Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0448

"Gabe. It’s been roughly two weeks since my first date with Harper, and I'm at a Joss on what the fuck I should do.

I know it doesn’t make sense given I had her before and I divorced her, but I crave her like I've never craved anyone or anything.

She somehow finds her way into every thought I have when I wake up, and before I go to bed. It’s driving me crazy, but I am also not complaining. I like thinking of her, Ilike thinking of her soft lips, her gorgeous smile, her laugh, her beautify] face and luscious body. I fucking like thinking of her. Just her. She’s beautiful both in and out, and I've gotten to know her these past few weeks by silently studying her, Why didn’t I do this when we were married? Why did I push her away? Why did I treat her like shit? I was young, but I can’t use that as an excuse. It’s plainly simple that I was as shole.

Looking back, I see it for what it was.

I Andrew gave me a gift, but I didn’t treasure it. Instead, I trampled on it with my cruel mistreatment. Sure, he did blackmail me, but I'm also starting to understand why.

had died in an

No one wanted to

he was dying and that there was barely any hope of him surviving the

his sister and thought of protecting

hit me one day last week that that was the reason why he blackmailed me into I marrying Harper. It wasn’t done out of malice. Nor was he hoping to gain something from being associated with the Wood family. He just wanted to secure his sister’s future. A sister

I just

on my own because I would have done exactly the same thing had I been his shoes. My only regret

still

every time 4 "Ido something nice for her. I see the distrust in those black orbs every time she looks at me. It fucking guts me that I was so cruel to

Christopher’s voice