Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0448

"Gabe. It’s been roughly two weeks since my first date with Harper, and I'm at a Joss on what the fuck I should do.

I know it doesn’t make sense given I had her before and I divorced her, but I crave her like I've never craved anyone or anything.

She somehow finds her way into every thought I have when I wake up, and before I go to bed. It’s driving me crazy, but I am also not complaining. I like thinking of her, Ilike thinking of her soft lips, her gorgeous smile, her laugh, her beautify] face and luscious body. I fucking like thinking of her. Just her. She’s beautiful both in and out, and I've gotten to know her these past few weeks by silently studying her, Why didn’t I do this when we were married? Why did I push her away? Why did I treat her like shit? I was young, but I can’t use that as an excuse. It’s plainly simple that I was as shole.

Looking back, I see it for what it was.

I Andrew gave me a gift, but I didn’t treasure it. Instead, I trampled on it with my cruel mistreatment. Sure, he did blackmail me, but I'm also starting to understand why.

parents had died in an

one wanted to give a helping hand for fear of losing their own companies. Investing in their company was high risk and

was dying and that there was barely any hope of him surviving the late-stage cancer.

was his sister and thought of

last week that that was the reason why he blackmailed me into I marrying Harper. It

I couldn’t get the answer, I just assumed it was because he and his sister wanted to use my

though, no one has to tell me why he did it. I figured that on my own because I would have done exactly the same thing had I been his shoes. My only regret

still wanted me.

4 "Ido something nice for her. I see the distrust in those black orbs every time she looks at me. It fucking guts me that I was so cruel to her that she now views me as someone

Christopher’s voice pulls me from my