Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0361

I’m now mature enough to better understand Rowan and his actions.. He lost the woman he thought he

would spend the rest of his life with. If I were in his shoes, I would have reacted the same way. I would

have taken out my anger on the person responsible for my pain, just like I tried taking out my anger on

him after our divorce by treating him with nothing but hate and bitterness.

“I’m so sorry it took me this long to see how much I hurt you back then” I whisper, feeling overwhelmed.

“For so long I was bitter. Especially after Emma came back and I realized that I could never be what

you wanted or desired. I held for so long, and maybe if I hadn’t, you and Emma would have gotten a

chance at a life together. I’m really sorry. You’ll never know just how sorry I am”

I pull myself back when I feel strong hands on mine. I’m surprised to see that he’d crossed to my side

and was now sitting right next to me.

He takes a deep breath and I hold on to his hand like a damn lifeline. What I did to you was much

worse. The pain that I put you through the years is something I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive

myself. I too was selfish because I saw your pain but I rationalized that you fucking deserve it and for

that I’m sorry Ava. I’m sorry that I took i too far. Sorry that I trampled over your love and destroyed your

heart. I’m so fucking sorry I caused you so much heartache”

listen anymore because the dam I’d been holding back, breaks and everything pours out.

back my tears anymore when I saw how remorseful

him.

seeing you with someone else for me to realize how much I wanted you.

love you. I

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it was knowing that you were moving on with someone who wasn’t me.

in your past. That the pain I caused you

me. That

away my tears, but they just keep

you now, breaks my

you deserve better, and I should

but I’ll be selfish one more time and hold on

you. Please give me a chance, Ava. Give me a chance to show you that my

and that I love you with every

heart. How did he manage to turn this around?

my heart out, yet he completely flipped things on

got to realize that I love, that I’ve always

kids. I tried my best to kill that love and pretend that it didn’t exist, but

even after everything.” I tell him, swiping the tears from my