every fiber of my

being.

How then could I turn around and claim to love her?

It’s frustrating as hell, but I understand her. I understand her reluctance to believe me. If the roles had

been switched I wouldn’t have believed it so easily.

Apart from all that, I also have to consider the pain I’ve caused her. Nine years of pain and mistreatment isn’t something you get over within a day or week. Hell. It will probably take years to heal the wounds i

inflicted. 2

considering the damage I caused, I can’t help but

she’ll ever forgive me.

more than anything, but if she doesn’t take me back, then let it be so. I’ll have no one to blame but

I’ve caused over the

try to focus on her. To focus on her beautiful face and tactics I could use

felt this way before. Never had this unshakable feeling like something bad was going to happen. I try to assure myself, but it doesn’t work. I stand

crazy.

I don’t fucking care. Not

down. It was better than listening to my own

my door opened. I turn to find Gabe. He looked like hell froze over. He was breathing heavily, his

anguish in them.

share that trait as twins. If he looks anything other than that then something serious

as my heart

our parent’s? Maybe

but doesn’t finish his

me what’s wrong.

him swallow, before his eyes focus on

he finally

what’s wrong with Ava when an unrecognizable

the direction

focus on me” My brother

know what the hell

BREAKING NEWS.

written in big,

yet to know the state she’s in, but the gunman opened fire to

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could have prepared

multiple times

of an ice cream shop. Her eyes

a small frown on her face. Whoever took the video

drove past her, a masked person, rolled the window down

They sped past her,

pool of blood

video ends, and the presenter comes back

shoot a pregnant woman, but

find out.”

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