Ex-Husband's Regret

Chapter 0483

Emma.

"Why do you think you refused to let go of Rowan? Why do you think you held on to him for years even knowing that he was married to Ava?"

Mia's question plays in my head as I try to think of a way to answer her. Why did I not let go of Rowan the

moment he slept with Ava? Why had I kept holding on despite the fact that he married her and stayed with her for years?

Sure, everyone told me how miserable he was. That he and Ava weren't getting on well. That he treated her like she didn't exist. Everyone told me that he still loved me and had refused to give Ava a chance.

Looking back now though, I'm not as blinded as I was. Despite what everyone told me, he still chose to remain married to her. He could have asked for a divorce anytime he wanted. Hell, the moment Ava was out of school, a bit stable in her job and Noah was a bit older, he could have filed for a divorce. He would have been able to be there for Noah and support him without being married to Ava, yet he never once thought of leaving their marriage.

Ava was the one that filed for divorce. We all thought that if they were ever going

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able to let go because even though I was miles away in a different city, everyone kept pulling

on to me when he had a wife and son? It also didn't help that, from when we were young, everyone, especially our mothers

love? Is it really love when you've been manipulated to love and want someone? Is it love when you

in her notebook. "And do you think you would have been happy with Rowan had you gotten a second chance? Would you have stayed

at all. It requires you to dig deep and find the answers that you've

we have

were back then. We would have realized that we didn't really love each other. That what we had was young, immature

but I accepted the truth for what it was. Rowan would always be my first love. At least, what I thought love was, at

keep Calvin at arm's length?" she pushes, refusing to give me the

get back together. I didn't want him to find me in love with someone else when it was finally time for him to chase me