Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0354

“Sarah…” I go to say, but she cuts me off.

“We were wrong, Ava. We were wrong, and I believe that it’s because everyone held on to what could have been between Rowan and Emma that made it hard for them to move on. Looking back, I see it as clear as day. You were all still kids. If we had moved on, they would have followed suit and moved on too. We held on tightly to the past, and so they did, which caused Rowan to hurt you as badly as he did,” she pauses, then continues.

“I’m not justifying what he did, but I also want to understand that his actions were probably a direct result of how we behaved as parents.”

I understood her, but that doesn’t explain his actions later on. Yes, we married young, but we grew up. His actions and cruel acts continued for nine years. That’s what I can’t move on from.

“I know that I’m asking you a lot, but please give him a chance. I know my son, and I know once he loves, he loves deeply. He’ll spend the rest of his life loving you and treating you like you deserve if you give him a chance. He’ll bleed on the floor just to rectify the mistakes he’s made and fix what he’s broken. I promise you, Ava, if you give him a chance, he’ll work his butt off to be deserving of the chance you gave him and to be the man you deserve. I promise you won’t regret it.”

I remain quiet. Everything I’ve ever wanted is there for the taking. All I have to do is reach out and grab it, yet I am scared to do that.

“Do you love Rowan, Ava?” she asks. “Because that’s the most important thing right now.”

“Yes. I shouldn’t after everything he’s done, yet I can’t stop my heart from wanting him. I should let go of the past, yet I can’t seem to.”

silent and then smiles at me warmly. “I know why you’re having

turn to her

a chance will lead to more heartbreak. You’re afraid of being

to refuse, but the more she talked, the more her words resonated with me. She

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I’ll end up getting

you that he won’t ever do anything to intentionally hurt you. I believe he learned his lesson when he almost lost, first to another man and then to death. At this point, he’d rather rip out his heart inan hurt

she said was the damn truth. Could I really let him go? And Sarah was right again: Will I let the fear of getting hurt stop me from being happy? Rowan has already shown his remorse and that he’d move mountains for; he even sent Emma to prison for fucks sake. What

for me. Sure, he can be an asshole, but that doesn’t

reached a decision,” she smiles wide at me as if sensing my choice. Or maybe it’s the

and shoot Rowan

meet? I’m at home I want us to

immediate. I mean, not even a minute

I’ll be there in forty-five