Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0325

My heart stops as fear that she’s remembered everything crashes into me.

“Tell me what’s wrong, Ava; I can’t help you if I don’t know what’s wrong,” I plead with her.

More tears continue falling down her face. Pain and hurt shadow her eyes. It literally breaks my fucking heart to see her like this.

“I had a memory,” she begins before she starts laughing like she’s insane. “You know, I wanted to fuck you; I wanted to sleep with you; I even talked myself into talking to you about it because I wanted you so much. When I saw you jerking off in the shower, I wanted to join you. I even imagined myself giving you a blow job while you cummed on my chest.”

I frown, but stay quiet. Something told me that something had happened. That I wasn’t going to like what she had to say next.

“Here, I was horny for you, craving you, when my mind had to remind me of something that you said,” she hiccups. “You want to know what it was?”

I knew it would destroy the small progress we had

I was inside you, it’s Emma I wanted,” she tells me, her

heart completely shatters because I remember the words very clearly. The words that I flung at her because I wanted to hurt

really want me. I’m nothing but a slut to be used as a substitute. Why did you sleep with me if you didn’t want me, Rowan? You could have gone and gotten yourself a mistress; it

in her voice is my undoing. I knew those words would come back to bite me in the ass, but when I yelled them at her, I was so pissed that it didn’t hit me that I’d said them until it was

to look into her eyes. I was ashamed of saying those words. I still

was it? Weren’t those your words? Weren’t you the one who said them? Not once did I point a gun at your head and force you to sleep with me. Hell, when we got married, I didn’t expect us to have a sexual relationship, and I told you that. You’re the one who always came to me. You’re the one that sought me out. If you knew that

her cheeks. I go to touch her, to wipe her tears away, but

and explain it to her,

you. If I’d known what you thought of me, I would have asked for a divorce and left