Anxious heart
Rowan

“Sir? Is there anything you need me to get for you from the restaurant?” My secretary asks, but I continue

staring outside my office window.

The view was really great. It was one of the reasons why I chose it, but today it didn’t offer me the

tranquility it usually does.

“No. Not today,” I answer without looking at her.

“Okay then, I’ll be back in thirty minutes”

I don’t answer her and after a few seconds I hear the door closing. I sigh in frustration. For some reason

the feeling of foreboding clung to me. It surrounded me in waves. Today more so than the previous days.

I don’t know what it is, but my heart is anxious. I can’t settle nor can I fucking focus. It’s like my soul is

trying to tell me something, but I can’t figure out what.

Trying to distract myself, I think about Ava and our talk. I get her. Damn do I get her hesitation. I’ve spent

more than ten years drilling into her that Emma was the only woman I’ll ever love.

I did everything in my power to show her just how little I cared for her. I’ve spent nine years punishing her

for something that was beyond her control. I drilled into her head that I hated her with every fiber of my

being.

How then could I turn around and claim to love her?

It’s frustrating as hell, but I understand her. I understand her reluctance to believe me. If the roles had

been switched I wouldn’t have believed it so easily.

Apart from all that, I also have to consider the pain I’ve caused her. Nine years of pain and mistreatment isn’t something you get over within a day or week. Hell. It will probably take years to heal the wounds i

inflicted. 2

the damage

she’ll ever forgive me.

want her in my life. I want to build a life with her. I crave that more than anything, but if she

I’ve caused

her beautiful face and

going to happen. I try to assure myself, but it

crazy.

fucking care. Not when

turn on the TV. Maybe hearing other people’s voices will help me calm down. It was better

through the room when my door opened. I turn to find Gabe. He looked like hell froze over. He

anguish in them.

in my tracks. Fuck. My brother is usually impeccable and not easily fazed. We share that trait as twins. If he looks anything other than that

ask as my heart

it our

starts but doesn’t finish his sentence. His voice was mixed

Tell me what’s wrong. Is it

before his eyes

Ava” he

what’s wrong with Ava when an unrecognizable voice mentions her name. I begin

the direction

My brother begs me, but I don’t pay attention to

needed to know what the hell the

BREAKING NEWS.

in big,

down by unknown people. We are yet to know the state she’s in, but the gunman opened fire to what seems to be a hit targeted at her. The video you’re about to

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my knees weaken, but nothing could have prepared me to

multiple times

showed Ava as she was walking out of an ice cream shop. Her

Whoever took the video captured a black

a masked person, rolled

times. They sped past her, leaving

pool of blood

the

these gangsters would shoot a pregnant woman, but stay tuned as we

find out.”

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