Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0361

I’m now mature enough to better understand Rowan and his actions.. He lost the woman he thought he

would spend the rest of his life with. If I were in his shoes, I would have reacted the same way. I would

have taken out my anger on the person responsible for my pain, just like I tried taking out my anger on

him after our divorce by treating him with nothing but hate and bitterness.

“I’m so sorry it took me this long to see how much I hurt you back then” I whisper, feeling overwhelmed.

“For so long I was bitter. Especially after Emma came back and I realized that I could never be what

you wanted or desired. I held for so long, and maybe if I hadn’t, you and Emma would have gotten a

chance at a life together. I’m really sorry. You’ll never know just how sorry I am”

I pull myself back when I feel strong hands on mine. I’m surprised to see that he’d crossed to my side

and was now sitting right next to me.

He takes a deep breath and I hold on to his hand like a damn lifeline. What I did to you was much

worse. The pain that I put you through the years is something I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive

myself. I too was selfish because I saw your pain but I rationalized that you fucking deserve it and for

that I’m sorry Ava. I’m sorry that I took i too far. Sorry that I trampled over your love and destroyed your

heart. I’m so fucking sorry I caused you so much heartache”

dam I’d been holding back,

when I saw how remorseful Rowan is and how

him.

me to realize how much I

to someone else to see how much I love you. I pushed you into another

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it was knowing that you were moving on

put me in your past. That the pain I caused you made you wish that

me. That you

to wipe away my tears, but they just keep falling down like twin rushing rivers.

hurt you now, breaks my fucking heart

and I should let you go so that

a better man, but I’ll be selfish one more time and hold on to you because

me a chance to

with every

touch my heart. How did he manage to turn this around? was the one

out, yet he

I love, that I’ve always loved you from the moment I set

to kill that love and pretend

everything.” I tell