Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0318

I look at myself in the mirror, happy with how I look. My hair was in a low bun, with curled tendrils framing my face. Tonight I wanted something different since it was my first ever date with Rowan, so I decided on a subtle but sexy, smoky eyeshadow and red lipstick.

As for my dress, I picked a black knee–length dress. It has a plunging neckline that is delicately held together by thin straps. It highlighted just the right amount of cleave, enough to tease but not come out as trashy. It had an open back that I was sure would drive any man crazy.

I continue staring at myself as I run my hand down the soft fabric. The dress was figure- hugging, and thanks to being pregnant, I now had curves in all the right places.

“Damn, babes… if I wasn’t straight, I would’ve definitely done you.” Letty praised, happiness dripping from her voice. “You’re sexy. Hell has nothing on your hotness.”

“She’s right,” Corrine chimes in.

They had left a couple of hours ago. We were now on Skype, since I wanted to get their honest opinion. This date was important. Like I said, it’s Rowan and I’s first date, so I wanted everything to be perfect.

“Thank you,” I smile at them.

I take a seat on the bed and put my heels on. I honestly don’t remember the last time I dressed up or wore heels. Rowan rarely took me out before, even for work dinners, so I didn’t really have an opportunity to dress up.

I don’t know if that changed later, but I’m guessing it did since I remember how amazing I looked when Ethan came to get me. Shaking those thoughts from my mind, I focus on my date ahead.

“I’m nervous though,” I admit. “What if we don’t click? I know we are married, but what if we realize that we aren’t compatible? Or what if something else terrible happens?”

Damn, this was so hard. A part of me wanted to cancel the entire thing because I was nervous and afraid. The other part just wanted to take the risk and just be in the moment.

to experience this for so long. I always wanted Rowan to court me, to woo me, but he wasn’t interested. Now it’s finally happening, and all I can think of is

to drive yourself crazy.” Letty admonishes me. I see a shadow behind her, and I’m sure’it’s Travis since they live together. “Just live in the moment. Take

but she shows her approval by

before releasing it. “You’re right.

happy and enjoy tonight. You deserve to be happy, babe, and you deserve to be with the

we hung up. I take my purse and give myself one last look. Corrine and Letty were right. I did look sexy, and I was loving it.

can see them.

up for him, so I know seeing me like this will

in the kitchen. Rowan was rocking Iris and blowing bubbles on her belly. She was screaming in laughter,

I ask,

double take, his eyes moving slowly down my body. I see him swallow as his eyes darken into dark grey storms. Oh yeah, he definitely liked what

Dad,” Noah tells him with a

that forms on my lips. Slowly, he stands up and walks the short distance to me. Holding Iris with one hand, he uses the other to grab me and pull me flush against his body before

hear Noah groan

from him. “You’re

fires back, his eyes still on

I ask him, stepping away from his heat that seemed to want to suck

his eyes seemed to be stuck on me. This is a whole new experience. Something I never thought would ever

don’t really have to go,” he murmurs, his voice coming out throaty and hoarse.

date, big man.” I chuckle, “So come on, it’s time for us to

Teresa. When she comes, she takes Iris from