Anxious heart
Rowan

“Sir? Is there anything you need me to get for you from the restaurant?” My secretary asks, but I continue

staring outside my office window.

The view was really great. It was one of the reasons why I chose it, but today it didn’t offer me the

tranquility it usually does.

“No. Not today,” I answer without looking at her.

“Okay then, I’ll be back in thirty minutes”

I don’t answer her and after a few seconds I hear the door closing. I sigh in frustration. For some reason

the feeling of foreboding clung to me. It surrounded me in waves. Today more so than the previous days.

I don’t know what it is, but my heart is anxious. I can’t settle nor can I fucking focus. It’s like my soul is

trying to tell me something, but I can’t figure out what.

Trying to distract myself, I think about Ava and our talk. I get her. Damn do I get her hesitation. I’ve spent

more than ten years drilling into her that Emma was the only woman I’ll ever love.

I did everything in my power to show her just how little I cared for her. I’ve spent nine years punishing her

for something that was beyond her control. I drilled into her head that I hated her with every fiber of my

being.

How then could I turn around and claim to love her?

It’s frustrating as hell, but I understand her. I understand her reluctance to believe me. If the roles had

been switched I wouldn’t have believed it so easily.

Apart from all that, I also have to consider the pain I’ve caused her. Nine years of pain and mistreatment isn’t something you get over within a day or week. Hell. It will probably take years to heal the wounds i

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remain with her though and considering the damage I caused, I can’t help

she’ll ever forgive me.

want to build a life with her. I crave that more than anything, but if she doesn’t take me back, then let it be so. I’ll have no

caused over

focus on her beautiful face and tactics

bad was going to happen. I try to assure myself,

crazy.

up, but I don’t fucking care. Not when I feel like my fucking

It was better than listening to my

to find Gabe. He looked like hell froze over. He was breathing heavily, his eyes looked bloodshot and there

anguish in them.

my tracks. Fuck. My brother is usually impeccable and not easily fazed. We share that trait as

it?” I ask as my heart

was it our parent’s?

but doesn’t finish his sentence.

Tell me what’s wrong. Is

him swallow, before

Ava” he

Ava when an unrecognizable voice mentions

in the direction

brother begs me, but I don’t pay attention

know what the hell the reporters

BREAKING NEWS.

written in

people. We are yet to know the state she’s in, but the gunman opened fire to what seems to be a hit targeted at her. The video you’re about to

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my knees weaken, but nothing could have prepared me to watching

multiple times

Ava as she was walking out of an

Whoever took the video captured a black

her direction. Just before the drove past her, a masked person, rolled

before shooting several times. They sped past her, leaving Ava to crumble on

pool of blood

ends, and the presenter comes

why these gangsters would shoot a pregnant woman, but stay tuned as

find out.”

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