Ex-Husband's Regret

For the first time since I got his call, I smiled, happy that he was leaning towards getting to know his daughter.

"Then I'll support you."

"But how the fuck do I go about it? I know finances like the back of my fucking hand, but I don't know how to be a father," he sighed in frustration, making me chuckle.

"You've got to realize that there is no handbook that will guide you on how to be a good dad. Even after years of being a father, I still learn new things each and every day. When it comes to being a parent, you just have to wing. Be there for them and do what feels right."

"Yeah, I guess you're right."

"What are you planning to do with Harper and do you feel anything for her?" I asked curiously.

His answer was instant. "Hell no! I don't feel anything for her, and if it wasn't for the fact that I needed her, I wouldn't have bothered."

"Then why the hell did you

me, just like when we were married. It will be a marriage of convenience where she won't nag me and

looked at him skeptically. I don't know if this is the right time to remind him of what he told me before. There is no way you'll live with someone for years and not have feelings

moment he was given the ultimatum. Either the reason is hidden deep down

unconscious mind knows what the conscious doesn't. I think that's the case with Gabriel. His soul knows something that his mind

of you. Just make sure you don't make mistakes that you can't

him calmer. After catching up for three hours or so, I bid him goodnight and

reflective. I don't know about my father, but it seemed like, for us, as his kids, we are good at destroying our marriages. It's

I still don't understand how Ava was able to forgive me. Don't get me wrong, I am fucking grateful that she took me back ever after all the shit I put her through, but all I'm saying is I wouldn't have forgiven myself if

electronic gates to open up. Once they do, I drive up to our