Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0361

I’m now mature enough to better understand Rowan and his actions.. He lost the woman he thought he

would spend the rest of his life with. If I were in his shoes, I would have reacted the same way. I would

have taken out my anger on the person responsible for my pain, just like I tried taking out my anger on

him after our divorce by treating him with nothing but hate and bitterness.

“I’m so sorry it took me this long to see how much I hurt you back then” I whisper, feeling overwhelmed.

“For so long I was bitter. Especially after Emma came back and I realized that I could never be what

you wanted or desired. I held for so long, and maybe if I hadn’t, you and Emma would have gotten a

chance at a life together. I’m really sorry. You’ll never know just how sorry I am”

I pull myself back when I feel strong hands on mine. I’m surprised to see that he’d crossed to my side

and was now sitting right next to me.

He takes a deep breath and I hold on to his hand like a damn lifeline. What I did to you was much

worse. The pain that I put you through the years is something I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive

myself. I too was selfish because I saw your pain but I rationalized that you fucking deserve it and for

that I’m sorry Ava. I’m sorry that I took i too far. Sorry that I trampled over your love and destroyed your

heart. I’m so fucking sorry I caused you so much heartache”

been holding back,

saw how remorseful Rowan is and

him.

me to realize how

how much I love you. I pushed you into

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how agonizing it was knowing that you were moving on with someone who wasn’t

trying to put me in your past. That the pain I caused you made

met me. That you

tears, but they just keep falling

you now, breaks

I know you deserve better, and I should let

one more time and hold on to

Ava. Give me a chance to show you

you with every fiber

touch my heart. How did he manage to

yet he

You’ve got to realize that I love, that I’ve

kids. I tried my best to kill that love and pretend that it didn’t

even after everything.” I tell him, swiping the tears from my