Ex-Husband's Regret

Fuck! Why me? Why now? Why today, of all days? Fate has already established that she hates me, but this is too much even for that bitch. Why the hell did she loathe me so much?

To be honest, I'm afraid of looking up. Afraid of looking at both Gabriel and Lilly. I try my best to calm down my erratic, beating heart, but it's no use. I felt like I was going to have a damn heart attack. I could literally feel the sweat running down my back.

My anger at Gabriel was already gone, and in its place was pure, undiluted fear. When I woke up, I never imagined that this would happen. That Gabriel would suddenly come to my house out of the blue. That he and Lilly would meet.

At first, I was careful because I knew Lilly was asleep due to her cold, but after what Gabriel revealed, I completely forgot and blew up. That was my fucking fault. I didn't have anyone to blame for this cluster fuck.

"Mom?" her sweet voice calls me, and I look up, unable to deny my daughter.

Looking at her, I'm unable to form a sentence.

When I don't answer, she turns to Gabriel and asks, "Who are you, and why are you fighting with my mom?"

Their eyes clash and I see my Lilly take a step back as if something has just rammed into her. That pulls me out of a trance.

"Lilly, go to your room," I say unsteadily, and she turns when she hears my voice.

I can see the questions running through her mind. She was a sharp girl, and I know there is no escaping the curiosity that she's sure to hit me with.

"But mom..."

her before, but I was frustrated. "Go to your room and don't come out until I tell you

to argue with me.

floor, and we had a rooftop area, so that's

I start pacing. Panic had taken over. I could literally feel my lungs constricting. I tried breathing in and then out, but it didn't

right? If he had, he would be giving me shit right now.

my proposal..."

that he didn't notice anything, but then the fact that the only thing that's on his mind is the damn proposal really surprises me. I mean,

my answer, Gabriel," I tell

get out of your poverty-stricken life and once again become wealthy, a chance to come back into the society you were born into you still won't accept my

left behind, especially knowing that

and forget that Gabriel ever sought me out

the hell not?" He

curious. Something drove him to want this, and I want to know what it is, so I continue

see it in his eyes and in the way his jaw clenches. I was right, there is a reason why he wants me to agree to his proposal, and it's something big. Something he

change my mind. I had already made my decision, and there's no way I'm going to change it. "Then I think we are done talking. You can show yourself out of

you really think I wouldn't notice?" His deep voice sends shivers

want to turn around, but I

Harper," A muscle ticks in his jaw, and the dangerous atmosphere that usually