Hoping against hope
I stare at my son. I’m so proud of him and of the bond he has with his mother. No one, not even her best

friends and her parents, knew the name she had chosen, yet she had told Noah.

“That’s really good,” Mary says, smiling at Noah. “You’re already shaping up to be a great big brother.”

Noah just nods, then looks up at me.

“One day we were on her bed while eating ice cream because she wanted it so much. I asked her what

name we were going to give to the baby. We spent hours going through baby names until we settled on

those two. It was so much fun, and we laughed a lot.”

Tears start filling his eyes once again, and I pull him to my side. It physically hurt to see him hurting. To see him in pain. I wanted to ease his heartache, but I didn’t have the power.

“When will she get better? I miss her so much,” he continues to cry.

I kept quiet because I have no answer to that. Not even the doctors know when or if Ava will wake up.

Mary kneels down to his level. She gently tugs at him a little. Noah doesn’t let me go, but he twists his

head to face her.

“Tell you what? How about I let you visit your sister? You’ll be the first person to see her,” she tells him.

“Really?” he asks as he wipes away his tears.

“Really” she smiles. “Just give me a few minutes, and I’ll come to get you. Is that okay?”

Noah nods his head as a small smile takes over his lips. The sadness is still there, but it’s been pushed

back.

When Mary stands up, I give her an appreciated nod. It may seem like a small thing, but she has done

something huge. She has given Noah hope. Something, or rather, someone to hold on to while he waits

for his mother to recover.

She nods to the rest and then turns to leave. Taking Noah’s hand, I lead him to the seats. I was damn

exhausted. Mentally, psychically, and emotionally. I could use some sleep, but I won’t get it until I see

both mother and child.

To my surprise, Calvin, Gunner and Kate walk in. Gunner’s hand is held firmly in Kate’s. They were chatting

while Calvin walked behind them. I can’t really tell whether they’ve told Gunner the truth.

I watch as Gunner’s eyes land on Emma. They become huge. I don’t understand that part, because I’m

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He let’s go of his grandmother’s hand and literally launches himself at Emma. Emma doesn’t have it though. She gently pushes him away from her with a look of disapproval. Gunner’s face falls, and tears start filling his eyes.

around and hugs his father. Calvin in turn glares at Emma,

into herself but doesn’t say a

shoulder and was holding my hand. His eyes were closed, but I knew very well

look up, only to find Kate pointing a finger at Reaper as hatred and bitterness

for Ava,”

“I didn’t know that

you know nothing about my daughter,”

a powerhouse, especially as the matriarch of the Sharp

“If

like the fact that he is here, then you’re

first place, given that you

it also drenches up

eyes snap open. He looks at

talking about?” He didn’t say

everyone’s attention.

all their faces. It’s

just a spat between adults. Nothing for you

doesn’t buy it.

grandpa is talking as if mom wasn’t treated

it nears

I was afraid this day would come. I notice that everyone except for Calvin and

I tell him that Theo was right without making him hate us? Without making him hate me for the way

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your baby sister?” Mary comes back out with a smile on

thank the heavens for the distraction. Noah seems to have forgotten. everything as excitement takes over

accompany him,” she says, turning around as

head and

masks to wear. Once that is done, we are then taken to the NICU unit. We pass a few babies

at us. “Noah,

me wrapped around her tiny fingers. She wasn’t my blood, but she

beautiful. She had her eyes closed, so I couldn’t see her eye color, but everything else, from her nose to her lips and the piece of hair that was sticking out of her pink hat, was Ava. She was

tubes sticking out of her. She didn’t deserve this. She should still be cushioned in her mother’s

She’s alive.

Right. That’s what matters.

I hold her?” Noah asks

珍味

to be a great big brother. The love and

face. There is no fucking way you can miss

honey, you can’t…But you can touch her only if you

inside the incubator.

though she

until the nurse lets us know it’s time for us to leave. I

get out of the protective gear. I felt like I was

not at

brother while taking a seat near

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and she looked so sad. So

both of

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