Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0325

My heart stops as fear that she’s remembered everything crashes into me.

“Tell me what’s wrong, Ava; I can’t help you if I don’t know what’s wrong,” I plead with her.

More tears continue falling down her face. Pain and hurt shadow her eyes. It literally breaks my fucking heart to see her like this.

“I had a memory,” she begins before she starts laughing like she’s insane. “You know, I wanted to fuck you; I wanted to sleep with you; I even talked myself into talking to you about it because I wanted you so much. When I saw you jerking off in the shower, I wanted to join you. I even imagined myself giving you a blow job while you cummed on my chest.”

I frown, but stay quiet. Something told me that something had happened. That I wasn’t going to like what she had to say next.

“Here, I was horny for you, craving you, when my mind had to remind me of something that you said,” she hiccups. “You want to know what it was?”

the small progress

fuck, but you weren’t even good at that. Every time I was inside you, it’s Emma I wanted,” she tells me, her voice

words that I flung at her

nothing but a slut to be used as a substitute. Why did you sleep with me if you didn’t want me, Rowan? You could have gone and gotten yourself a mistress; it would have hurt, but I would have preferred that to being used to satiate your desire for

at her, I was so pissed that it

to look into her

sexual relationship, and I told you that.

harder, her tears staining her cheeks. I go to touch her, to wipe her tears away, but she flinches

something and explain it to her, but I don’t

what you thought of me, I would have asked for a divorce and left you. I don’t deserve how you treated me or how you used me.”