Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0310

I can’t stop the panic that fills me or the way my heart beats so wildly that I’m afraid it’s going to punch a hole through the center of my fucking chest.

What the hell am I doing here? Why would I come here of all places?

The questions keep swimming in my head, but for the love of me, I have no answer to any of them.

When I decided to drive around, ending up where Calvin and Gunner live wasn’t on my mind. I just thought that I could drive around for a while just to escape the depressing atmosphere that surrounded me, then I would go back home, shower, and then take a nap.

Now here I am, at his place, and I’m confused about what to do. Should I just leave? Or should I check up on him? Maybe he’s not even at home. It’s a weekday, and I bet he’s at work.

Things between Calvin and me have always been complicated. Right from when we were in high school. He wanted me, and I didn’t. His efforts at trying to win me over when we were younger used to irritate me to no end.

I had a boyfriend. Even though he knew that I was in love with Rowan. It used to piss me off when

with Rowan over

how he and Ava were so alike. Their determination to

they did. It would have saved all four of us the heartache and pain we have

thoughts away. There is no use wishing for things that can’t come true. Shit has already happened, and there is just no going back. What I have to do is look forward.

for one second too long, then get out and just stand next to my car all the while staring

is a bad

I can chicken out, I suck in a deep breath and force my feet to move. I don’t know why I’m here or how I ended up here, but

I probably look like a deranged

the door is wrenched open

hell are you doing here, Emma?” He all but growls, the coldness of his voice